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Chapter 14 No emotion, no matter what
During this period of time, Pan Guanlin and Song Jiahui had a discussion. In order to learn Shang Dialect better, he and his wife worked together.Every day, the eldest grandson goes directly to his home after school.

Pan Guanlin first went to his daughter's house to cook for his grandson, and by the way filled the refrigerator with food such as fruit and milk.The wife took Xihong's daughter at home.If Xiaoxiao returned to his home, they would let Shang Yan live there.

I didn't feel anything at first, but later the weather got colder and colder, and Pan Guanlin's old cold legs were a little bit attacking, and he couldn't do enough tossing back and forth, so he simply stayed at his daughter's house sometimes.Over there, Song Jiahui took care of the second daughter's child by herself, and sometimes took care of a one-year-old child in black and white, and her body couldn't bear it soon.

Pan Guanlin and his wife encouraged each other.

Pan Guanlin said: "Now is the most difficult time for the two children. If we don't help them, who will help them? Now the children are under a lot of pressure. You see, Xinyi has just started working, and she leaves early and returns late every day. I haven't rested for a whole day, fortunately there is an uncle's house as a place to stay, otherwise I have to cook and clean up the house by myself when I go home in the middle of the night, it's too hard!"

Song Jiahui also said: "I used to look down on the girls of other families. After having children, I became housewives. After liberation, women finally had equal rights to work. I don't understand that these people prefer to make rice at home for the sake of comfort. Worm. But when it came to my two daughters, I realized that it is really not easy for girls nowadays to do a good job at work and at home. If there is no old man to help, it will be even more difficult. We If you don’t help others to help the children, sometimes they want to carry it by themselves, but they can’t do what they want.”

"It's only right that we can still give full play to our children after retirement. Even if we don't do well, we can't let our children fail!"

"As long as they can get better, we can do anything!"

On this day, Pan Guanlin still wanted to sit beside his grandson and watch him do his homework as always, and Shang Yan still asked his grandpa to go out as usual.But today, the old man wanted to fight to the death with his grandson, and he was determined not to go to the living room.

The old man used to teach mathematics. He has been doing this all his life. He taught together in junior high school and high school. He thought he would be able to live forever, but now he finds that the way children do math problems is very different from what he taught before. I can’t do it, and even if I do it, it’s hard to explain it to my children.

It took Pan Guanlin eight hours during the day to finally understand the math problems in Shangyan last night.It was so easy to wait until the child came back from school, and he was about to show off his talents. How could he just give up if he refused to let the child speak?

At a glance, he found several 'toys' in the child's schoolbag.The fire of the old man is rising again.When is this, and still playing with toys, does such a big child have no idea at all, and adults have to keep an eye on them all the time?

When Shang Yan came back from the bathroom, he saw his grandfather digging through his things, and his temper flared up again.

"Is there privacy, and is there human rights? Grandpa, can you stop rummaging through my things? No one can touch my schoolbag except me. Next time you touch my schoolbag, I will get angry."

With the lessons learned from last time, Pan Guanlin's tolerance towards his grandson is increasing every day. He wants to be beaten but he is reluctant to be beaten, and he dare not scold him. He can only hold back his anger: "Then tell me first, what are these?"

"Look for yourself? These are just some small things. If I see you flipping through my love letter, I will have to catch up!"

"What nonsense are you talking about, I think you are getting worse and worse!"

Pan Guanlin saw that Shang Yandu's schoolbag contained beautiful but impractical notebooks that could only be used as gifts, signature pens that looked good but were not necessarily easy to use, and correction tape erasers, bookmarks and small alarm clocks.

He solemnly said to his grandson: "It is wrong for you to go to school and buy these things! Because everyone's energy is limited. When your grandfather was teaching, the students were not allowed to have patterns on the book covers. distraction."

"What era were you in?" Shang Yan said, "Now is an era of information explosion. Fun, interesting and interesting things will jump directly in front of us. It is impossible to guard against us like thieves!"

Pan Guanlin said: "No matter what era it is, a student's bounden duty is to study hard. Everything that affects learning is wrong."

"Grandpa, I can't continue chatting with you just about studying. Whether you understand quality education or not, the criterion for measuring a person is not only grades, just like I am handsome, my family's financial adjustment is also good, I can play the piano, I can Playing the guitar, winning prizes in basketball, singing is also good, even if the studies are not good, the overall quality is excellent."

Pan Guanlin said: "For a man, being good-looking is a bit of a thing. Good-looking can be eaten? Can you develop chips if you are good-looking? Can you protect your home and country if you are good-looking? Can you be more ambitious? "

"Grandpa, I beg you, please stop nagging. I didn't buy this, it was given to the whole class by my aunt." Shang Yan's mind was buzzing after being scolded, and now he just wanted to throw the blame away , regardless of whether Pan Xishi was his homeroom teacher or not.

Pan Guanlin looked at his elder grandson who was taller than him, and suddenly became anxious, asking Pan Xishi to teach Shang Dialect?

Then the child would be completely hopeless, and his efforts during this period would be in vain.Obviously everything is going in a good direction, but this little girl who can't be counted on comes out to stir up bad things again?
The upstairs neighbor of Pan Xishi's small rented house was doing renovations, which caused a water leak in the place where she lived.But what she is most afraid of is the unscrupulous landlord Shang Yunxuan that the agent brother said.They were in the same office during the day, and she felt like an enemy.

Although she knew that this person was familiar with him and had a social aura, but with the vaccination from the intermediary brother and her own sixth sense, she was really afraid that she would have too much interaction with this person.According to the intermediary brother, if the landlord finds out that the house has been soaked in water, the consequences will be disastrous.

Upstairs was a newlywed couple, they were very sorry about the incident, and they followed Pan Xishi to clean up the scene of the disaster.When Pan Xishi received a phone call from his parents, his upper body was covered in sweat and his lower body was covered in water. He hadn't eaten food until after nine o'clock, and there were still three classes of papers and homework that hadn't been corrected.

Parents asked her to come home immediately, otherwise they would go to school to find her tomorrow.Pan Xishi felt very bad, it was because Shang Yan revealed his teaching in school, this brat is really unreliable!
The layout of the parents' home is still as warm as ever.As all the relatives agree, this house is the 'luxury house' with the highest unit price and the largest area in the family. This is the pride of their life, but she sits here feeling very cold, and feels out of place with it.

Pan Xishi listened to his parents scolding him loudly: "You became the head teacher of Shang Yan, why didn't you inform us about such a big matter? Do you still have parents in your eyes? Shang Yan ran away from home a few days ago. Don't you know the matter, don't we deserve any communication from you about his study?"

Pan Xishi said calmly: "You guys don't forget that I was the one who got back the business language last time. Not only did you not thank you at all, but now that I am his class teacher, you even made a special trip to ask me to come here to be scolded? You still have to come to us The school is looking for me, so I don't deserve any respect from you?"

Pan Guanlin waved his hand: "Okay, don't talk about anything else with me. Just say that you, as a teacher, buy gifts for students as rewards, which will only make children feel that learning is the teacher's business, not their own. Things. Can’t you see it from Shangyan running away from home? The more you get used to it, the more you will become a hunchback. You have to let students know that learning is their own business. If you want a good way out, you have to It has the power to stab the thigh with a cantilevered beam."

Pan Xishi looked at the sky speechlessly: "When and where did you teach? At that time, if you didn't study hard, you could only go home and farm, and you couldn't even eat enough. You let the students study hard. , Tell them that they can get a salary after entering the university, have enough food and clothing, and live in a big city. They can imagine a beautiful life in the future with their feet. But now they are all children?
Basically, it is rich in clothes and good food, no matter how hard the parents work, they will not suffer for their children, especially in families with only one child, even if the parents are ordinary working class, they will raise their children into the rich second generation.You make the heads of today's students dangling, they need to know why?It is very happy to watch the phone at home and order takeaway!Not enough to eat and not to wear warm is too far away from them! "

"I can't explain these fallacies to you." Pan Xishi's complexion was already very bad, and he didn't want to blame his younger daughter, but his eldest grandson, Shangyan, was his bottom line, "Shangyan just can't be educated like this by you. I disagree!"

Pan Xishi also gradually turned pale: "Nowadays, the elderly require teachers and parents to be strict with their children, but they pamper their children. They have been used to them since they were young, and they are extremely doting. When they grow up and can't control them, they like to pass the responsibility on to others. .”

"In any case, a teacher must have the majesty of a teacher. From a certain point of view, teachers and students cannot be equal, let alone buying small gifts to bribe children to study? You call it lowering your status."

"The times are different, and the children today are different from those in the past, so the way of education is naturally different. Teachers and children are equal."

"How can there be equality? Teachers and students, fathers and sons, are born equal."

"All things are equal, but the division of labor is different!"

"I won't argue with you about these fallacies," Pan Guanlin said, "I'll tell you that the educational philosophy has not changed through the ages, and it is all about making children successful."

"The standard of becoming a talent is different." Pan Xishi said, "In the 80s, movie stars had to clean the dishes when they went abroad, but now it is common for children to travel abroad with their children, and it is rare for children to study abroad. Those who work hard to earn their tuition fees, the good life you described to them, they have already got it now, and you threaten them that they will not be able to find a job and have no food in the future, and now they have a lot of money and good food, and they can't even imagine what it would be like to have no food."

"But is this right?" Pan Guanlin said, "Do you think this is good or bad? Living standards have improved, but children are not sensible. Parents work so hard, carrying mortgages and car loans, and they don't hear the window. Nothing, just want to play?"

Song Jiahui couldn't help sighing: "Parents rely on knowledge to change their destiny. They came to the international metropolis from a young age, but their children have grown into rich second generations. Is there really a family inheritance? Not necessarily! These stupid children don't know, The good days in the future have to depend on ourselves."

"The truth is easy to explain, but children are children. When they really understand the truth, the best time to learn is over. So for their sake, I am coaxing them to learn. Is it wrong?"

Pan Guanlin said: "Of course there is a mistake! The reason why Shangyan doesn't respect teachers and parents is because people like you have discredited the word teacher. You understand the truth, why don't you set good rules for children in school Strict teachers lead to high-quality apprentices. When I hit the students' palms, I could break the pointer and swell the palms of troublemakers."

"Slapping the child's hands?" Pan Xishi said with a smile on his face, "Then you have the chance to try again? You must not let the parents of the students eat you. And this is called corporal punishment, and the school does not allow it!"

Pan Guanlin said: "I have a clear conscience for the students. If you do what you do, are you still a teacher? You can't become a beggar just to keep your job just because you don't have enough qualifications to become a full-time student!"

"Beggar?" Pan Xishi immediately jumped up, furious, and looked down at Pan Guanlin: "Why are you talking so politely, why don't you just say that I only need food?"

At this time, the door of the house was opened, and Pan Xinyi walked in from the outside. She was shocked when she saw the situation of the three people and didn't know what happened.

Pan Xinyi greeted everyone one by one, and went back to her room.Pan Xishi kept watching her cousin's every move. She had the house key, and the pink rabbit-head slippers on the shoe cabinet were for her exclusive use, unlike the brand new disposable slippers brought from the hotel on her feet. It is estimated that she will throw it in the trash after she leaves.

Then she saw her mother stand up again, go to the kitchen, and then quickly shouted to the cousin who returned to the room: "Xinyi, the food is still hot, hurry up and eat!"

Pan Xishi didn't know if he was being overwhelmed, but when he heard Song Jiahui specially said that sentence: Today I made your favorite ribs and steamed taro.She felt that the other party was too deliberate.To annoy her?She is really not angry at all!
Pan Xishi accepted all this calmly, but her stomach growled uncontrollably.Deciding to follow her own heart, she stood up and said to her parents: "Pan Shengnan and I have already said that Shangyan is my student, and I will do my best to teach him and help him become a talent. But whoever treats me personally Anyone who has a bias to destroy my chances of a job is the enemy, anyone. I'm here mainly to tell you that."

Pan Xinyi came out and said, "Sister Xishi, why did you leave as soon as I came? We haven't had a good chat since I came to Xingang."

Pan Xishi took a look at Pan Xinyi, didn't want to say a word, just walked past this person and walked out of the gate without even giving her anything out of the corner of her eye.

The moon shines brightly, and all you see is loneliness.But looking at it from another angle, there are thousands of lights everywhere, and a single light is a small reunion.Pan Xishi recalled things from his childhood again.Both she and her uncle's cousin grew up in grandma's parents, and in their hearts, this cousin is just like their own sister.

You must know that grandma was afraid that her parents would be thousands of miles away, so she would leave a one-year-old child alone to take care of them. If something went wrong, this responsibility was unbearable.

At that time, the little uncle said that he would take care of the old man, and in the days to come, he did not break his promise.Even the little aunt is very kind to her. When she buys snacks for her cousin, she will also buy Pan Xishi. She is very friendly to her, because her parents always give her a high look when they are not around.

During the reform of state-owned enterprises in the 90s, my aunt was laid off, and the whole family relied on my uncle's meager income to survive, and it was inevitable that they had to accept assistance from grandma and grandpa.

A grain of ashes of the times is like a mountain in front of ordinary people, and only a family can support each other to tide over the difficulties.Not only the brother-in-law, but also the family of the uncle and the second aunt were affected to varying degrees. The parents' place became the last safe haven for the children.

Grandparents love Pan Xishi very much, but it is impossible to give all the resources of the old man to this granddaughter. In terms of blood relationship, they have someone closer.

Unmarried uncles and aunts treat her the same way when they are not married, but they treat her differently when they have children. Now that they are married and have children and encounter financial difficulties, they treat her differently. After all, the old man spends a lot of money on her. Spend less on your children.But my uncle has always been tolerant and loving towards her.

The economic conditions were not so good, so my uncle insisted on taking my cousin to Pizza Hut for her birthday.In those days, Pizza Hut was still a high-spending place.

My uncle and my aunt kindly asked Pan Xishi, who also lived at my grandma's house, to eat Pizza Hut together.Pan Xishi was very happy at the time, and was also full of gratitude to his uncle and aunt. He thought that when he grew up, he must repay them well and take them to the most expensive restaurant with his grandparents.

Pizza Hut's menu is far more expensive than my uncle and aunt imagined.A pizza is only enough for two children. My uncle and aunt just drank the free lemonade and watched the children eat, but my cousin who is younger than me has a big appetite, so I don’t feel much better in normal times. Now that I see delicious pizza, I suddenly become self-willed.Pointing to the food, he asked Pan Xishi: "My parents are reluctant to eat it, and my brother didn't come, so why did you fight with me?"

A pizza is only allowed to eat a corner of persimmons, while the chicken wings, French fries and ice cream in the set meal are not allowed to eat Panxi persimmons.The usual cousin is not like this, but the birthday party is the largest, and the uncle and aunt can't stop the little birthday star too much.

Pan Xishi also told everyone in a sensible way that today is my cousin's birthday, and I am very happy to eat a piece of pizza by myself. Today is mainly to celebrate for my cousin.

Pan Xishi is really not jealous of her cousin at all, because her grandma taught her from a very young age that no matter how good her parents are to her, they are not her parents. She should be grateful but have a sense of proportion and boundaries.At that time, Pan Xishi was not only not unhappy, but also very grateful to have such a brother-in-law and aunt, otherwise she would never even come to Pizza Hut.

When I lived in school in the first year of high school, I had to go back to my grandma's house on Saturdays and Sundays.But at that time, my uncle’s house had just changed houses, which were beautifully decorated at that time, and the bus she took home happened to stop at the entrance of my uncle’s community.She suddenly had an idea, got out of the car and went to the phone booth on the side of the road to call the uncle's house. She wanted to go to see the new house of the uncle's house, look at the beautiful bedroom of the cousin, and want to play with the newly bought stereo of the uncle's house.

But the cousin directly rejected her request on the phone, because the elder sister of the cousin's grandma's family came on the weekend, and they wanted to go to the movies together in the evening, and relatives bought a lot of gifts for her family, and a bunch of them were dismantling it. Gift.

Pan Xishi felt embarrassed at that moment, her cousin was not the only older sister, they were not real sisters, but she always wanted to grow up together and have a special relationship.Grandma and grandma's home is her home, but it is also the home of uncle, aunt, uncle, and cousins, but the homes of uncles, aunts, uncles and cousins ​​will never be her home.

Where is her home?
Walking out of his parents' beautiful big house, Pan Xishi took a deep breath, decided not to take the subway, and took a special car to reward himself.

Back at the small rented house, the house was still a mess.Pan Xishi tidied up patiently, mopped the floor to make it spotless, and then arranged the items one by one.The flowers that were delivered in the afternoon were still not unpacked, until now. Even if she doesn't have a boyfriend, she will send herself a large bouquet of flowers from time to time.The pendulum on the wall passed eleven o'clock, and she began to make dinner for herself.

Since she has a place to stay, she has reduced the number of times she eats takeout, except for very special moments, she cooks for the rest by herself.First, she took out the bags of sauerkraut bought from the supermarket from the refrigerator, and then the frozen grass carp fillets. She wanted to make herself a warm sauerkraut fish.then take out

Wash the enoki mushrooms, wrap them with beef slices, put them in the frying pan, and soon the enoki mushroom beef rolls will be ready.The rice is put into the rice cooker as soon as I get home, and it has already been steamed.On the dining table covered with a beautiful tablecloth, there are two dishes, a bowl of rice, and a cup of yogurt, which is the host's dinner.

Pan Xishi lit a piece of calming sandalwood in the aromatherapy furnace, and then played a Guzheng "Fishing Song Singing Evening" on a small stereo, turning down the volume, and enjoying it quietly while eating.In her mind, she remembered what her grandfather said to her before he was alive: "Little Xishi, no matter how busy you are, you must eat well. In this world, as long as there is something delicious to eat, then everything is fine."

At this time, Pan Xinyi sent a message on WeChat: "Sister Xi Shi, why are you angry today? Uncle and aunt refused to tell me anything, and have you eaten yet? What did you eat, take a photo for me Let me take a look, okay? I really want to know what it's like for my sister to eat alone?"

Pan Xishi looked at the delicious dishes on the table, do you want to take a picture and post the beautiful pictures to surprise the other party?She didn't have this need at all, so let the other party feel that she was crying when she was hungry. If it made Pan Xinyi happy, she didn't really care.

The guzheng music was playing in a loop, and when Pan Xishi was almost done eating, her cell phone rang again, and it was a call.Her gaze was fixed on the mobile phone screen, even if she had deleted the contacts, she could still recognize that the string of numbers belonged to the owner, and it was Fan Wenbin calling.Is there telepathy?

On a night that looks sad to the whole world, an ex-boyfriend calls to soothe her wounded heart?Pan Xishi didn't hesitate for a moment, decisively turned the phone to silent, and then threw it into the corner of the sofa, keeping it far away from him.

Pan Xishi read a passage many years ago: Because you lacked love since you were a child, you have extremely low self-esteem, and you desperately long to be loved.When you were wronged when you were young, there was no father who stood up for you, no mother who carefully enlightened you, no father who supported you, and no mother who spoke softly to comfort you.

These years, you have been as strong as a weed to make a safe haven for yourself. You are working hard and hot. As long as outsiders treat you a little better, you are willing to give up everything and pour out your heart and soul.Therefore, such a girl has a very difficult life.

Pan Xishi dislikes this tone very much. Today, she does not wait, compare, or feel sorry for herself emotionally; she does not say defeat, do not give up, or settle down in her career. She wants to be a modern woman who is financially and emotionally independent. When you meet someone who makes you unhappy, if you are in a good mood, you will be angry, and if you are in a bad mood, you will stay away completely.

Life is very short, you should enjoy life better, no matter how many people come and go around you in your life, you are the one who is with you in the end.And she is not short of love. When she was a child, her grandparents loved her very much, so she always has a grateful heart.

The discipline in the class is still messed up. Pan Xishi and Shang Yan talked heart-to-heart more than once, but the half-grown boy seems to have a very unstable personality. He understands the truth after a while. , or too much hormone secretion, you have to confront the teacher, sometimes you obviously don't want to anger the teacher, but because of a word, you change your temper.

However, compared with the previous situation of the class, the learning atmosphere of the fourth class of the ninth year has been greatly improved than before.Even those in Shangyan are still mischievous, and there seem to be a lot more children who want to learn than before.

Especially Li Kun, he is Shangyan’s best friend in the class, but he can clearly feel that this kid pays more attention to learning than Shangyan. Before, he gave up because he couldn’t learn it. Now the learning atmosphere in the class is better. Quite a few, and he could also see that the head teacher was trying his best to pull the class forward, as if he had also seen hope.

After class, Pan Xishi can always see Li Kun coming to the office to ask teachers of various subjects for advice.Pan Xishi was very happy in her heart. She had great confidence in Li Kun and felt that if she persisted, the child would definitely get good grades in the term.

Why is Pan Xishi so interested in this mid-term result?Because the children in the third grade of junior high school, after two years of double reduction, in fact, most of the children's minds are lax before the middle school entrance examination. This midterm exam is the best training opportunity for them before the high school entrance examination. The progress will also increase the confidence of many children to meet the first challenge in life.

On this day, Pan Xishi went to lead the evening self-study, and just walked into the door of the classroom, he saw a pot of porridge in the classroom, many students gathered together, and vaguely saw a person lying on the ground rolling.Panxishi's temples jumped up suddenly, his scalp became tense, and he rushed over.

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