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Chapter 29 Discriminated against
It was angry to say that ever since Shang Yunxuan overheard her conversation with Shang Yan, she seemed to hold a little secret in his hands.She really didn't want anyone to know about her family's situation, especially she didn't want people at school to know about her relationship with Pan Shengnan and Shang Yan.Therefore, facing Shang Yunxuan's question, she was very repulsive but felt that she should answer it.She had never analyzed these things with anyone, and had a very different feeling.

Pan Xi fondly recalled that these were what her parents said when she was chatting with adults when she came to Xingang to visit relatives when she was a child. She didn’t know why the impression was so deep. Once, many times, she couldn't even make out the appearance of her parents, but these words were always engraved in her own mind, and it was strange to think about it!
Shang Yunxuan was very happy, and the topics in his chatterbox followed one after another: "To tell you the truth, why I dare not visit home easily, this is a secret!"

Pan Xishi saw him mysteriously, with a dignified expression, and his attention was also attracted to him.

"Because, now parents actually have a lot of misunderstandings about teachers."

Pan Xishi said, "What misunderstanding?"

"It's just that the parents always mistakenly think that when the teacher visits home, they have to prepare a gift for the teacher!" Shang Yunxuan said helplessly, "Whether it is from a good family background, an average family situation, or even a poor family situation, they will think so. .Every time I think about it, my head gets bigger. One more thing is worse than one less thing. If you mess things up and put the cart before the horse, you will feel very boring."

Pan Xishi sighed and said, "I can't blame the parents. The main reason is that a large number of parents don't feel safe and always hope to protect their children with their weak abilities. This also disrupts the education atmosphere to a large extent. In fact, As long as we persist, all the teachers will act in the same way, and the parents will not burn real money, and this situation will always change. If necessary, we must go!"

"Human beings are advanced animals with feelings. As long as you give your heart in any industry, the other party will definitely feel your sincerity. Especially the education industry is different from other industries. Teachers don't want to get something from students. Teachers and Parents and students have only one goal, which is the physical and mental health of the students and admission to their target schools.”

"You can't give up eating because of choking!"

Shang Yunxuan has always been an existence of reasoning to others, and he has been taught by Pan Xishi all the way, and he feels that it is too frustrated.

After talking, the two came to the outside of Li Kun's house. They looked up together, and there was a black light in the window of Li Kun's house.Pan Xishi frowned suspiciously. She knew all the homework on the class blackboard. As a graduating student, it was impossible to go to bed after 9 o'clock, and she was not a primary school student or a first-year student?
Shang Yunxuan said: "Let's go up and have a look!"

The two went upstairs and knocked on the door several times tentatively, but there was still no response.They didn't dare to continue to disturb, in case someone had already rested, it would be very impolite.

For three days in a row, Pan Xishi and Shang Yunxuan visited Li Kun's home, but the result was the same. They didn't even enter the door when the lights were dark.On the fourth day, Shang Yunxuan decided to correct his mistakes in time and stop doing stupid things. It was time to go home and judge homework. Waste time on body.

Pan Xishi was different from Shang Yunxuan. On the fourth and fifth days, she continued to visit home alone, but the result remained the same.During the day, Li Kun still sleeps in class, and it doesn't look like turning off the lights at nine o'clock in the evening to rest.When Pan Xishi came to him, he still didn't know what to ask, and didn't communicate with the teacher about anything, but his homework was all blank, as expected.

In desperation, Pan Xishi asked the neighbors around, and the neighbors said that the family should be at home, but there was still no one on the [-]th.On the eighth day, the next Monday night, Pan Xishi finally found out that someone said that they saw Li Kun, mother and son coming home very late recently.How late is it?The old man said that sometimes he could see them in the middle of the night.Pan Xishi decided that she could no longer leave with nothing, so she stood at the entrance of Li Kun's house and waited.

In Xingang in late autumn, the night wind is biting.

Pan Xishi waited until twelve o'clock at night, but still did not see Li Kun and his mother.When there was no one around, Pan Xishi suddenly remembered what it was like when he was in kindergarten when he was a child.Once, my grandparents were temporarily invited by old friends to help, and they asked my uncle to pick me up from school, but my uncle forgot about it and didn't think about it after a few days.The kindergarten teacher's surname is Wang, and she still remembers it to this day. She is an amiable and good teacher who treats students as caring and caring as their own children.

At that time, Teacher Wang saw that the school was closed, so he decided to send Pan Xishi home by himself.The home is not too far from the kindergarten, but when they got home, they saw that the door was locked. They learned from the neighbors that their grandparents had gone out early in the morning.At that time, the old man did not have a mobile phone, and there was no other way to contact him.Teacher Wang refused to leave a child in the care of a neighbor, so she accompanied Pan Xishi until the grandparents came back.Pan Xishi remembered that Mr. Wang had been waiting for her parents to come back with her that day, fearing that she would be hungry again, so she bought bread and malted milk drinks for her from the canteen in the building.

This waited until ten o'clock in the evening before grandma and grandpa returned slowly.That day was an almost endless wait, but she was not afraid at all, and her heart was warm, because she felt that she was a very delicate and valued child in the teacher's heart, and the teacher treated her like her own baby , for fear of losing her, for fear of being treated coldly by others, for fear of her being hungry, and even more for fear of her being unhappy.

Now that Pan Xishi has become a teacher herself, even though she really wants to leave here immediately, but when she thinks of Teacher Wang back then, she feels that she should continue to find ways to fulfill her promise, as long as she is still in the post of head teacher of Class [-], Year [-] , she will not give up on any child in the class, especially Li Kun who is obviously very motivated. She can't feel at ease if she doesn't find out what happened to him.

It was nearly one o'clock in the evening, and Pan Xishi finally saw Li Kun and his mother walking towards the building from a distance.Pan Xishi noticed that Li Kun was carrying a cardboard box, which was full of plastic bottles.Next to Li Kun's mother was wearing a coat crookedly, and she looked a little 'abnormal'.The moment Li Kun saw Pan Xishi, he wanted to turn around and run away.

"Li Kun, I have been waiting for you for almost six hours. You can talk to the teacher about anything. The teacher knows that you are not a child who does not study for no reason. Your goal is a key high school and a key university in the future. I When I came to your home to make up lessons, the teacher didn't forget a word you said, but did you forget everything you said to the teacher?" Pan Xi sneezed heavily.

Li Kun's eyes turned red in an instant, and Li Kun's mother next to her saw Pan Xishi and immediately opened up the chatterbox.Although Pan Xishi was shivering from the cold, he continued to 'wander' outside with the mother and son.The night almost passed like this. When answering home, Li Kun's mother was finally so tired that she fell into a deep sleep.Li Kun was also exhausted, and Pan Xishi's bones were almost sour and turned into crumbs.Under the dim light of the ceiling lamp, Pan Xishi and Li Kun sat on both sides of the dining table, both of them looked solemn.

"My dad and mistress may be getting married. After my mother found out, the anxiety disorder turned into a manic disorder, especially at night, and the condition would be more serious. She often smashed things uncontrollably at home, yelled, stomped the floor, and disturbed her. The neighbor couldn't sleep at all. I had no choice but to take my mother out for a walk until she was so tired that she could fall asleep with her eyes closed when she got home, but this depended on the situation. It's almost light." So he was too sleepy during the day, so he would sleep on the table, so he didn't have time to do his homework, he was groggy every day, and he didn't even have the ability to think.

Not only that, under Pan Xishi's "coercion and lure", she also learned that Li Kun's mother was unable to go to work because of her severe bipolar disorder. Now that the family has no source of income, the support from his father Calling from time to time, few and without dignity, Li Kun had the idea of ​​earning money to support himself and his mother. Anyway, it is impossible to learn well in this situation.

Looking at the fourteen or fifteen-year-old child in front of him, Pan Xishi couldn't help thinking of his own childhood.When she was in elementary school, both the uncle's family and the uncle's family were all laid off, and the aunt also took her eldest cousin to live in her natal family. The pension of the grandparents became the main source of income for the extended family.The arrival of my uncle's family and my aunt brought my cousin, and the not-so-small unit was immediately overcrowded.Her position in the family has become more and more awkward, and her daily expenses have become gossip.In the summer vacation of the year she graduated from elementary school, she grew quite tall. When she saw a restaurant recruiting waiters in the market, she also went in and signed up, but because she was too young, she didn't make the trip.No one understands Li Kun's feelings better than her.

"Aren't you holding back these things in your heart alone, even refusing to share business words?"

"Shang Yan and I are good friends, but he doesn't understand what I'm thinking now. Even if his father and mother are separated, his mother's income alone is enough to support him. He will not be underestimated due to his level of respect and his past achievements. Moreover, his dad only gives him pocket money at a time, and he doesn't know what it's like to be short of money."

Pan Xishi told Li Kun that such a young child should devote all his energy to studying. As a teacher, she also encountered a similar experience back then. Living expenses without dignity would indeed make adolescent children feel humiliated.However, based on life experience, Pan Xishi suggested that Li Kun should not resist the living expenses given by his father. This is his responsibility and the right you should enjoy as a child.Also, don't make paper boxes and plastic bottles anymore, let alone think about working part-time and giving up going to school.

"The teacher can lend you 1000 yuan a month until you graduate from high school. When you get to college, you can apply for student loans yourself."

Li Kun firmly disagrees. He is a self-respecting child who will not accept charity from others, let alone cause trouble for others. Even his own father thinks he is a burden, so he doesn't want living expenses, let alone someone who has just taken over. young teacher.

The child raised his head and said to her directly: "Mr. Pan, you are not much richer than me, are you?"

(End of this chapter)