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Chapter 52 You must be happy
Huang Lan sent An Ruo a message: "I heard Mo Xiaonan called you, it's okay, you go, I will wait for you at home with the baby."

If An Ruo read the text message, she felt a little more guilty...

He put Mo Xiaobei's luggage into the trunk and said, "Get in the car first, it's cold outside."

Mo Xiaobei instinctively opened the passenger door, but the seat was full of items.For some reason, she suddenly thought of Gu Yan at this moment.

She was about to sit in the back seat, An Ruo quickly grabbed her and packed up her things. The gentleman's hand blocked the door frame for him to prevent her from bumping into it.

"I'll take you back to Yongcheng, give me the address." An Ruo said after getting into the car.

"Today's New Year's Eve, the journey will take four hours, please take me to the station." Mo Xiaobei said with understanding.

"Give me the address of Yongcheng." An Ruo spoke to Mo Xiaobei in an unquestionable tone for the first time, and it was also the first time that Mo Xiaobei was so obedient and gave the address.

The car was driving on the endless night road, and it matched Jay Chou's song "All the Way North" in the car. This is their favorite song...

None of them had the courage to formally start a conversation, only Jay Chou's music was constantly surrounded in the car: "Sunny Day", "A Sea of ​​Flowers", "Qilixiang"...

In those years, the music they had heard and loved that carried the youth of the two of them was repeated one by one.

The two people in the car each recalled everything about each other, as if they were accompanying each other on another journey of youth...

They were like this, silent for a long, long time...

Finally, when they sang the line "Your reply is messy, at this moment..." in "Where is the promised happiness", they spoke in unison:

"We reopened..."

"I'm getting married..."

Mo Xiaobei's words didn't finish, and they overlapped with An Ruo's "I'm getting married"...

The untimely lyrics in the car, "The emotion is inexplicably pulled, I still love you!" makes everything feel like a romantic drama.

Both of them heard each other's words, they didn't speak to each other, and fell into silence again...

They continued to listen to the song, Mo Xiaobei smiled wryly, turned his head and looked out the window...

An Ruo's eyes gradually blurred, and he quickly pulled over to stop...

Mo Xiaobei bit her finger, tears slid down her cold hand, she felt a burst of scorching heat...

An Ruo slapped the steering wheel hard, and the sound of the horn pierced the night sky.

He was the first to speak with a hoarse voice, "Mo Xiaobei! Why don't you live a good life?"

"At the beginning you left so resolutely, but now you put yourself in such a mess, why? Why? To prove me wrong, or you wrong?" An Ruo hated that she was powerless.

An Ruo was helpless and desperate: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Xiao Bei! I'm sorry!"

How many years had he waited for Mo Xiaobei to say 'restart'?But it was too late, really too late!

Mo Xiaobei bit her lips tightly and said nothing. This was the only way she could think of to control her emotions.

"Xiao Bei, no one can wait for someone for five years!"

An Ruo looked at Mo Xiaobei with red eyes: "When I loved you the most, you gave up on me. When my love for you was fading away, you waited for me for five years. How ironic!"

"Tell me the story between you and her." Mo Xiaobei met An Ruo's eyes, and Dou Da's tears rolled down from his eyes involuntarily.

An Ruo wiped away Mo Xiaobei's tears, sat back in her seat and raised her head, trying to let the tears flow back: "She is Huang Lan, we had no relationship before half a year."

Mo Xiaobei hated himself at this moment, and also hated An Ruo.It is they who have come to today step by step!

An Ruo started the car and continued: "She is too much like me who loves you. I can't refuse Huang Lan like this. Maybe I and her are the same type of person. We can understand each other and won't hurt each other."

Mo Xiaobei felt a tightness in her chest and was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe. She opened the car window, leaving a gap for breathing, and snowflakes drifted into the car.

"I'm sorry, if I'm too sensitive and inferior." Mo Xiaobei watched the snowflakes in his palm gradually melt: "You made me a better me, but I didn't show you a better me."

The most regrettable word in the world is 'almost'. The regret is not that we once had it, but that we can have it almost, and we can have the future if we are almost there.

"If I were a little more rational that day, if I could learn to compromise that day, if I said I love you that day..." Mo Xiaobei seemed to be saying a tongue twister, speaking in a language that only An Ruo could understand: "But there is no if in life." , I won't have any more if..."

25-year-old An Ruo was more forbearing. He drove the car with one hand, with his arm on the window and biting his knuckles.

"I was immature back then. I said so many things that hurt you. I know they must be like a knife piercing your heart. Not only you, but I am also very disappointed." An Ruo said.

Mo Xiaobei smiled bitterly, and said: "Actually, I know you have a girlfriend. When Aunt Wang came to my house that day, she mentioned it, but I didn't expect...you are going to get married soon..."

"Look, even though I know you have a girlfriend, I'm still thinking about starting over with you, to prove that you didn't pay wrongly, so you can let go of your knot. Right?" Mo Xiaobei looked at An Ruoqiang Holding back tears, he smiled.

If An didn't answer, if he hurt Mo Xiaobei 5 years ago, then today, 5 years later, she not only betrayed Mo Xiaobei, but also felt sorry for Huang Lan.

Two people in emotional entanglement, if one party has not taken a new step, the other party, even if there is a new start, will always have illusions;

Mo Xiaobei knew that his boy would never come back again, his heart had passed through the years and started again, but he couldn't give the other party his future self, and was still waiting for an impossible person.

The two fell into silence again...

Mo Xiaobei looked at the phone's location and entered Yongcheng. When she saw a row of houses with lights on, she said, "I'm here."

An Ruo looked at the map: "There is still some distance."

"I have already contacted my friend, he will come to pick me up later, please let me off at the next bus stop." Mo Xiaobei said.

An Ruo had no choice but to stop and asked, "Really?"

"En!" Mo Xiaobei looked down at his hands.

An Ruo looked at Mo Xiaobei, he knew that Mo Xiaobei must not be telling the truth.

Mo Xiaobei looked in a daze, pursed his lips, and looked at An Ruo with a smile: "Really."

"Xiaobei, this may be the last time we meet in this life." An Ruo looked at Mo Xiaobei.

Mo Xiaobei nodded.

An Ruo looked gloomy, and continued: "We are going to move to City Z."

Mo Xiaobei didn't know what to say, he just felt that the people and things in the past were getting farther and farther away from him...

An Ruo thought for a while, and asked tentatively, "I...are getting married on National Day...are you coming?"

He wants her blessing.

Mo Xiaobei's tears welled up in her eyes, she looked at him in disbelief, and asked, "Who among us has failed whom?"

She can't bless him.

　Dear readers:
　　On the first day of the new year, I wish you good health and wealth!Such as title: You must be happy.

　　In the new year, love yourself well!

　　You deserve all the good things in the world!
　　
　
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