Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 235 Summer 2020 (7)

"Chen Mo, what on earth are you thinking? Please explain clearly, don't consume me anymore, don't drag me down anymore, I'm about to collapse, Chen Mo, do you still want to be with me? Do you still love me? Don't you love me?" Wang Shuang shouted hysterically on the phone.

Chen Mo was already exhausted, but thinking of what Wang Shuang said just now, she wanted to marry him and have children, but she couldn't bear to say something that hurt Wang Shuang, so she had to deal with it again: "I love you, I want to be with you."

"Okay, Chen Mo, I'm planning to change to an Apple computer recently, and it will cost about 1 yuan. If you really love me and really want to be with me, see you tomorrow in Joy City, Chaoyang, and you can buy that for me." A computer. If you don’t buy it, let’s break up. I will never look for you again. Chen Mo, tomorrow is Saturday, so you have no other plans. I’ll wait for you at Joy City, Chaoyang at 11:[-] tomorrow morning , if you don't come, we will make a clean break, and this call will be the last call I will make to you." After Wang Shuang finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

She just wanted to test whether Chen Mo loved her or not.

After hanging up the phone, Chen Mo's mood didn't fluctuate at all, but he felt relieved.What nonsense to get married, what nonsense to have children, I would rather be a bachelor for the rest of my life than marry and have children with you.What I want is not marriage, let alone children.What I want is freedom of personality, what I want is the dignity of a man, respect for me, understanding, tolerance, and a person who truly understands me, loves me, and cares about me.

You are not that person, you are just the one who has been testing me, and you have tried me again and again in various ways to satisfy your own insecurities and vanity.You threaten me time and time again, lash out at me with words again and again, you are selfish, you are narrow-minded, are you fucking worthy to marry me?I've had enough of you, enough of your ugly face of coercion and temptation.

Chen Mo swallowed these words. If he said these words to Wang Shuang, it would definitely hurt Wang Shuang, but he didn't want to hurt Wang Shuang with bad words.He wanted to keep the last bit of dignity for Wang Shuang, and also for himself.Even if Wang Shuang used to slander herself with bad words.

Chen Mo, when I saw you for the first time, I didn't fall in love with you at all. I just wanted you to have a good job and high income. I didn't want you at all, you were not good enough for me.

Chen Mo, do you know why I always ask you to spend money for me?It is because I want to test you, I want to test whether you love me or not.I don't like the things I asked you to spend money on for me, but those things are expensive. If you don't ask you to spend some money for me, I just feel uncomfortable in my heart.

Chen Mo, look at you, you are frustrating and fat, you can get me, it is a blessing from the previous life, you don't know how to cherish it?Let me tell you, with my qualifications, it is easy for me to find someone who is better, richer, and more handsome than you.Why did I fall in love with you in the first place?Do you really think I'm drawing your talent?Do you really think you are talented?
These words rang in his ears again, but he would not hear them again in the future. He had heard them for more than half a year, and he had heard enough.If a woman is with you at the beginning, even if she is not thinking about you, but thinking about your wealth, good job and high income, then she can’t always talk about it from time to time, it’s always from time to time Saying it out makes others feel uncomfortable.

Wang Shuang is a person who speaks his heart straight. He has no city mansion, and he can't hide anything from the bottom of his heart.In terms of scheming, emotional intelligence, and conduct, she is far behind Wu Xiaotian. Wu Xiaotian can beat her by a block.

She is similar to Wu Xiaotian in some places, but different in some places.

No matter how she fights with herself, how she fights with herself, she never really thought about leaving herself. When there are problems in the relationship again and again, when Chen Mo tries to make it up again and again, she gives him a chance.She didn't even look for a new relationship before this relationship was completely over.This is what makes her different from Wu Xiaotian.

But her EQ is too low, so low that Chen Mo can see through it at a glance, and so low that Chen Mo thinks she is a boring person, so he will often miss Wu Xiaotian, and feel that Wang Shuang will never be as good as Wu Xiaotian in this regard.

Perhaps this relationship was wrong from the very beginning, Chen Mo just wanted to find a substitute for Wu Xiaotian.He had tried his best to tolerate Wang Shuang and forget Wu Xiaotian, but the more he tried, the more he couldn't escape the memory of Wu Xiaotian that was already engraved in his bones.He often cares more about a person's spirit and soul, and the spiritual sublimation that this person can bring to him, but these, Wang Shuang will never be as interesting as Wu Xiaotian.

Wang Shuang also tried to tolerate Chen Mo, trying to make her third relationship work well from beginning to end.She really wants to marry Chen Mo and have children. She is 28 years old now, and she feels like a big girl.She suddenly had the anxiety of an older leftover woman. The more anxious she was, the more she wanted to marry herself out. The more she wanted to marry out, the more she couldn't wait to transform Chen Mo into a suitable marriage partner. But Chen Mo has too much personality , too disobedient.The more anxious she was to reform him, the more he resisted, and the more he resisted, the more anxious she became. Such a vicious cycle repeated, and her mind became more and more broken.

No matter how hard she tried, it was difficult for Chen Mo to understand her good intentions.

If the ladder is set on the wrong wall, no matter how you climb up, you will not reach the ideal end.So this relationship is doomed to fail from beginning to end.

This period of feelings that began in autumn, warmed up in winter, withered in spring, and dissipated in summer should also end here.

Everything in Chen Mo returned to normal, and he returned to the original point of being alone. Since the company department had just been established and the business was in the exploratory stage, after he had thoroughly studied and mastered a single product, he would sit at his desk doing nothing every day at ten o'clock every day. Go to work, get off work at seven o'clock, and life begins to be ordinary.

But he enjoys this kind of life very much, because he can spend all his time on himself. During the day, he can sit at the workstation, he can read books, and enjoy the sense of fulfillment brought by the knowledge in the books.When he returned to the community after get off work in the evening, he started running and doing exercises. He felt that he was too fat and wanted to lose weight.

My life started to be regular. I went to work during the day and went home to run and exercise at night. Compared with the days in TAL, I didn’t have to hold meetings every day, and I didn’t have to write a daily newspaper every day and a weekly newspaper every week.He is really lucky to be able to come to Cheetah Mobile and to be able to do this job that costs less and is closer to home.

One month later, due to the compression and adjustment of Cheetah Mobile's internal staff, many employees of Cheetah Mobile needed to be assigned to its subsidiary Orion Star Company. Chen Mo and others first terminated their labor contracts with Cheetah Mobile, and then re-signed contracts with Orion Star , but the salary and benefits remain unchanged. The only change is that the working day has changed from a weekly weekend to a weekly holiday. For example, this week is five days a week and two days off.Next week will be six days, one day off, and so on.

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