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Chapter 63 Don't Force It

Pan Xishi came to the hospital alone.

Song Jiahui saw that the "gifts" she brought were all standard things for guests.Flowers, milk, fruit, nutrition.

"Are you looking at the leader or the customer?" Song Jiahui complained, "I heard from your elder sister that you are very good at cooking. Why don't you make some special food suitable for patients, which is more affordable than these. If people want to improve Feelings are not about spending money and saying more, but about using your heart.”

Pan Xishi listened to Song Jiahui's words and didn't pick up on it. Cooking delicious food for a patient requires deep friendship, right?And I don't even know what Song Jiahui likes to eat, what I don't like to eat, I don't want to know, and there is no need to know.

Pan Xishi only felt that since he came to visit a doctor, he had to buy something that everyone could accept. It didn't matter if it was useful or not, the main thing was that he couldn't find any faults and it looked good.I was a little unhappy to be commented on like this.

"Is there anything you can do for me?" Pan Xishi asked.

Song Jiahui felt that she must have had a grudge against this daughter in her previous life. Otherwise, she had thought well before, but when she met her face and saw her face, she felt discouraged. This is not a mother and daughter, she is obviously worse than a stranger. There is no smile at all, it is obvious that he is dealing with errands.

"I'm your mother. I'm sick like this now. Do I have to call you if I have something to do?"

"I just find it strange!" Pan Xishi said honestly.

"You are a very strange person!" Song Jiahui said, "For so many years, I have not been on good terms with my parents, and I have formed a family with a group of unscrupulous relatives. Now that I have suffered a loss and been fooled, I should know that I regret it. right?"

"I have never regretted it. I will remember whoever treats me well, and I will not force myself not to care about anyone who treats me badly. It's just that if you come to tell me these things today, then I have nothing to say! "Pan Xishi didn't want to mention a word, thinking it would be a waste of time to think about it.

Song Jiahui clicked his tongue twice: "Look at this, look at you, or else they will say you hate it, you really can't eat delicious food like this, and you can't enjoy it in society!"

Pan Xishi said: "I am very happy in society! In the institution, one person can lead more than a dozen classes. The income is many times higher than that of your two daughters. Now the best middle school in Xingang City No. [-] Middle School, enters the school. Just lead the graduating class, and be the class teacher. I believe that the leaders of No. [-] Middle School are not fools, right? And the parents of the students are not fools, right? Now the leaders, parents and students are treating me well! This is called ability!"

Song Jiahui said: "When you see me, you have bad words. I hope you are well, don't you? As soon as adults teach you, you talk back. This is a big problem, and you will suffer in society."

"Again, I haven't suffered much in society." It is often the people around her who hurt her, because she has never been wary of these people.

Song Jiahui had a headache for a while, and this sentence killed the chatter.

Pan Guanlin said to his youngest daughter: "Your mother discussed it with me. You have an unstable job now, and it is not easy to make money. The houses near your school are not cheap. Don't waste that money, come and live here. The house in Xinyi Go back and buy a bunk bed, and you two will live in the same room, and we can take care of it."

"I'm going to live at your house? I just moved to a new house, so I don't have the need now! What did you suddenly think of?" Pan Xishi felt very baffled, he had never been much better than strangers, and even more so a while ago. It was like a stranger, but the sudden intimacy not only raised her vigilance, but even gave her goosebumps.She wasn't exaggerating, it was an instant physical and mental reaction.

Song Jiahui's voice rose unconsciously: "Didn't you say you wanted to come and live at home? You were the one who wanted to help, and now you are the one who says you don't need it. What's the matter with you?"

Pan Xishi said: "When did I ask you for help? How long has it been? Do you think about it now? If I had been waiting, I would have been on the street long ago, and I don't know where I was abducted by traffickers? You guys are really interesting."

Song Jiahui said: "Since you were in trouble at the time, you should have a begging attitude. If you say a few more words and beg us more, can we disagree? You are a child, and your parents are chasing you?"

"You have always rushed for Pan Shengnan and Pan Xihong, and you have been wronged by your in-laws." Pan Xishi became more and more annoyed as he talked, as if this was a bottomless black hole, and if there was any involvement, he would suck people in. "If you let me live in your house, I don't need it now. This topic is over here. What's the matter with you looking for me?"

Song Jiahui said: "Okay, I won't argue with you either. My heart is like glass, I just miss you."

"It was really desperate before, but now you don't need to worry about it anymore, I'm fine." Pan Xishi didn't show any emotion, and didn't feel the slightest touch.

Song Jiahui was extremely exhausted: "How are you doing? I don't have a serious job, and I don't even have a date in my [-]s. I don't even have a salary for a month, and I have to spend half of it to pay the rent. It's better to save it." Get up. If you trust me, move back and hand in your salary card, and we will take care of the meals."

Pan Xishi said: "I can't trust you, and there's no need! My grandma never asked me for a salary card. It's really interesting that you made this request."

"Your grandma doesn't want your card, but she spends the money you gave her as a filial piety, and she spends it on other children. They scold you after spending it, and they are not satisfied."

Pan Xishi asked back: "Didn't you also want to spend my money at the beginning? It's just that I didn't give it to you. But if I spent it for you, you wouldn't know about me, and would spend it on your other things." Relatives. It’s quite boring for you to grab these from an old man. The dead are the most important, no matter what kind of grievances you have, don’t say that my grandma is not good in front of me. I really don’t like to hear it.”

Song Jiahui turned her head and said to Pan Guanlin: "It's not a big fall, and I still don't know how to rely on others. There is something wrong with my brain."

Pan Guanlin said to Pan Xishi: "Xishi, if you go home and live with us, we can enhance our relationship, and you can save money. And in the future, blind dates and marriages will be beneficial to you. No matter how the society develops, the mother's family will always be a girl. The confidence of the child, if you know that the relationship between this girl and her natal family is indifferent or even irrelevant, you will always be the one to talk about it."

Pan Xishi said seriously: "Then why should I marry such a man and such a family? To tell you the truth, my current income is only higher than your two daughters, never lower than theirs. In this era, as long as there is Brain, willing to work, hardworking and not afraid of hardship, it is difficult to make a lot of money, but a relatively better life can still be achieved. If you really care about me, I appreciate it, but it is no longer necessary. If it is to improve you The other two daughters belittle me, then I will leave immediately, on the big weekend, my time is precious, there is no reason to be the target of anyone to vent their emotions, and you are not qualified to do so either."

Song Jiahui took a deep breath: "No matter what you think, I've made up my mind. Since I gave birth to you, I should help you. The relationship between us is indifferent, so we should keep in touch from now on. Your father is right , we can live at least 20 years, isn't 20 years enough to enhance our relationship?"

Pan Guanlin said to Pan Xishi: "Xishi, if your parents left you in Xingang for your own good, it was a last resort. The past, let it go. From now on, you treat us as friends, we Start all over."

Pan Xishi's eyes widened, such words really caught her unexpectedly.It's just that she really doesn't want anything from them, whether it's material or emotional, if she wants to make friends, she must be attracted to each other to make it happen.She secretly looked at her parents, and to be honest, there was nothing in them that made her feel shining.Become a queen?It feels very difficult!And friends are to please each other, care for each other, and help each other.But for the two big parents, it seems that she can only be scolded, and she doesn't know that she can get any pleasure.

"And then?" Pan Xishi couldn't help asking.

Song Jiahui said: "Now I'm in the hospital, and your second sister is also in the hospital. Your father's health is as bad as mine. Your eldest sister is busy with work, and they have to take care of Shang Yan. Are you and your eldest sister on shifts? Send us meals , come to see us every now and then. After all, we are a family, and a family should look like a family."

Pan Xishi said: "I'm busier than my eldest sister, I'm afraid I will delay things. Besides, my eldest sister can ask for leave if she is busy. As for my second sister, doesn't she have a husband and in-laws? How can I need such a lonely, 30-year-old Someone who doesn't even have a boyfriend to take care of?"

Song Jiahui said: "How do you compare with your eldest sister's work? She is the grade group leader, a special-grade teacher, and she is extremely busy with her work. As a substitute teacher, you are naturally not as important as her work."

Pan Guanlin said: "Old Song, what are you talking about? Is this why you sent your child to the hospital? If you need someone, I can hire a nurse for you. How can you not look like you?"

Song Jiahui said: "I'm not wrong. The leftover man is busy with work, and Chang Yuan's work is more important. I didn't hear that the school was about to promote him last time. He has never done anything to take care of others. Xihong There are many things to do, she will never tolerate the nurse wandering around her."

Pan Xishi stood up abruptly: "I can't do the job of serving people here, and I won't do it if I can. I will never take care of my affairs in the future, and there is no reason to bother me about your affairs. In the phone call just now, you asked me to come over immediately, I thought something serious happened. Now that I think about it, it was all in the tone of an order?"

Pan Guanlin explained: "Xi Shi, your mother really missed you at the time, and her eyes were red. We asked you to come, really to restore the relationship, not to manipulate you. Your mother is not clear now, and she doesn't You know what you want to express, so don't miss it. My own mother and sister are in the hospital, they come whenever they want, and no one will say anything if they don't want to."

"Whether you intend it or not, I will not serve you as a maid. I may serve people carefully in the future, but you will not be the only ones."

Song Jiahui became angry: "Blood is thicker than water, do you know? Why do you insist on pushing me away every time I want to treat you well?"

"There is nothing wrong with blood being thicker than water, but it doesn't apply to you and me." Pan Xishi said, "The relationship between people cannot reach Rome in one day. With the closest blood relationship, I will make some demands in the tone of a mother. , Pretending to be intimate with a few reprimands, the past can be treated as if it never happened, and the nearly 30-year blank period of relationship can disappear just because of a few words, how is this possible?"

When I walked to the door, Pan Xishi suddenly turned her head, and she said, "If grandma is still alive, she will definitely find that I have lost a lot of weight, and my complexion is particularly bad today. She will definitely ask me if I have eaten, and tell me that it is cold. Wear thicker clothes. This kind of feeling cannot be faked. I believe that you will blurt out these things to yourself and other relatives without teaching them. But no matter what you want to say to me at the beginning, it will eventually become a request. Explain that we There is really no emotion, and your selfishness is really serious. Your starting point will never be to really care about me. Charity and pity for me are disgusting, and I don’t need it.”

"In my grandma's eyes, even if I didn't get into a good university, I'm still outstanding, because true love doesn't come with skill."

"I'm still having a fever. I'm also a patient, and I need to be taken care of! But I have so many relatives, but none of them care about me. Blood is thicker than water, what are you kidding me about? People who don't care about reason and sincerity can end their relationship at any time. There is no way to end our relationship, but don't force it."

(End of this chapter)