I hide the white roses behind me

Chapter 94 Don't Welcome Me

A dark bedroom.

rustle... rustle...

It's so quiet that you can hear buzzing in your ears.

rustle... rustle...

There was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

rustle... rustle...

"Ah Xi..."

After repeatedly turning left and right for an unknown amount of time, Taeyeon kicked off the quilt, supported her hands, and sat up from the bed.

Tomorrow is the first stage of the first solo. Thanks to the serious doctor's order of "Dr. Lin of Ruge Hospital", and Li Jingya's truthful report, today the company made arrangements for myself to go home and rest relatively early.

As a result, I actually lost sleep.

Without seeing or looking, Taeyeon accurately grabbed the phone next to the pillow, unlocked the screen, and squinted her eyes against the glare she was used to.

It's close to zero now.

"Ugh……"

Sighing, she stretched out her hands and rubbed the hair that Pei Enxi would tidy up early tomorrow morning. Kim Taeyeon looked at the phone and was silent for a moment.

Her thumb dangling slightly on the screen, she flexed her fingers hard, and then lightly let the fingertips fall down.

[Tomorrow is going to perform, try to get off work as early as possible today. ]
[Eat light dinner, you can't skip it. ]
[Wash up and go to bed earlier, stop playing mobile games. ]
The three messages were sent consecutively by Lin Zengxian this afternoon.

This time, she did not disobey.

Get off work early, go to bed early, and don't play mobile games.

When she was alone at home, her attitude towards eating was very indifferent, because she was lonely.

So, except for dinner, she did everything.

However, since the invitation was issued at the hospital that day, until now, Lin Zengxian has not said whether he will go to the first stage.

This matter is not heavy, nor is it an obsession, but it is something she will care about.

I hope to have an ordinary friend by my side who has nothing to do with the circle.

After realizing this wish, she had new worries.

This ordinary friend not only has zero contact with the circle, but also has no interest in everything in the circle. She is worried that this ordinary person will become farther and farther away from her.

The two ideas, one before and one after, are contradictory.

Closing her eyes and pausing for a moment, Taeyeon jumped out of bed, fumbled to put on her slippers, raised her hand and patted the approximate position on the wall, and the main light in the bedroom immediately gave her a full view.

A person's life, as long as you take care of yourself on the line.

It’s okay to not even take care of yourself, you don’t mind anyway.

Pushing open the bedroom door and walking into the living room, Taeyeon glanced around aimlessly, and saw the half bottle of water on the table that was not finished.

goooo...

After just taking a sip, Taeyeon put down the water bottle.

Now she is completely in the state of "Don't dare to do this, and don't dare to do that", for fear that she may not notice something, which will affect her performance tomorrow.

Standing in front of the sofa, kicking off the slippers casually, Kim Taeyeon fell straight forward and threw herself onto the sofa.

Putting down the mobile phone, grabbing a pillow and hugging it in her arms, staring at the bright ceiling covered by the auxiliary light in the living room, Kim Taeyeon's state of mind that could not sleep in the first place gradually became a little impetuous.

From childhood to adulthood, all kinds of memories, like a computer program with bugs, run wildly in my mind without listening to instructions.

Others couldn't understand how much pressure she was under, and the only one who could truly understand this was herself.

Even the closest teammates in the same company and the same group cannot fully understand what she has already shouldered and what she will bear.

Starting tomorrow, she will be on a road without a road.

It is said that there is no road, because the predecessors have not traveled this way.

I say it is a road, because I am about to start walking, I can only walk through it, and I must walk through it, and make a way.

Slowly squeeze the pillow tightly with both hands.

The teeth slowly pressed hard, biting so that the cheeks bulged.

The lines of the whole body are gradually tightening.

The thoughts in my mind are chaotic and running non-stop, from "bug" to "downtime" seems to be predictable.

buzzing...

The phone that was pressed under the arm suddenly rang, and Taeyeon, who had already closed her eyes with a frown, shuddered, her eyes widened, and the "mess" in her mind was suspended.

It was Lin Zengxian.

"Hello?"

Turning over and sitting up, Taeyeon pressed her forehead and rubbed it lightly to relieve her restless mood, trying to make her voice sound normal.

"Open the door."

Open the door?
Kim Taeyeon blinked her eyes, raised her frowning eyebrows, and curled her toes.

Not to mention calling, Lin Zengxian rarely even sent her messages at such a late hour.

Although that person lives in this place where "it's normal not to sleep in the middle of the night", he still allows himself to abide by the original time etiquette and try not to disturb others.

Not to mention the current situation where she just opened her mouth and asked her to open the door.

What if she was already asleep?Isn't it very rude.

"Oh……"

However, doubts are doubts, this does not affect Taeyeon immediately jumped off the sofa and walked towards the entrance.

click...

The door opened, looking at Lin Zengxian who was carrying a paper bag and sparks were still standing at his feet, Taeyeon opened his mouth, but did not extract any words from his head to say hello.

Looking at Taeyeon's hair like a chicken coop, Lin Zengxian also opened his mouth, feeling that there were several words that could be used to say hello, but in the end he chose not to say anything, just glanced down at Taeyeon without shoes bare feet.

"Wang! Wang!"

Sparks greeted him warmly, and pulled his paw forward.

Sensing Lin Zengxian's gaze that he didn't intend to hide at all, Kim Taeyeon also lowered her head and saw her bare feet that she forgot to put on her shoes.

Her pupils flickered, she raised her head with staring eyes, and met Lin Zengxian's eyes.

Lin Zengxian looked at her expressionlessly and nodded.

Taeyeon's mouth opened wide, and she raised her hand to cover it quickly, her ears immediately turned red.

Turn around, bow down, and run away, Kim Taeyeon's movements are done in one go.

"excuse me."

"Wang!"

Lin Zengxian and Huo Hua greeted each other and walked into Taeyeon's house.

Taeyeon touched her ears while stepping on her slippers, and once again lamented why she could always embarrass herself in front of Lin Zengxian.

"Wang!"

Unlike Lin Zengxian who was standing still in the porch, Huo Hua ran directly into the familiar living room, rubbed against Taeyeon's leg, and wagged his tail happily.

"Spark, welcome."

The closeness of Huo Hua eased Taeyeon's embarrassment, she bent down and touched Huo Hua's head, and there was a lot of brisk emotion in her long voice.

"Aren't you welcome me?"

Seeing Taeyeon walking towards the entrance, Lin Zengxian pointed to himself innocently, and then pointed to his feet wearing sneakers.

Just about to stare at Lin Zengxian with a smile, Kim Taeyeon was taken aback when she saw Lin Zengxian's actions.

Oops, there seems to be no new slippers at home...

(End of this chapter)