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Chapter 47
When Pan Xishi saw Ren Fei's stubbornness, and then thought of Lei Bowen's persistence, she suddenly had a different feeling in her heart.She has always wanted to be responsible to herself and the students to the end, and try her best to help them.

But now she finds that in these children, she not only sees the shadow of herself when she was young, but also sees that with the improvement of living standards and the advancement of quality education, the current children are actually spiritually better than they were in that life. More independent, more self-awareness.As long as the truth is clear, it’s time to mention that they don’t really follow the crowd, but know what they want better and have the ability to distinguish right from wrong, but they must be reminded frequently and guided correctly.

Pan Xishi remembered that when she was a child, she stepped on a very powerful teacher's shoe. After she apologized earnestly, the teacher was still very angry, so she quickly knelt down and used her hands to remove the non-existent dust from the teacher's shoe. Wipe it off.At that time, because I was young and my parents were not around, what I was most afraid of was making mistakes.

Whether at home, at school or outside, it is a big thing to make a mistake, which will be disliked by many people. If you don't like being liked, you will be sent back to your unfamiliar home in Inner Mongolia, or Disappointing her grandparents and relatives around her, she even looked down on her grandparents because they were difficult to do.

She still remembers playing with the neighbor's children downstairs when she was a child.The little girl next door has a brand new set of small plastic buckets, small shovels and various sculpture models, which are especially suitable for playing with mud and sand, but for some reason when she picks up the bucket, the bucket leaks.The little friend cried and said that it was Pan Xishi who broke it.

But Pan Xishi didn't even dare to refute at that time, because any bad thing happened, she would immediately have self-doubt.Even if you are misunderstood, sometimes you dare not refute.On the one hand, I feel that I should speak out my feelings boldly, and on the other hand, I feel that I have been educated by the people around me since I was a child. like.And being liked by adults was the most important thing in her childhood!
Grandma immediately compensated the child with a new keg, but she was still obsessed with this matter, as if there was another voice in her body laughing at herself, but she couldn't think of what the consequences would be if she argued hard, maybe It will bring more trouble to grandma, affect the relationship between neighbors, or save grandma the money to buy plastic toys.But that voice never let her go, and kept asking: Why didn't she have the courage at that time?She still blames herself.

And when she was in school, the male classmates behind her always poured instant noodle scum into Pan Xishi's neck. She told the teacher many times, and the teachers gave each of them [-] boards.If they were punished to stand, the two of them would be asked to stand outside together, as if this was considered fair.But in fact, she was extremely wronged in her heart, but she didn't dare to argue hard like Lei Bowen and Ren Fei.The end result was that the two people sitting behind him bullied him even more.

There was another time when Pan Xishi went to the street with his aunt, and Song Jiahe felt inappropriate after shopping and wanted to get a refund.But the salesperson said that this purchase cannot be returned.At that time, Song Jiahe asked Pan Xishi, who was thirteen or fourteen years old, to prove it. She was too honest, so she could only tell the truth that she was distracted and didn't hear what they were talking about.

Because of this incident, Song Jiahe was very angry. In front of his grandparents, grandparents and many relatives and friends, he kept saying that he had a brain problem, and the pain was useless.She said that the child was stupid, he didn't prove to his own aunt in front of outsiders, he was either stupid or bad.

Pan Xishi remembered that at that time he was said to be really guilty, and felt that although he really didn't mean it, he was really stupid.But after growing up, after understanding the truth and right from wrong, I feel that I obviously didn't see it back then, but I just didn't want to lie. What's wrong with this?There were many more things like these in her growth process, which often left her wandering in confusion and anxiety.

Pan Xishi suddenly discovered that although he was a teacher, he had found his original intentions in the children and even healed himself.At this moment, she seemed to understand the meaning of education.Education is not indoctrination, nor is it just igniting. Sometimes education is to protect students' ideological innocence and persistence in truth, and children must not be educated to become social people prematurely.

After school, Ren Fei saw that Shang Yan and Li Kun had been following her. She turned her head and said loudly to them: "What do you want to do? Let me tell you, I can dial 110 by voice control on my mobile phone at any time. It's not that easy to deceive me." .”

Shang Yan said: "Ren Fei, we want to visit Lei Bowen, do you want to go together?"

Ren Fei looked at him silently, obviously didn't trust them at all, and looked at them with particularly sturdy eyes.

Li Kun also said: "Ren Fei, we were not good before, and we were against you everywhere, so let's make up now?"

Ren Fei said: "You bullied me with many people before, but now you want to reconcile, just reconcile? And why should I go to see Lei Bowen, isn't he also one of you?"

Li Kun said: "We have seen you complaining about Lei Bowen in the class these days. I know that we have misjudged you before!"

Shang Yan said: "Besides, you haven't suffered any disadvantages! Many girls refuse to be friends with you, and boys make fun of you, but you go directly to the homes of several classmates, complain to their parents, grandparents, and grandparents, and explain the facts , Arguing with reason, although no adults are with you, but you look more real like this, and several classmates were beaten up."

Ren Fei said: "What is this? I have already planned it. If I meet those parents who are also jerks, I will ask where their workplace is. I don't believe that there is no explanation for bullying people for no reason. I will study hard. It’s for a better life in the future, not to go to a strange place to get angry, if it’s really bullying to the point where I can’t study and live, then I will use all my time and energy to get justice for myself.”

Li Kun said: "Teacher Pan educated us, saying that the airborne is not your will, and we should not treat you like this. And you also shared your learning methods with your classmates. Many people have improved because of this, and many of the things you have summarized It is more useful than what the teacher taught. Most importantly, you argued for Lei Bowen and Wang Lei and Lao Jiang in physics class, I think you are quite a man, not the despicable villain we imagined."

Ren Fei said: "You are the despicable villains, don't think that a few compliments on me will clear up the previous bullying. I am not a fool, nor a saint."

Shang Yan said: "Ren Fei, although we wanted to bully you before, you actually "bullied" us. You didn't suffer a loss. There are still classmates in the class who love you, and there are still people who are friends with you, and the head teacher also I tried my best to protect you, why are you so narrow-minded?"

Ren Fei became even more angry: "That's because I study well, have strong ability, have a brain and met a few good classmates with a sense of justice. The most important thing is that I met a good head teacher. What about the other way around? Your bastard logic, have I been bullied to the point where I have no ability to resist, swallow my anger, and fend for myself? Huh! Let me tell you, I am very angry, very angry!"

Shang Yan said, "Then how can you not be angry?"

Ren Fei said, "Apologies!"

Li Kun quickly said: "Ren Fei, I'm sorry, can't I apologize to you?"

"I don't accept such an apology in private. If you apologize, you can go to class together and apologize together in front of all the classmates. No one is missing!" Left without returning.

Shang Yan said: "Hey! Why is she so powerful? Before I was not paying attention in class, she splashed red ink on my ass. Everyone who saw me thought I was a boy coming to be an aunt!"

"Hahahaha!" Li Kun laughed so hard when he thought of this, "Who asked you to speak ill of her in public? Not to mention this method is quite effective, the boys all backed down."

Shang Yan said: "Teacher Pan is right. Once a person is really not afraid of anything, then no one can bully her. Let us not take chances, we will have to pay back after all."

Li Kun asked: "Then do you want to apologize, in public?"

At the regular meeting of the school's faculty and staff, Pan Shengnan put forward improvement requirements on the education atmosphere of individual teachers in the grade. Since there was no follow-up in private communication and feedback to the leaders, she simply reflected the problem at the meeting.If you have any problems, don't cover them in it. No one knows, just speak out openly and honestly. Everyone discusses it together, and it is clear at a glance whether it is right or wrong.

Pan Shengnan said: "My parents are both middle school teachers. I have been fascinated by them since I was a child. They often take the initiative to visit students' homes and watch how many similar things their children do. Not only do all the behaviors not charge a penny, but at that time, in order to allow children from difficult families to continue to study, my parents would bring some sweet potatoes or radishes to the door for the purpose of Don't let the students' parents dislike the teacher's visit. Looking back now, we all know that time is more precious than gold in the school year of the child's high school entrance examination. No matter what unsatisfactory things the teacher encounters in life and work, he can't teach Go negative and sabotage."

When the grade leader directly pointed out the name of the passive teacher, she was surprised to find that among her colleagues who had worked with her for many years, no one voiced her opinion.The leaders will not believe Pan Shengnan's "one-sided" words at the meeting, even if she is the grade leader and key teacher.And if no one agrees with the question that was raised openly at the meeting, the subsequent matter may be even more difficult.

It turned out that Mr. Jiang was not a vegetarian either. He openly stated that all this was the personal prejudice against him by the grade leader Pan Shengnan.No other teacher has ever had such a prejudice against him. He has 20 years of teaching experience, sent many graduating classes, and has always been well received by students and parents.Under such circumstances, the school leaders asked the teachers who were working to express their thoughts openly, but they were still silent.

In these years, Pan Shengnan has been very "popular" in school, and she is indispensable in everything about grades.But this kind of attention and a series of honors are all thanks to her working overtime and step by step.For so many years, the classes she has led have excellent grades. The students have developed in an all-round way and are healthy physically and mentally without any major problems.

And the scores of the senior high school entrance examination are also among the best.These are well-deserved, but in the eyes of some people, they seem to be the result of being treated specially.Especially Pan Shengnan, as a grassroots family, does not have any connections in Xingang's education circle, so those who are jealous of her have been looking for unscrupulous opportunities, and a career crisis is quietly approaching Pan Shengnan.

There may be people like Jiang Ping in any industry. Their business ability is very average, and they often perform poorly, but they have a routine of talking bad things about others behind their backs, and they are especially good at fooling people.

At the meeting at this time, people on Jiang Ping's side were eloquent.On Pan Shengnan's side, fewer and fewer teachers spoke out.At the critical moment, Pan Xishi stood up and spoke.

"The title of teacher has always been one of the most sacred professions in society. It is a piece of pure land in the hearts of countless people. Every one of us in education has a social mission and a mission of the times. We should always put children's education and children's Putting the future first. The series of questions that Mr. Pan Shengnan said are true in our class. Now some students ask for leave at home because of this. If necessary, I can take the lead and let the parents of the three classes come to the school to discuss this together. It is clear at a glance what is going on at that time. It is impossible for the teacher sitting here to appear in Teacher Jiang’s physics class, only the students and parents know the facts better.”

This time, Pan Xishi, the substitute teacher, became the new focus of the problem.The school was also very disgusted with this practice, and criticized her severely, but soon changed a new physics teacher for the graduating students, and the former teacher Jiang Ping was transferred to teach the second year of junior high school.

The new physics teacher speaks well and is responsible. The biggest feature of this teacher is that he can make both students with good grades in physics and those with poor grades interested in physics, and they can finish a class without taking their eyes off it. This is really great amazing!
Many parents also spontaneously sent pennants to the school's Academic Affairs Office.When the school leaders went to assess this matter again, they also sincerely listened to the opinions of the parents, and will attach great importance to this matter in the future teaching work.

The children were very happy, and so were the parents. The school also discovered the problem in time. Pan Shengnan's actions won the respect of the school leaders and teachers again.But Pan Xishi's life is not easy.

Compared with Pan Shengnan, Jiang Ping, her substitute teacher, felt that she was more "bullyed".The crisis of Teacher Pan Shengnan has been resolved, and the students also have a serious and responsible physics teacher. Only Pan Xishi's conversion to a full-time job seems to be farther away.

(End of this chapter)