Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 247 Autumn 2020 (3)

Whether in the north or the south, autumn is always very short. Compared with the autumn in the north, the autumn in JDZ is not so vivid. For example, the leaves on the trees do not fall so fast. Although the weather has turned cold, there is no summer. It is hot, but not as crisp as autumn in the north.

In this autumn, the JDZ smart tourism project plan finally passed the city's review, and then the production and research team wrote codes non-stop every day, and Chen Mo, the pre-sales team, began to prepare the bidding parameters.It is also necessary to consider the delivery and implementation involved in the later stage of the project. The team needs to connect some existing data in advance, because the Municipal Bureau of Culture and Tourism has built some large and small data platforms before, and these data must be connected to the new one at the same time. on the big platform.

Chen Mo's insomnia still continued, he felt that he must be suffering from depression, he was thinking whether he should see a psychiatrist, although in his opinion, or from the perspective of the world, seeing a psychiatrist is a rather difficult task. It's a shameful thing, but in the eyes of Westerners, seeing a psychiatrist is as normal as seeing a cold and fever.

But do I really need to see a psychiatrist?Can a psychiatrist cure his own disease?Are you sick?

Chen Mo has always been resistant to hospitals and doctors. The only time in his life that he had in-depth contact with the hospital was the ureteral stone.But the facts have proved that those doctors are not reliable. Those doctors didn't fool themselves into doing surgery and hospitalization at the beginning, they just wanted to earn more money for themselves.But what happened?He recovered without treatment, and the hospital did not earn a fortune.

And to see a psychiatrist, the psychiatrist still aims to make money, and the hard-earned money is not cheap for those so-called psychiatrists?Wouldn't the secrets and stories in my heart be leaked to those psychiatrists?How do people think of themselves, how do they think of themselves?
Why can he be a psychiatrist?Chen Mo suddenly changed his mind: Since I want to see a psychiatrist, why don't I become a psychiatrist first?I know the illness in my heart better than anyone else. No one can cure my illness. The person who untied it has to tie the bell. My illness can only be solved by myself.

Well, just take the certification of a psychological counselor by yourself, heal yourself, and save yourself.Chen Mo became interested in an instant. He began to search for various institutions for applying for psychological counselors from the Internet, and added a few sales WeChat accounts. The salesmen sent him materials one after another. Looking at the list of lectures, Chen Mo felt that this matter was reliable. , Simply enroll yourself in a class of a psychological counselor, not only learn psychology, but also heal yourself, and finally take the exam and get a certificate, this is the best of both worlds.

The registration fee was reduced from the initial 5000 yuan to [-] yuan by Chen Mo. In order to be sure, he went to the training institution and visited their company when he returned to BJ. After he was satisfied with everything, Chen Mo paid Money, signed up for classes, and began to study psychology.The way of learning is online live lectures and recorded lectures. The organization also mailed several sets of teaching materials to Chen Mo. Chen Mo took it very seriously. He always felt that his skills were not overwhelming. always works.

So after work, Chen Mo began to listen to online classes every day and began to learn about psychology. He suddenly found that psychology was no longer a field that he was unfamiliar with and looked up to. He began to understand that human psychology has been present since childhood. I started to know Freud, I started to know Jung, I started to know the schools and research results of psychology, and I started to analyze my previous emotions, my current personality, and those troubled thoughts in my heart from a psychological point of view. question.

Throughout the autumn, due to Chen Mo's busy work, he didn't have the heart to think about other things, especially about his father.Once people get busy, they will occupy their own time and energy. There are many nights, they often hold meetings in the branch of JDZ until one or two in the morning, and then return to the hotel to rest. He is physically and mentally exhausted, and he lies down sleep.

It was also during this process that Chen Mo came into contact with many solutions and products about smart tourism. He is no longer a simple pre-sales solution for smart education. He has realized some of his previous ideas and dreams. From a A pre-sales solution manager for smart education, transitioning to a pre-sales solution manager for a smart city.It's like he was the pre-sales solution manager of Zhixue.com in Wisdom Education before, and he transitioned to the pre-sales solution manager of all products of Wisdom Education.

In the process of studying psychology, he began to open his heart, open his soul, and conduct self-analysis. He began to understand the importance of the original ecological family for a person's growth, and began to understand the root of many of his previous obsessions. What is it, I started to know that people actually have mild depression, just like a girl's aunt, there will be a few days every month.

He began to reflect on his previous emotions and past. When he was in junior high school, for several years, he couldn't let go of a girl, the girl for whom he wrote the song "Too Long Memories".He liked that girl for seven years. During these seven years, he lived so depressed and painful, living in the memories he couldn't extricate himself from, which caused many distortions in his young psychology, so that he Always so careless about the subsequent relationship, so dereliction of duty.

But thinking about it now, he should have suffered from depression at that time, and for seven years, he has been suffering from mild to severe depression, but he and all the people around him did not notice it.

After that, he met Wu Xiaotian, and he paid a lot for this relationship with Wu Xiaotian, so for a long time, he couldn't get out of this relationship, which once again led to his depression that had been dusty for many years. Outbreak, depression is actually like a seed, which cannot be cured, and will accompany you all your life.You can dilute the previous depression through time or other external things, and you look like a normal person on the outside, but the seeds of depression still remain in your heart, until later similar scenes or characters appear again, igniting your past. The memory of that long-planned seed will break through the ground again, and then grow rapidly, causing you pain again.

He began to understand his past. Although he hadn't seen Wu Xiaotian for a whole year and a half, her memories and shadows were still deeply rooted in his heart. The accidental death made him relapse again, so he lived in two unforgettable feelings and memories, one was love, the other was family affection, the other was Wu Xiaotian who had been with him day and night, and the other was the father who gave birth to him and raised him.

At least for now, he can't forget these two people, and he can't let go of them. He is full of regret and remorse for their departure. They are like two nails wedged in his left atrium and right atrium, making himself miserable and depressed. to date.

(End of this chapter)