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Chapter 77 Mother and daughter untie the knot
"Xiao Bei, I want to hear from you what's on your mind. Mom hasn't read any books, and she doesn't know how to raise and educate a child. Our older generation came here like this, so I have to follow suit. "Li Mei took Xiaobei's hand and said.

"We, mother and daughter, have never talked about each other. I am also a first-time mother, so I have no experience. I know that I am not doing well. If you blame me and hate me, Mom will accept it." Li Mei's eyes turned red.

Mo Xiaobei had already burst into tears, and the hot tears fell on Li Mei's hands. Li Mei wiped Xiaobei's tears: "Xiaobei won't cry, you can talk to mom carefully."

Mo Xiaobei choked up and said: "Mom, I'm sorry... I... I'm ignorant... Don't say that... I feel so uncomfortable when you say that..."

Li Mei wiped away her tears: "While I was cooking today, I was thinking about how our family survived all these years."

"Thinking about it, I feel so uncomfortable." Li Mei said.

"Especially when your dad was just hospitalized, when you were 6 years old, I was also blinded by lard, and I said such heartbreaking things to such a young you..."

"What does your father's broken leg have to do with you? As a mother, how can I say that my daughter is a bastard, how can I attribute the fault of adults to you as a child...you are so young..." Li Mei He lowered his head and cried.

At this moment Li Mei thought of this, and her heart ached. She grabbed the clothes on her chest and broke down in tears: "In the world, how can there be such a bastard parents like us..."

Mo Xiaobei has never seen her mother like this, even in the most difficult time at home, when her father beat pots and pans and vented all his dissatisfaction on her, she never did this.

Mo Xiaobei didn't know what to say, so he wiped his mother's tears with a tissue: "Mom... let's stop talking... let's not talk... it's all over... ah... it's all over..."

Li Mei took the tissue: "Son, we have to say... we have to say it. If we don't say it this time, I don't know if I will have the courage to speak next time..."

"When your father was in the hospital, how many people stared at us, borrowed money and bumped into walls everywhere, especially looking for the contractor to get back the money we deserved. We often blocked him before dawn, and often I can't stop anyone, so I ran for nothing, God has eyes, and I finally met him on New Year's Eve." Li Mei choked as she recalled.

"That time, you fell from the second floor of someone else's house. Mom was really scared and stupid at the time. I was afraid that something bad happened to you and your life would be ruined. But when he returned the money to us, I happily gave you the money. I forgot what happened, and I didn't take you to the hospital for a checkup. It just passed in a daze..." Li Mei's tears fell down again: "Why was I so cruel at that time!"

"Now that I think about it, I'm afraid. If you have some sequelae, how can Mom feel sorry for you in this life." Li Mei said.

"Mom...don't talk..." Mo Xiaobei felt his throat was congested.

Li Mei wiped away her tears: "People's children are held in the palms of their parents for fear of falling, and they are afraid of melting in their mouths, but I have spoiled you so much. Since you were 6 years old, I have asked you to wash and cook, and take care of Xiaonan. , During the winter and summer vacations and weekends of junior high school and high school, you will either be allowed to look at the store, or let you go out to find a part-time job to subsidize the family."

"After you entered junior high school, you became more and more sensitive, and your self-esteem became stronger and stronger. Mom didn't feel it at all. You must have suffered a lot of grievances at school." Li Mei said: "After you went to work, Mom became even worse. Every month, you ask for money to repay the debt, and if you don't give it in time, Mom will still get angry at you."

"You even said that you live comfortably outside and don't care about the life and death of your family. Mom really..." Li Mei covered her face, she didn't know how to face her daughter.

"Today, if it wasn't for this trip, I really don't know what kind of life you are living. Yang Jie told me about you, and my heart twitched... What did we do to you? ..."

Li Mei was talking to herself, but Xiaobei couldn't get in the way, and she didn't know what to say, because what her mother said was the truth, and she really blamed her mother for these things.

She wants her parents to understand him, but when her mother really thinks about the problem from her perspective, she looks at her mother's guilty look, and her heart feels even more uncomfortable, and she doesn't feel any better.

"Did you get bullied in that restaurant today? I heard Yang Jie say something like that, it seems to be your colleague?" Li Mei asked.

"I watched you being reprimanded from a distance, and the way you lowered your head and admitted your mistake, my mother was so distressed, I wanted to go up and argue with them, but I was afraid that it would be a waste of help, I was so anxious..." Li Mei said distressedly.

"Mom, this matter has been resolved, and it's not what you thought." Mo Xiaobei comforted, "It's just some misunderstanding..."

Li Mei knew that Xiao Bei was comforting her, so she continued: "I can think of nothing easy in this world, but I just never thought about it for you. You are angry outside, and mom can't help you, so I will give it to you." You are annoying...you said how miserable you are..."

"From childhood to adulthood, everything, one by one..." Li Mei choked up and said, "Since your father became disabled, it's like a different person. If we don't agree with each other, he will beat or scold us. The burden of the family , fell on the shoulders of a rural woman like me, if it wasn't for you, Xiaobei...if you weren't sensible, Mom wouldn't be able to survive..."

"In the end... Mom not only didn't understand you, but also brought you so much harm and made you sick." When Li Mei thought of Xiaobei's illness that Xiaonan told her, she felt a knife stabbing her heart. .

"I'm not sick, I'm not doing well!" Mo Xiaobei comforted his mother with a smile while wiping away tears.

"Depression and anxiety are not diseases, are they? Although my mother has no great education, she knows how serious the disease is. In our street, Aunt Zhang and her relatives who sell breakfast have this disease. In the middle of the night, they jumped off the building. Alright!" Li Mei exclaimed excitedly.

Xiaobei was startled: "You... how do you know? I..."

"Your brother saw the medicine in your drawer, how long do you want to hide it from mom? If you also...what can I do?" Li Mei cried again.

"On the night of the Chinese New Year, we didn't even think about what you said, because your father let you go..." Li Mei didn't dare to say the word 'dead'.

Li Mei endured it, fearing that she would collapse emotionally.

But she couldn't help crying again: "Xiaobei, don't be afraid of being sick. We should see a doctor and take medicine... It's all my mother's fault... You have suffered so much since you were young, why do you still let me I have this disease..."

Mo Xiaobei hurriedly hugged his mother and patted him on the back: "Mom, Mom, I'm already healed. There's nothing wrong with me. This happened three years ago."

She quickly took out the medicine from the drawer and opened it: "Look, it's not opened, and there's not a single one of these sleeping pills missing. If you don't believe me, count them." She pointed at the medicine.

"It's my fault too, I should have thrown it away earlier." Mo Xiaobei said, "To save you from misunderstanding." After speaking, he threw the medicine into the trash can.

"Really?" Li Mei was dubious.

Mo Xiaobei raised his hand and was about to swear: "Really! I promise, if I lie to you, I will hit you with thunder..."

Li Mei hurriedly slapped her hand: "You child, don't talk nonsense, where did you learn such a mess..."

Mo Xiaobei grinned and said, "Don't worry, huh? I'm fine now...Look, I'm alive and kicking..."

"It's my parents who made a mistake...I'm sorry for the child, forgive us...Give my parents another chance." Li Mei held Xiaobei's hand, looked at her red eyes and asked, "Okay?"

Mo Xiaobei dodged his mother's gaze: "Mom! What are you talking about, whether you forgive me or not, I am your daughter..."

Li Mei interrupted Xiaobei's words, eagerly said: "Is it okay?"

Mo Xiaobei looked at his mother, this great woman who supported the whole family, this housewife who worked from morning to night and never had a good day.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she nodded vigorously.

She hugged her mother: "Forgive you, I won't blame you anymore, neither you nor Dad! Our family will be fine in the future."

Li Mei whimpered: "Uh...uh...okay..."

Chinese parents have been waiting for their children to be grateful all their lives, while Chinese children have been waiting for their parents to apologize all their lives.This is the sentence Mo Xiaobei once felt most empathetic to.

In fact, when my mother said, "Xiao Bei, I have suffered for you all these years." ' She has forgiven everything to her parents.

No matter how much harm and shadow the past events had caused him, at that moment, she had already reconciled with her parents in her heart.

　In the previous chapters, I’m going to write about depression. Substitute Mo Xiaobei’s growth background to write about her 25 years and the things she encountered. It’s really too bad.

　　Finally, her past is over here. In the future, let us look forward to the sweet daily life of Mo Xiaobei and Gu Yan who are ambiguous to death.

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