Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 191 Autumn 2018 (13)

At one o'clock in the morning, Wu Xiaotian sent a message: "Has it been dealt with?"

"It's done, Wu Xiaotian, I want to be with you again."

"Well, Chen Mo, I also want to be with you again."

"Sorry, I should have waited for you."

"I'm sorry for you. I didn't wait for you at the beginning, but fortunately, it's not too late now."

"Yes, it's not too late. After more than half a year, I realized that you are the one I can't let go of in the end."

"Well, Chen Mo, good night."

"Good night."

Putting the phone aside, Chen Mo looked at the sleeping Xiaomei. There were still tears on Xiaomei's cheeks, and she was still hugging Chen Mo's arm, like a wounded deer, curled up beside Chen Mo, trying to absorb the last breath from him. A touch of warmth and security.Just now, Chen Mo had a heart-to-heart chat with Xiaomei. He told Xiaomei all the stories about his past with Wu Xiaotian and all the stories between them.He didn't want to deceive Xiaomei, didn't want to hurt Xiaomei again, and he didn't want this wrong relationship to go on again and again.

After listening to all of Chen Mo's narrations, Xiaomei finally came out of the fairytale dream.She knew that no matter how persistent and persistent she was at this time, it would be useless.Chen Mo loves Wu Xiaotian so much, this love is incomparable and insurmountable to him.But she, Xiaomei, also loves Chen Mo. To love someone is not to stalk him, but to love someone is to retain the last trace of dignity, and she blesses him with a smile.Xiaomei also compromised in the end, she chose to fulfill the two of them and bless them both, just like Chen Mo chose to bless Wu Xiaotian and Wang Yi after he broke up with Wu Xiaotian, after several times of stalking and finally despair.

In addition to despair for Chen Mo, Xiaomei is even more desperate for BJ. It is too difficult to find a job that suits her, and it is also too difficult to find someone who loves her. Since it is difficult to continue living in BJ, then leave BJ.

She wanted to leave BJ tomorrow and go back to her hometown Datong, Shanxi, what was she doing back home?Is it to find a job or to find someone who loves you?She doesn't know, but she has to go back.Because BJ no longer has her habitat, she is now like a superfluous person, in the vast BJ, she has no job and no home.

Leaving is because I have to choose, because there is no better choice.She can only go home first, even if BJ abandoned her, even if the whole world abandoned her, at least she still has a home.There are also parents at home who can support her, love her, and spoil her.In this whole world, I am afraid that only the parents at home will not dislike her.

But Chen Mo said that he has important work to leave tomorrow, so he asked her to leave the day after tomorrow, and he will also go to Fengtai to attend a meeting the day after tomorrow, just in time to send Xiaomei to Liuliqiao Bus Station, and he will personally take her to the station .After acquaintance, he didn't want her to leave alone like this.

The room was quiet, and everyone around seemed to be asleep.Chen Mo could hear Xiaomei's slight breathing.Just now, she was still crying, and she had to sleep until she was tired from crying. He knew that she didn't want to leave, but he had to send her away. Between Xiaomei and Wu Xiaotian, Chen Mo finally chose the latter.Even though, he felt too much guilt towards Xiaomei in his heart.They are people from two different worlds, but they got to know each other by accident, but they are destined to have no result and future, just like two parallel lines between the sky, they can only intersect for a short time, and then follow their respective paths. Trajectory, parted ways.

There are many feelings in this world. When the two were together, they both believed that it was fate and destiny.To be able to get together in the end, get married and have children is already considered a great fortune in life.But often the ending is to break up unhappy, and even to regard them as enemies, and never communicate with each other until death.Those who can get together well and leave well, and smile goodbye, are already a minority.

Fortunately, they get together and part ways.Chen Mo had mixed feelings in his heart. This matter that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time was finally resolved, which made him feel relieved.When he sent Xiaomei away, he could really be with Wu Xiaotian. He should be happy, but he couldn't.Xiaomei beside him, the wallpaper on the wall, the green radishes on the window sill and the desk, and the brand-new sheets and pillow cover on his pillow, Xiaomei's appearance of cooking and cleaning the house appeared in front of her eyes. She had already regarded this place as her home, but now, he actually wants to drive her out of this home.

The next night, when Chen Mo got off work, he had called Xiaomei in advance and told Xiaomei that she didn't have to cook tonight, and he would take her out for dinner.In a nearby restaurant, Chen Mo ordered Xiaomei's favorite braised pork ribs and sweet and sour hairtail.After dinner, he took her to the supermarket and bought a big bag of snacks. Xiaomei is actually a child, and she still likes to eat snacks.

Back home, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel sad when he thought that he would send Xiaomei away in person tomorrow, and began to babble to Xiaomei: "After you go back, you can rest for a while, if you can find a job in your hometown, then find a job. Work, don’t be dependent on others. You can find a job first, save some money, and when you have money, your confidence will be stronger, and you will have more choices. If you still want to come to BJ at that time, hold the money, Come to BJ, at least you can guarantee your living expenses, at least you can rent a house, but you have to figure out what you want to do, what you can do, and don’t be so careless and heartless.”

Xiaomei listened to Chen Mo telling her like an old mother, so she couldn't stop nodding. Chen Mo began to help Xiaomei pack her clothes: "This dress is pretty, why haven't I seen you wear it? These shoes are from when we just met. , I bought it for you. These pants, why are there so many holes? It’s going to be cold in the future, so don’t wear these pants anymore.” Chen Mo stopped his hands instantly, looked at Xiaomei who was sitting by the bed, Hurry up and hug her tightly: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to go, but I have to send you away, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my heart hurts, it hurts too much"

A hot tear dripped down on Xiaomei's face, it was the guilt and self-blame in Chen Mo's heart, it was the thousands of words in Chen Mo's heart.

Xiaomei also hugged Chen Mo, smiling with tears in her eyes: "It's okay, I don't blame you, you have to take care of yourself in the future."

The next morning, Chen Mo took a taxi and took Xiaomei and himself to the Liuliqiao Bus Station in the FT area. Along the way, Xiaomei held Chen Mo's hand tightly. Chen Mo looked out of the car window and couldn't bear to look at Xiaomei. He was sorry for Xiaomei, he once took her into his home, and now he sent her away with his own hands.

After sending Xiaomei to the station, Chen Mo took another taxi and went to BJ No.12 Middle School. Today there is a seminar on education informatization, which is jointly organized by Kefei Group and BJ No.[-] Middle School.As the company's pre-sales manager, he must attend this meeting. He needs to sit in the venue and listen to the speeches of experts and teachers.

In the lecture hall of BJ No. 10 Middle School, the experts on the stage were sharing their experience in education informatization. Chen Mo was not in the mood to listen to the speech, and was scrolling through Moments. He wanted to call Xiaomei and ask if Xiaomei had left. He wanted to tell her Xiaomei said a few words to make her pay attention to safety, but didn't they all be said to her at the station just now?The car is at ten o'clock, and it is already 30:[-], so I'm afraid the car has already started.

Xiaomei's message suddenly popped up in the circle of friends: I still can't bear to leave, I always feel that the story with you is not over yet.The accompanying picture shows two hands holding each other. It was taken by Xiaomei in the car on the way Chen Mo sent Xiaomei to the station.

Tears flowed out uncontrollably, and Chen Mo felt extremely sad in his heart instantly, what a good girl, what a person who is so devoted to him, she was just sent away by him.Chen Mo blamed himself and felt guilty again in his heart. In the lecture hall filled with hundreds of people, he lowered his head and wept secretly.

The phone rang suddenly, it was from Wu Xiaotian.

(End of this chapter)