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Chapter 33 Shang Yunxuan's Trust
Song Jiahui told Pan Xishi on the phone what he and his wife wanted to tell him, "When you are free, we would like to tell you more about the recent experience in education and business dialect, you should really study hard Last time you offended your second sister for a lot of things, I don't care about it with you anymore, you call her later and send her a wechat message to apologize, and the matter is over. How to say, you are also sisters who bleed the same blood , you can't expect them to be bad, let alone curse Xiaoxiao. To be a teacher, you must set your conscience right!"

Pan Xishi said on the phone: "Do you think I will deliberately hope that the business language is not good? Let me tell you, don't judge the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. The most important thing for a person of his age is not to save How much money you pay, how expensive the house you live in, but only when you are old will you be respected, I really look down on you like this."

Song Jiahui said: "Being a person does not rely on big words to be tough, it depends on strength. Let's say that you are about to turn [-] now, you can't do anything, there is nothing you can do, you must always be kind in your heart. Shang Yan In your hands, if you deliberately lead him to ruin, we will not obey."

Pan Xishi said: "Strength? That's all you have in your eyes, so even if you educate children with high education, it's all egoism. And if I'm afraid that I'll teach business dialect badly, then go to our school to replace me as the head teacher , or transfer your precious grandson to another school. As long as you have the ability?"

Song Jiahui got angry and said: "You think I dare not go to school? I will give anything for this family. The future of Shangyan is the future of our family. I will never allow you to use those malicious speculations about Xiaoxiao on business. Words."

Pan Xishi said loudly: "If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have cared about your family's affairs. Your little granddaughter has a problem. If you don't believe it's because of your ignorance, it's my own principle to speak out. Shang Yan It has indeed improved, and it has nothing to do with you. At your level, children will no longer run away from home to Amitabha."

After finishing speaking, Pan Xishi unceremoniously hung up the phone, and she was so angry that she said to herself on the phone: "I won't offend people if they don't offend me, and I will hate them if they offend them."

Shang Yunxuan heard this sentence when he entered the office, thinking that this is Miss Pan, who is quiet on the surface, but she is really not easy to mess with.

In the evening, Pan Xishi cooked a table of delicious food for herself. She has now developed a habit of adding food to pamper herself whenever something unhappy happens.Too angry to eat?That's not okay!Except for the children in the school, no one in this world deserves not to eat well, especially those who have never raised themselves, never cared about themselves, never given warmth in their lives, but poured cold water everywhere.

Maternal love in this world is undoubtedly great, but it is not easy to be a mother. It is not just about giving birth and not caring about the rest, so you are qualified to reprimand and demand as a mother.The role of mother is not so good.

The doorbell rang, and Pan Xishi had just set out the last dish, and went to open the door without taking off the apron around his waist.At this time, there was a person standing at the door, it was Shang Yunxuan.

"Teacher Shang, why are you here?" Pan Xishi frowned and said, "Didn't you say hello before coming?"

Shang Yunxuan smelled the fragrance, and his stomach couldn't help growling, "It happened for a reason, I really didn't have time to say hello. Just wait for me to explain to you."

Pan Xishi's complexion suddenly became very ugly, she couldn't accept this kind of uninvited behavior.If it was an ordinary colleague, she would definitely send her away, but now, besides the relationship between ordinary colleagues, the two of them also have the secret of co-funding Li Kun.

"What do you want?" Pan Xishi let him into the room and took out disposable slippers.

The smile on Shang Yunxuan's face became stiff because of Pan Xishi's serious expression. He carried a backpack and put it gently on the side of the sofa when he entered the room, and only said: "You eat first, after eating, I will Tell you!"

Pan Xishi nodded, sat at the dining table and began to enjoy dinner.Today the temperature has cooled down again. She stewed chicken soup, steamed a sea bass, and fried a plate of choy sum. The most tempting thing is that she made a bowl of sliced ​​noodles with chicken soup and seasoning, and there was a soft-boiled egg in it. .She ate for a while, and found that Shang Yunxuan had been watching her eating, thought carefully and said, "Have you eaten, Teacher Shang, do you want to have some together?"

Shang Yunxuan said almost immediately: "I haven't eaten, I've been waiting for you to ask me, sometimes you really don't understand human affairs."

A few more black lines flew up above Pan Xishi's head, he came here uninvited, and he still has to take care of his food?
Shang Yunxuan ate deliciously, and praised Pan Xishi for being so good at living, lunch was usually four dishes and one soup, and dinner was so rich.As he spoke, he caught a glimpse of a small Chow Tai Fook bag on the dining table, and a jewelry box next to it. He asked, "What gift did your boyfriend give you?"

Pan Xishi curled his lips, and took a while to answer him: "It's a small gold bracelet, but it's just a gift from me. Didn't you get paid a few days ago? I went to buy it today to reward myself."

Shang Yunxuan's smile brightened again: "Teacher Pan really knows how to live."

Pan Xishi stared at the smile on Shang Yunxuan's face, his expression suddenly became serious, and the chicken in his mouth suddenly tasted bad.

"what sound?"

Shang Yunxuan remained silent, Pan Xishi felt more and more creepy, the voice seemed to come from near the sofa, she put down her chopsticks and walked towards the direction of the sound step by step, thinking it must be a mouse, right?Thinking of this, she involuntarily picked up a book on the shelf, thinking that if it was true, she would use all her strength to slap it down.Sure enough, the voice was beside the sofa, in Shang Yunxuan's schoolbag.Seeing that she was about to shoot down with force, Shang Yunxuan yelled: "Don't shoot, if you shoot badly, you will be sprained."

He walked up to Pan Xishidu in a few steps, turned the backpack on the ground around, and unzipped it, revealing two fluffy little brains inside.Pan Xishi took a closer look and found that there were two kittens, one white and one silver.

"Mimi?" Her voice was full of surprise and unconscious tenderness, with a touch of childishness.

Shang Yunxuan pulled the zipper of the backpack completely to the end, giving enough space for the two little guys to come out.The two kittens were full of fear of the unfamiliar environment. The silver one saw Pan Xishi curled up into a ball, meowing non-stop, and never came out. The other white one stood up in the bag. , waving two pink and tender paws, and kept making haha ​​sounds at Pan Xishi.

Pan Xishi was so teased that he smiled, and said to the little white cat in a voice that wanted to coax a baby: "Baibai is so fierce, sister is afraid, please come out, it's dark and uncomfortable inside."

But the two kittens are not willing to communicate with Pan Xishi at all, and they don't give them any face.Shang Yunxuan stretched out his big hand, and directly pulled out the two kittens one behind the other.After the two little guys were carried out of the backpack, he had to go back, so he simply hugged them in his arms and sat on the sofa beside him.The two kittens are not afraid of him at all, but they are afraid of this strange environment and Pan Xishi. They lick the back of his hand with their small tongues, and then put their heads into his arms, as if the world is safe now Same.

While comforting the two kittens, Shang Yunxuan explained to Pan Xishi.Some time ago, he was riding a shared bicycle home. On the way, he saw a kitten meowing all the way behind his car. He thought it must be hungry, so he got off the car and chatted with it, saying that he was going to buy meat for her. Meat, let it continue to follow him.He went to a convenience store tens of meters away, bought cat food and ham sausage, and the kitten followed him all the way, and obediently waited at the door of the convenience store.

He fed it cat food, and the little guy ate deliciously.Later, Shang Yunxuan would often meet this kitten on the way home from get off work, obviously it was waiting for him on purpose.After feeding them a few times, they gradually became acquainted. He also learned from his cat-owning neighbors and bought canned cat food and cat strips to feed the little ones.Later, the little guy disappeared for a while, until one day when he reappeared, it stopped eating what he fed, but led him to ride in one direction.

The weather is getting colder and colder, Shang Yunxuan also wants to know where the kitten lives, and wants to buy a cat litter that can shelter from the wind and rain from the Internet and give it to him.He followed it all the way, and unexpectedly saw its "home" in the grass of a demolished wasteland --- in the gaps under several lime slabs. In the "home", there is actually a litter of kittens who have just been born.The little guy brought two of the kittens in front of him, meowing non-stop. He didn't understand what it meant at the time. After he put down the cat food and cans, he was about to leave, but it had another kitten in its mouth. The cat chased him all the way.

"It wants to give you the child!" Pan Xishi asked, "Is it afraid that it won't be able to support itself?"

"Everything has spirituality." Shang Yunxuan said, "At least it will know that it is better for the child to be raised by me than to follow it. All the best to it."

Pan Xishi said: "But has it ever asked, are these two babies really willing to leave their mother? Maybe they still hope to return to their mother's arms even now."

Shang Yunxuan said: "I went home and checked it out. The lifespan of cats can reach more than ten years, while the average lifespan of stray cats is only 2 years or even shorter. The embrace of mothers is certainly attractive to cats, but it is a practical problem of survival. In front of you, as a mother, you must know better than your child.”

Pan Xishi leaned down, tentatively touched the two kittens with his hands, Xiao Bai and Xiao Yin cried out, and suddenly asked, "What do you mean by bringing them to me?"

Shang Yunxuan said in embarrassment: "To tell you the truth, I am full of sincerity in adopting the two cats, and my trust in the cat mother is also directed to the sky, and I swore a poisonous oath to promise that I will be responsible for the two cats to the end. But I didn't expect that yes, I would keep my promise to these two mothers, but I forgot, the deterrent power of my own mother."

"She doesn't like cats?"

"It's not just that I don't like it, my mother will throw the two little ones into the trash can that day. If I didn't stop them and throw them down from the tenth floor!"

Pan Xishi patted his chest, exclaiming that it was terrible.Shang Yunxuan said: "So, I seriously want to ask Teacher Pan to do me a favor, help me raise two fur babies for a while, they have just been weaned, and now their mother can't find them, even if they are found, maybe the smell has changed, I don’t recognize them anymore, if they are thrown away, they will definitely not survive, and if they meet people who don’t like small animals, they may be abused. Children without their mother’s protection are so pitiful.”

Pan Xishi agreed in her heart a long time ago. She has always wanted to raise a furry child as a companion, but she has never been able to spare time to visit pet stores, and she also heard that keeping pets costs a lot of money. She was successfully persuaded to quit.

Seeing that Pan Xishi didn't speak, Shang Yunxuan said, "Just help me raise them for a while, and I will pick them up after I move out from home in the future."

Pan Xishi asked: "You didn't reveal anything before you came. If I refuse, will you take them home?"

Shang Yunxuan said: "A good teacher like Mr. Pan, who is cold outside and hot inside, can donate money to the students in the class, and can certainly donate love to the kittens."

In this way, Pan Xishi temporarily raised Shang Yunxuan's two kittens.Before leaving, he said to her: "They are not called Xiaobai or Xiaoyin!"

"What's that called?"

Shang Yunxuan cleared his throat and said solemnly, "985 for the white pair, 211 for the silver pair."

Pan Xishi looked at Shang Yunxuan's leaving back with a dazed look!
In the next few days, Pan Xihong asked for leave from the school, and went to a more authoritative hospital in Xingang with a smile to check the child again.But the end result is the same.Pan Xihong's favorite daughter was diagnosed with high-functioning autism. No one can give an accurate result in the subsequent treatment. Maybe the child will gradually improve, but there is a high probability that the gap with normal children will become more and more obvious. In the end, he becomes a fool and an idiot in the eyes of others.

On the one hand, the doctor told her to have confidence in the treatment, and on the other hand, he made her ready to accept the worst outcome.She is a mother, how can she accept that her daughter is an abnormal child?
The next more difficult choice for Pan Xihong is whether to give up her job for her children.If the best intervention period is missed, the child may not be able to become a normal person for the rest of his life, but if he gives up his job, like me, a Phoenix girl who has no background and has no background, wants to go to a university to be a teacher again. It is more difficult than ascending to the sky.

What's more, due to women's sensitivity, now that Chang Yuan's career is developing more smoothly than hers, Pan Xihong seems to have smelled the danger, and her sense of security is getting less and less.She doesn't want to think deeply, if she loses her career and struggles with an unhealthy child at home all year round, where will the future of the family go?

At this time, because of self-esteem, Pan Xihong didn't even want to face this cruel reality with her parents, and she didn't want anyone in the world to know that her daughter was an abnormal child.It was as if something, once broken, would change her entire life drastically.Maybe she can carry it all by herself, and that will have the best ending.

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