Tokyo Wingman King

Yanami used to have a bit of a dark and dark mine-type flavor.

But after nearly three months of counseling from him and Busei, she erased the tattoo, and the inside of her wrist, which was now covered by six colorful woven bracelets, had no new scars.

The overall mental state is much better than it was at the beginning.

Unfortunately, Asana also knew that this return to a sense of normalcy, or a stable mental state, was largely maintained by her superstition about him - in the pile of unburned love letters in the love consultation department, her choice of words and sentences was as pious as a prayer.

At least relying on him is better than relying on a cult, Asama thought. He could bear the low-link dependency for a while.

On her journey to pursue her lofty self, she will one day become disenchanted with him, and then, due to various reasons such as shame and relief, the connection between the two will be severed.

This is because most people, when faced with advanced math problems, will not seek answers from the teacher who taught them 1+1.

Many times it’s not that the teacher really doesn’t know the answer, but that you choose to believe in yourself.

Asama estimates that today's consultation will take less than two hours.

Yanami has to go to school tomorrow, so it’s not good to sleep too late.

“Why do you have such an idea?”

Yanami, who was usually a little timid, didn't develop the habit of hunching her back, which showed that she had not been bothered by this matter in the past.

She looks quite normal when she wears her school uniform, and her casual clothes on weekdays are mostly denim overalls and a fisherman's hat.

With her long bangs covering her eyes, she seemed to mind making eye contact with other people more than being noticed.

Of course, today she clipped her bangs up.

The girl, with red cheeks, folded her arms over her chest and muttered with her head down when she heard Asana's question.
"I think it's a bit swaggering and makes me look fat. I want to shrink it to around C/D."

Even with his arms across his chest, only 2/3 of his body was covered, but because of the lowering of his head and the squeezing, it became even more conspicuous.

Maybe it was because Yana saw this open, feminine outfit today that he ignored it.

The sense of disharmony and embarrassment she felt was no less than the first time she wore high heels to a dance, then sprained her ankle and fell into the ditch in front of her secret crush.

[Feeling that one's figure is conspicuous] and [choosing a low-necked thin shirt] are contradictory things.

But Asana chose not to point it out, because part of her embarrassment was caused by him.

"Have you encountered any bad things recently? Has the frequency of harassment increased? Or are those girls who pester you going to use this as an excuse?"

“Yeah, a little bit of both.”

".I think people who pursue solitude don't need to care too much about what others think of them. For those who are weak-footed, just prepare the anti-wolf spray."

"Well, I also find it very inconvenient. It's hard to exercise, and my shoulders, neck and back hurt. Also, it's not comfortable to wear men's clothes and a chest binder. If I don't wear a coat, people can tell at a glance that I'm not a boy."

Yanami, who wanted to meet the CD standards, lowered his head to the point of almost hitting the table while searching for reasons.

"Carrying a weight of about 750g while continuing to exercise the muscles in the shoulder, back and clavicle area can improve the soreness problem; choosing a suitable sports bra, such as a 65G one, can reduce the degree of hindrance.
As for men's clothing, don't be led astray by Tomiya. He does that to find himself, and the inverted gender expression can give him a sense of value.

Yanai, do you really want to be a man? "

The girl in the fisherman's hat quickly raised her head and waved her hand.

"Well, back to your question, height, weight, size is never a problem. Don't be boxed in by other people's standards.

If you are really determined to have surgery, you can talk to your mother or female elders, and they will give you some reference advice. "

When Yana heard that she was asking for her mother's opinion, she showed a reluctant expression and said,
"But didn't the Great Teacher just say that we shouldn't be framed by other people's standards? You also said, 'What kind of person you want to be, your own opinion is the most important.'"

Asama opened the Fanta pull tab, took a sip, and said,

"I did say this to you. [One's own opinion] is of course important. It is both the starting point and the end point. However, any route of thinking cannot have only this one stop. Only simple-minded and selfish people would do that.

There aren't many opinions that a high school student can give you that are well thought out, that aren't swayed by emotions or short-term interests, and that are able to see and take all the risks.

Therefore, it is necessary to listen to other people's opinions, break out of the cocoon of personal information, and assess the risks. "

".I understand what the Great Sensei's opinion is."

"This matter has nothing to do with me. I am not in a position to make any comments."

Combined with the aftereffects of the personality mask, Asana's cold answer made Yanami look several shades grayer, as if a designer had singled out Yanami and adjusted his color.

"But whether you have the surgery or not, it will not affect your ability to become a charming and aloof person."

The designer pressed Ctrl+Z, and Yanami's face immediately brightened up.

Seems a little too easy to appease.

Asama changed the topic to his own consultation question.

"Regarding the first consultation, I gave you some rejection advice before. What do you think?"

Yanai immediately sat up straight, took a look at the notebook, nodded and glanced at Asama,

"Well, the feeling of "No strangers allowed" doesn't seem to suit me. I feel like I'm imitating Futami-san or Majima-san. Writing "Don't flirt" on my mask and clothes is too embarrassing. I feel like I'll get beaten up badly if I find the person I hate the most and have a conflict with her. Sorry, am I a bit too troublesome?"

Listening to a bunch of words refusing to change, Asana nodded.

“It’s necessary to give your true thoughts, otherwise it will become like I am bullying you.

Whether the suggestions I sent you before can solve the problem is secondary. The main thing is to help you answer your own intuitive feelings.

You are very aware of things that are not like yourself and are not suitable for you, so you feel resistance.

But the self is sought in trade-offs.

So, is it more important to have a persona that looks easy to talk to, or to have a persona that is not bothered by others? "

".The one behind."

“Which is more important, [the ability to smile even when being harassed] or [the ability to manage personal time]?”

".The one behind."

"Yanaimi, you are unable to take action and make changes for your goals."

"Feel sorry."

"This is not the time to say sorry."

Asama moved the chair next to Yanami, took her notebook, and started writing and drawing on it.

“When your [self] is blurred, your boundaries disappear; if you can’t say [you don’t want] or [you don’t want], others will assume that you can accept it; if you don’t say [this is my private space] or [this is my alone time], others will assume that those areas are no-man’s land.

When you clearly find that there are things you cannot accept, then start with low-risk rejection, [I am not free at this time, let's talk about it later], [This kind of thing makes me uncomfortable, let's change the topic]. Yanaijian, the most important thing for a lonely person is to understand yourself and establish your own subjectivity and sense of boundaries.

Don't be afraid of offending people or getting into conflicts. People don't have enough time in their lives to please everyone. With a clear sense of boundaries, you can more quickly screen out people who can walk with you, and gain the respect of others longer.

Good relationships won through compromise will eventually breed resentment because there is no room for compromise. "

Asama also talked about the importance of knowing yourself - in one's life, the first task is not to shape yourself into the ideal you imagine yourself to be, but to find out who you are born to be and become that person. Talent is a unique gift given to everyone by fate, but the road to discovering and releasing talent is rarely traveled, because too many people look outward and too few look inward.

Yana kept nodding, but her attention was all on Asama.

The teacher smells so good.
Listening to Asama's voice and smelling Asama's scent, she longed to be intimate with him like those girls in the love consultation club, and longed to hug the Great Sensei.

She knew that this kind of thinking was vulgar, and her respect and love for the great teacher should be more pure.

However, this fundamental, unavoidable and indispensable impulse profoundly illustrates that my love for the great teacher is pure and unadulterated. It is a love that can exist for a long time even if utilitarianism, knowledge, logic and rationality are discarded.

But she didn't dare to face this [self].

She knew that there were millions of people in this world who were enduring the same pain as she was.

Compared to those girls who can't even see the great teacher, this distance is not bad.

The sense of redemption and security that constantly arises in her heart at this moment has been reminding her to be a contented person.

"Yanaimi, there is no true confidant in this world. The most violent thing in getting along with people is not conflict, but the inexpressible nature of killing personal feelings with [understanding].

Love for others requires both a celebration of the power of language to convey and an acknowledgement of its failures. The attempt to have each party infinitely understand the other can be a controlling fantasy.

The other two questions had been answered, and seeing that there was still enough time, Asana continued to answer Yanami's new question - derived from the topic of "telling your true feelings to Tomiya Jin" - "If you tell your true feelings, can we understand each other?"
the answer is negative.

All words are personal words. Even if it is the same feeling, it will have different flavors when spoken by different people.

If we add irrational content to this discourse, it will be even more difficult for the word [discourse] to be traversed.

Laughing together, crying together, worrying together, loving together, these are not mutual understanding, but resonance.

In this world, most people want to be on the same wavelength rather than understood.

This is also why many people suddenly cannot understand the thoughts of their old friends of many years, they have become too proud to care about the situation.

Understanding is always an unfinished state.

Can a person who does not understand himself really tell the desires behind his joys, sorrows, anger and happiness? Is this desire definitely not derived from [imitation of consumer society]?

Can you understand others by listening to their feelings? Can you tell the fakery and distortion in them?

Forcing yourself to express [your true feelings] and forcing others to believe [your true feelings] are both violent ideals, ideal violence.

“Although the answer is negative and pessimistic, as long as you keep expressing your true feelings, you will eventually get closer to people who share the same frequency as you.”

Asama habitually applies a layer of medicine on the other person's wound after telling him the truth.

"Master, are you and I on the same wavelength now?"

Yana looked at her finger anxiously.

"Naturally."

After tuning in, Asama nodded solemnly.

"Hey, hey, thank you, teacher."

Yanaijian adjusted his fisherman's hat, smoothed his fallen bangs, and smiled shyly.

After all, what the girl is looking for is not understanding.

After seeing Yanami off, Asana returned to the hotel, took a shower, and sat at the table looking at his phone.

The KKIS forum is inaccessible again. Yinghe's forum is full of discussion posts about the duel between Chiyo Konoe and Alice Kujo.

When it comes to hiring naval forces, Chiyo Konoe is clearly superior.

The wonderful moments of every game were captured. In addition to the unified format of the water army's cheering posts, there were also some knowledgeable commentary posts such as "Kono's ten wins, Kujo's ten losses", analyzing Konoe Chiyo's technical characteristics and reasons for winning.

An inventory of the various works that Chiyoko Konoe did for school clubs during her tenure as vice president of the student union was also summarized by some powerful people with great interests, and the post was filled with grateful believers.

Judging from the overall atmosphere of the forum, Chiyoko Konoe has won a great victory.

When Chiyoko Konoe paid him for advice on the war of public opinion, Asama knew that she was going to play this trick.

At the same time, Chiyo Konoe also made a fuss about Alice Kujo's [worship of foreigners], [socializing with money], [cultural colonization], [crisis of abolition of traditional societies], and Ijuin's lifestyle issues, demonizing the nature of the [Seimeikai] organization.

More importantly, regardless of whether the people of Toyo Eiwa believe that Shizumi Asama might be the illegitimate son of the Konoe family, at least in terms of fighting against Kujo Alice, they believe that Shizumi Asama and Chiyo Konoe are in agreement - because in the journal of the Modern Literature Department, Shizumi Asama gave a sharp review of Rintaro Ijuin, even though Ijuin was only one-dozenth of the people he reviewed.

Unexpectedly, I helped Konoe Chiyo unintentionally.

However, whether the war of public opinion can prevail and affect Kujo Alice's mentality remains an unknown.

Since it is a competition, the final result should speak for itself. If you have never lost online but failed miserably in real life, it will only make people laugh.

Asama closed the forum and opened the YouTube account of Dead Samurai.

The number of views from the 600 million fan base is indeed strong. The video of Fuzugawa and her friends' LiveHouse performance today has been viewed 1 times in less than an hour.

I watched the video at double speed. This time, Busai not only helped with the advertisements for Daigo Shoya and Death Samurai charity peripherals, but also specially promoted Aima Commercial Street. Fans were not at all disgusted with this girl who casually put advertisements during the performance.

God must have given all the talents of pleasing people to Busui Kawai. He can make friends with anyone in two or three minutes, and a smile can make people unforgettable for a lifetime. Even girls like Ichijo and Hououin, who are already resistant to Busui Kawai, cannot refuse Busui Kawai's requests forever.

The performance went smoothly, and more importantly, [Effortless Hime] Majima began to learn to enjoy the stage.

The way she danced unconsciously during the interlude with her eyes closed made her even cuter than when she was shooting commercials.

In the comment section, those Japanese accounts that supported the 4-member version of the Death Samurai band were still using lame jokes like [No one opened their mouths on the stage, who is singing?], and a few fans of Jiandao were engaging in a war of words with them.

Asama kindly recorded these accounts that posted bad memes, but he didn’t expect to see a reply from Jiandao himself: “It’s fine as long as it sounds good. Thank you for your support.”

The reply time was 8 minutes ago.

I clearly said good night to everyone in the group an hour ago.

Maybe I'm planning to study for a while before going to bed.

Thinking of this, Asana took out the three test papers that Pochi had completed today and prepared to correct them. After correcting them, he did some exercises, then worked on the lesson plan for one class and went to bed.

Just as I was thinking this, the phone started to ring with the sound of a dog barking again. (End of this chapter)