Middle-aged love

Chapter 342
Just now, Shen Mingjiang didn't speak for a long time, Liu Yufeng thought he was going to refuse, she was thinking, what should she do if Shen Mingjiang said that he was used to sleeping alone?Is to leave or continue to 'deliberately'.Unexpectedly, Shen Mingjiang agreed so easily, Liu Yufeng was overjoyed, stumbled to the other side of the bed, and got on the bed carefully.Afraid of her embarrassment, Shen Mingjiang hurriedly turned off the desk lamp. In the dark, the two of them felt more at ease.
"Do you remember the last time we shared the same bed?" Shen Mingjiang said in a low voice. It was many years ago. He was drunk, and then grabbed Liu Yufeng from the bed and had sex forcibly.

"Shen Mingjiang, I'm sorry," Liu Yufeng choked up again. These years, the husband and wife have been separated, and she has never had the tenderness of her husband.At that time, her heart was always filled with resentment, but now that she thought about it, her fault was even greater, and she was the one who insisted not to divorce.

"Mingjiang, if Shen Juan was taken over from a young age, I don't know what it would be like?" Liu Yufeng asked tentatively,

Shen Mingjiang said lightly,
"I'm afraid you'll torture her to death"

Liu Yufeng was choked for a long time and couldn't speak, but thinking about what she had done before, she couldn't say anything.
"Maybe I raised her from scratch and slowly accepted it",
The words just now made even Shen Mingjiang feel a little heavy, but Liu Yufeng was not angry.Shen Mingjiang's tone also eased,
"Don't think my words are ugly, you just couldn't tolerate people at that time",
Liu Yufeng hummed,
"I regret it now", Liu Yufeng was really ashamed when mentioning the past, Shen Mingjiang sighed again,

"Yufeng, don't worry about this anymore. There is no turning back in life. Maybe everything is God's will. I didn't pick up Shenjuan back then, because I was afraid that you would be difficult to be a human being. I thought, since I feel sorry for that woman, I will be a complete one." Wicked person. At that time, I really wanted to have a good time with you, but I didn't expect you..."

"Actually, it's not that I didn't forgive you. I just want you to apologize to me. After all, you are the one who is sorry for me, fell in love with other women, and gave birth to a child..." Liu Yufeng's voice was soft, not like It's a complaint, but telling a fact,
"But am I wrong? We obviously had problems with our relationship first. Have we already talked about divorce? Although we didn't go through the formalities, I always thought that our relationship was over. Things have already happened, you can't leave , I also agreed, and finally I broke up with Shen Juan's biological mother, and after knowing Shen Juan's existence, I still left her in the country, you said, what else do you want me to do?"

Liu Yufeng was speechless, but at that time she just felt wronged,
"Shen Mingjiang, I know what you said, but even though we quarreled and mentioned divorce, I never thought of divorcing you from the bottom of my heart. I was just talking out of anger. Shen Mingjiang, I There is only one man who has loved you in my life. I have never even looked at other men. In my heart, no one can compare with you. Really, Shen Mingjiang, I love you, I have always loved you Yes, I just don’t know how to express it. After so many years, I also want to admit my mistakes to you, but I can’t save face, and I’m even more afraid that you won’t accept my apology, and instead despise me and laugh at me because of it..."

Shen Mingjiang sighed,
"You, you just look smart",
Seeing Shen Mingjiang's soft tone, Liu Yufeng took the initiative to post it. She knew they were old and didn't know how many years of life they had left, but since she figured it out, she had to act.As Shen Juan said, Shen Mingjiang cannot be allowed to find another young wife.

(End of this chapter)