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Chapter 44 Only Maternal Love Is Eternal
Pan Xihong is also in a state of disarray. A poor family like them with no connections is walking on thin ice in the university. Now that she has lost her most valuable position, her future prospects will become even more bleak as she ages.She thought that it might be that "Niang Niang" was dissatisfied with herself and deliberately punished her.So Pan Xihong took away the self-esteem of 30 years in her life, bought a new Chanel bag, and came to visit her.

She is not willing to buy any of this kind of bags, and usually carries second and third tier brands.Nowadays, in order to treat the child, the expenses are getting tighter and tighter. She gritted her teeth and bought this expensive gift.Fortunately, "Niang Niang" did not make things difficult for her, and happily accepted the gift.

Pan Xihong also repeatedly assured that she will not ask for leave as frequently as now, and when her child recovers, everything will return to normal. The "mother" asked what disease the child had, but Pan Xihong faltered but couldn't tell. "Niang Niang" didn't continue to ask, but said that Pan Xihong was very capable in business, and she was also very beautiful. She was an outstanding teacher among her peers, and the leaders valued her a lot, and many people envied her.

After giving the presents, Pan Xihong was relieved and could feel extremely ashamed.After all, it was the first time in her life that she was as proud as she was, sitting in the attached elementary school like this, humbly giving gifts to others, and she cried a lot when she returned home.Chang Yuan is very disgusted with Pan Xihong's mentality that does not conform to adults, and even thinks that it is because of her Lin Daiyu's glass heart that she can't handle interpersonal relationships and affects children's emotions.

The couple had a big fight over this.But who knows that in the new week, during the regular meeting on Monday, "Niangniang" notified Pan Xihong's door-to-door gift at the meeting, and treated it as a teaching accident.For a while, Pan Xihong became the laughing stock of the entire teaching and research section.Chang Yuan was also ridiculed by many colleagues in school because of this incident, and the mood of the husband and wife became even worse.

Life is like this, many times there is no better, only worse.Chang Yuan's parents suddenly parachuted in from another place, and came to the young couple's home with dark faces.Chang Yuan was in a bad mood before, so he revealed Xiaoxiao's situation to his parents on the phone. The two old people didn't sleep all night, and rushed over the next day.For Chang Yuan, not only did this not increase the pressure, but it felt like he had found his backbone.

Although he doesn't have much contact with his parents on weekdays, and he takes the side of his wife in everything, and spends more time with his father-in-law and mother-in-law, but now he feels that his parents should know about Xiaoxiao, and the relationship between him and his parents Opinions should be the final decision.

Chang's mother first accused Pan Xihong and her family of concealing Xiaoxiao's illness, claiming that they were the child's grandparents and should have the right to know as soon as possible. What is the genetic history of their family?That's why you don't tell your grandpa and grandma, guilty?

When Pan Xihong heard these words from her parents-in-law, she was so angry that her parents gave so much to their small family, without any credit or hard work, and finally caused a commotion.That's all, but what she couldn't accept the most was that her in-laws proposed the idea of ​​letting them have a second child as soon as possible.

"Mom and Dad, we are having a second child now, so what should we do with Xiaoxiao?" Pan Xihong firmly disagreed, and at the same time felt aggrieved for her daughter, "I can't even take care of a single child for her now. The days really haven't passed, and it will be unfair to any child, especially Xiaoxiao."

Chang's mother said: "Xihong, Xiaoxiao, we will definitely continue to treat this disease, but you and Chang Yuan can't spend the rest of your life with work because of this one child. Your work has already been affected, Chang Yuan If your important positions are affected by this again, are you going to spend your entire career in it for Xiaoxiao?"

Pan Xihong hadn't considered this issue carefully before, but when she thought of her daughter sleeping soundly in the crib at this time, she suddenly felt that she could not give up her daughter's possible better life for the sake of work.

"The big deal is that I quit my job and become a full-time mother. Now Xiaoxiao is still in the critical moment of treatment. If even her mother wants to abandon her, then she will definitely be abandoned by the whole world."

Chang Yuan said: "Xihong, you are crazy. You have studied for so many years and then became a housewife. Can you pass this test yourself? I disagree. I know you too well. I have been judging myself since elementary school. Rolling up to this day, it’s not for returning to the family, turning around the pot.”

Chang's mother said: "Our family has not had housewives since the generation of Chang Yuan's grandparents. The women in Chang's family take care of their family while taking care of their careers, and they also have to respect the elderly. They have not been left behind. Now the times are different, no In our era, women all had to work. Now there are more and more full-time wives. Many women want to get something for nothing, and they all want to rely on their husbands to enjoy it. This is a social trend and there is no way. But if you resign, you You should give birth to a second child, you have to realize your own value."

Pan Xihong said firmly: "If I resign, it is because I want to be funny wholeheartedly, not because I have a second child and neglect my daughter even more. My greatest value is that as a mother, I want my daughter to have a better future." , not a burden to anyone."

Chang's mother said: "Xiaoxiao is my granddaughter, and I love her too, and I also agree to treat her all the time, no matter how much money is spent. But didn't you treat her? Since the treatment won't work for a while, then You have to face the reality. While you are still young, hurry up and have another one. Otherwise, if Xiaoxiao will never get better, you and Chang Yuan will have to guard a stupid child for the rest of your life? Then what is the point of your struggle, our Chang family What future is there?"

Pan Xihong said: "Xiaoxiao no matter what the future looks like, she is my favorite daughter. The meaning of my future struggle is to let her have a happy life. My future is to give my daughter as much as possible." like."

Chang's mother said: "We trained Chang Yuan to become the number one scholar in the county in the college entrance examination. We didn't want his future to become like this, nor did we want our family's future to develop into this."

Pan Xihong didn't want to quarrel with her parents-in-law who came from afar, and she was afraid that the scene would get out of control and affect the sleeping child. She only asked her husband: "Chang Yuan, what do you mean? You are going to have a second child at this time, and Xiaoxiao needs her parents the most. when?"

Chang Yuan was in a dilemma, and finally said to his daughter-in-law: "First of all, I absolutely do not agree with your resignation. Secondly, I think Xiaoxiao's illness cannot continue to involve so much energy of the whole family. It is better to let grandma and grandpa take more. You still It’s not impossible to free up energy to work, or prepare to have a second child.”

Pan Xihong looked at her husband in disbelief; "Or what, you want me to have a second child at this time?"

Chang Yuan avoided his wife's gaze, as if he had made up his mind and said, "The intention of having a second child is different from what you understand. Xiaoxiao will also need a sibling to take care of in the future. You really want to count on Shangyan to take care of your daughter in the future." Is it? We have a healthy baby now, not for ourselves, but for Xiaoxiao."

"What you say is very reasonable, and most people can't fault it. But as a mother, I can't lose confidence in my child's future in such a short period of time after giving Xiaoxiao rehabilitation. In my limited time, I will distribute my limited energy and love to another child. My daughter Xiaoxiao does not need others to bear her future, and I am still working hard to make her have the ability to be responsible for her own future. " Pan Xihong looked at everyone and said, "Anyone can give up Xiaoxiao, but I can't because I am a mother."

In the dead of night, Pan Xihong took her daughter to sleep in the master bedroom. When she opened her eyes, she saw that her husband was not there. She held her breath and went barefoot to the door of the bedroom. She quietly opened a gap and saw only a small lamp outside. The small wall lamp was emitting a faint light.Chang Yuan's family of three held a meeting overnight. Chang's father educated his son and said: "In the past, you were asked to have a son in a few years. Now this matter must be implemented immediately without discussion. You have read books for so many years. When it comes to big issues, which one is right?" Don't you understand which is more important?"

Chang Yuan said: "I know!"

Chang's father taught his son in a low voice: "Our Chang family must have a healthy offspring. Xiaoxiao's disease should be treated and must be treated, but the problem of the second child is urgent. I am afraid that if the second child is born with problems again, it will have to be treated. Think long term."

Chang Yuan said, "Dad, what do you mean?"

Father Chang said: "Some couples just don't match their genetic blood types, and the children they give birth to will have problems."

Chang Yuan said: "Then don't give birth to a second child so easily. Xiaoxiao is already like this. If you have another child, you still have to live. And what you said has no scientific basis. I think the second child is mainly for Xiaoxiao. "

Father Chang said: "If you have another one and you still have this problem, then you should think about what to do next?"

Chang Yuan was stunned: "What should I do? You have to have a third child? Don't be kidding. We can't reach it in terms of financial resources or energy. The two are already the limit. To be honest, although we are university teachers , but the salary is the same, and we are already struggling with Xiaoxiao’s illness. If it weren’t for the help of grandma and grandpa, the mortgage would be difficult.”

Chang's father said: "If it is true that the second child also has problems, then this quagmire will bring down the entire Chang family. Then this marriage should not be maintained."

Chang Yuan's voice was even deeper, full of disbelief: "In the future, you want me to consider divorcing Xihong because of the child?"

Chang's father said in a low voice: "Marriage is a matter between two families. Your marriage is not closely related to your small family, but also to the continuation of our Chang family. We have worked hard since childhood to train you to a Ph. , to achieve a class leap, and to be an official in the future is not to make you hang around a stupid kid."

Pan Xihong's tears flowed down her cheeks, she gently closed the door, and then leaned her whole weight on the door frame, otherwise she would lose her center of gravity and fall to the ground.The most solid thing in my heart seemed to be disintegrated at this moment.Love will fade in marriage, and marriage will not stand the test when disaster strikes, so what is the most solid thing in this world?

At this time, Pan Xihong's sentimentality similar to that of Lin Daiyu was weakened by the huge stimulation, and she became rational and strong inconceivably. She looked at the little daughter on the bed again, and once again affirmed that the only thing in this world that would not change It is the love of a mother for her child.

Everything in the world is false and empty, only maternal love is true, eternal and indestructible.

(End of this chapter)