Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 10 Summer 2015 (10)

"Brother Qi, I have been on the set before, and the boxed lunches of the set are all free. I never said that I would charge money, and even if I did, I could give it directly to the set when I got to the set, and ask you to pay it on your behalf. This is collecting money, you didn't tell me just now that you would charge for food."

"Manly man, you have to be more decisive in doing things, and have some structure. The food expenses are paid by all the group performers. I can't bear to part with such a small amount of money. How can I make a big deal in the future?" Qi Xiang's expression also changed: " Don't you trust me? Don't trust our company?"

Chen Mo was silent, yes, he just didn't believe him.

"Let me show you our company's qualification." As he said that, Qi Xiang took out the company's qualification from the drawer again and handed it to Chen Mo: "Look, this is our business license. Why don't you believe it? The interview here is for the sake of fellow villagers, so I will help you."

Chen Mo was still silent, his face was full of embarrassment and uneasiness, he put his hand in his pocket, and he held tightly the savings card with only over 1000 yuan, if he swiped this card today , I don't have much money left, if he is really cheated, then he will have a difficult life in the future, and a sense of ominousness suddenly surges in his heart.

Seeing that Chen Mo was still hesitant, Qi Xiang's voice became a little impatient: "Let me tell you this, if you want to work as a group performer, you have to pay for the food, even if you fail the interview with me , You can’t enter other film and television companies, our circle is not big, I say hello to everyone, I don’t want you, and no one else dares to want you.” Seeing that coaxing won’t work, the only way to do it is to threaten Chen Mo.

Chen Mo's palms began to sweat, and his intuition told him that he couldn't pay the money, so he got up quickly: "I'm sorry, Brother Qi, I'll go back and think about it." Then, he picked up his suitcase, flew Running out of this company, before going out, he saw the female HR who received him just now, smoking a cigarette in front of the window, completely unaware that he had already walked out of the noisy office, Chen Mo was like a little mouse, hurriedly escape.

As night fell, Chen Mo took the bus and looked at the vast night scene outside the window. A strong sense of loss and frustration enveloped his heart. He felt that the scene today was like riding a roller coaster. The ups and downs of emotions and the changes of scenes Also too big.He put his hand into his trouser pocket again, touching the bank card with only more than 1000 yuan. He didn't know whether his decision to escape was correct, whether he was really not decisive enough as Qi Xiang said. , no pattern?
But he also felt that his judgment was correct. If he had really paid the money just now, then he might have no turning back.The material base determines the superstructure, but the material base can also determine one's own ideology. He cannot afford to lose, let alone take the risk.

When he returned to the basement at night, Chen Mo threw his luggage aside and lay on the bed feeling very tired. This kind of tiredness was not only physically tired, but also tired from the confusion and helplessness in his heart about the future. Fantasies and expectations disappeared after a day of tossing. The huge BJ City, such a bustling city, can carry the dreams of many people, but it seems that only Chen Mo's dreams and expectations cannot be carried.

Chen Mo got up from the bed again, turned on the computer, and continued to browse the information on the recruitment website. The reality does not allow him to continue to be confused. He must find a job that can support him in the shortest possible time.

Before dawn the next day, Chen Mo got up and continued to interview for a job. He went to a music record company and handed over the lyrics he wrote when he was in school to the music director. I really like music and writing lyrics, I suggest you find a place to learn in a professional and systematic way.”

One day passed, Chen Mo interviewed several companies, he even went to a KTV to interview for a DJing job, but in the end all failed, he had to drag his tired body back to the basement.

He suddenly felt that the cost of living in BJ was really too high. A day's subway fare and bus fare added up to nearly 50 yuan, which was more than what he spent on eating in a day.

Walking out of the subway station of Communication University, Chen Mo stood on the overpass, watching the vehicles coming and going on the overpass, and the bright neon BJ night, he felt that he wanted to stay in this city and have a job he liked, really It is too difficult.

He didn't want to go back to that damp and hot basement, and staying in that small space would make his heart more depressed. It has been almost two weeks since he came to BJ, and the Communication University he was thinking of was just across the street, and he He hasn't entered this dream school yet, tonight, he wants to go in and take a look, if he is lucky, he might even be able to attend a class.

Under the cover of night, the entrance of the auditorium of Communication University was crowded with people. Chen Mo looked at a poster pasted on the entrance. Tonight there was a stage play for graduates. He followed the crowd into the auditorium and watched a wonderful stage play. Those actors were concentrating on performing on stage. Another scene appeared in front of Chen Mo's eyes. The male protagonist was replaced by himself. In the end, I stayed", all the audience stood up and applauded, and the actors came back to the stage to call the curtain. Some students began to bring flowers to the stage to send flowers, and took photos with the actors. Chen Mo also ran on the stage, imitating the appearance of others , took a group photo with those professional actors, his face was filled with a happy smile, who would know that this is a person who loves the stage and acting, but at this moment he is worrying about finding a job.

Walking out of the auditorium, Chen Mo wandered around the school unintentionally. He lay on the school bench, looking at the starry sky, and felt that he was just a small star in this starry night. Compared with the vast and vast universe, he was so insignificant Not worth mentioning.Thinking about those drama actors on the stage just now, they all have to be beautiful, have superb skills, and have a solid acting skills, but what about me?What do you have?Chen Mo suddenly began to doubt himself, whether it was right for him to come to BJ, and whether the path he was pursuing was right?He is a person who has self-knowledge and can recognize the reality. At this time, he is recognizing himself and reflecting on himself. Although he already knows the answer in his heart, he is still unwilling to give up.

But if you don't give up, you have to continue to persevere. How long can he persist?If you keep going, what will be the result?He doesn't know that this is BJ, and this is the place closest to his dream. If he leaves here, it means that he is getting farther and farther away from his dream. He has to follow his father's wish and go home to take the civil service exam. Maybe his dream has come true, but is he willing to give up? If he ends up in failure again, won't his father look down on him even more?Even if he is angry, he must never let his father look down on him.But thinking about the life of these half a month, he suddenly fell into confusion again. He has been in BJ for two weeks, and tomorrow is Saturday. He doesn't have to go to the interview. What should he do?

(End of this chapter)