Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 253 Winter 2020 (6)

Yes, he just doesn't like her, or maybe he never liked her at all. He can't bear her natural thoughts of eating, drinking and having fun, and she can't bear her habit of drinking and playing games.He just didn't like her more and more, hated her more and more.But he is also a person who doesn't like to pretend. He doesn't like it in his heart, so he directly shows it. Even covering up and pretending seems superfluous.

He is looking for a partner now, and he is rushing to get married.If he is hiding it now and making compromises, will he be able to support Qiao Linya after he gets married?Can he feel happy seeing her spending money lavishly?Isn't the final outcome just that the two quarrel every day because of inconsistent consumption views and inconsistent three views?

He has lived in the noise of his parents since he was a child, which is a huge shadow of his childhood.Because of this, he is afraid of the quarrel between husband and wife and marriage, so he is extremely against marriage in his heart, and he doesn't want his future marriage to follow the old path of his parents.It is too tiring, too long, and too painful to live with a person whose three views are inconsistent.

If parents had the chance to choose again, they would definitely not choose each other, but the thought in the bones of rural people is that two people have lived together for most of their lives, and their children have married one after another. They will never choose to divorce. The husband and wife quarreled badly, and they would not choose to divorce.But what about the current era?What about those born in the [-]s?They will not accept that old idea. If their marriage is not good, they will never settle down. Divorce is inevitable.

But Chen Mo feels that if you choose to marry someone, don't get divorced. In his bones, he still has the traditional thinking like his parents, either don't get married, or if you want to get married, don't get divorced.

He desires marriage more than anyone else, but he is extremely afraid of marriage.

Therefore, Qiao Linya is definitely not the one who can marry him, and the ultimate destination of this relationship is self-evident.

God is good enough to him, he has found all kinds of women for him.But the facts proved that no kind of woman seemed suitable for him.Where is the root of that problem?It is not in himself, in the thoughts and eccentricities in Chen Mo's bones, he is not worthy, not worthy of love, when he meets someone who treats him well and listens to him, he dislikes that they have no dreams.When encountering those whom he treats well, he also dislikes that they are difficult to control and love to spend money. You know, those beautiful women, those women who make him covet, which one is not piled up with money?
What is it after all?It is because he himself is not good enough, others are not good enough, his personality is not good enough, and his economic foundation is not good enough.The economic base determines the superstructure, and determines that he is not worthy of having the city women he desires, those women who are born with noble temperament.

But what can he do?He can only change himself, change his appearance, change his character, and change his thoughts.Most importantly, he has to change his economic base.Without a good economic foundation, everything is nonsense.The white money is the only magic weapon for him to pursue a better life, pursue the woman he yearns for, and be able to match the woman he desires.

So he made up his mind to change himself.

For the time being, this year has passed by like this, but in the new year, he decided to change his way of life, and use one year to change his life that has not made any progress in these years, and pursue the life he has longed for.To completely get rid of the current life, this life that makes me extremely tired.

What kind of life is he living now?
Since November, Chen Mo has hated the current life more and more, and began to reflect on what he does every day? Is there any meaning to what he does every day?

During this year, especially from the second half of the year, he went on business trips, worked overtime, stayed up late, and lived like this every day.He even felt that his work did not have much meaning and value. He felt that he was wasting his time. He wasted every day in those boring meetings and wasted on taking other people's will as his own code of action. It's Ping Yuan. She is an overly idealistic leader. She likes to impose her thoughts and will on others, and likes to control all the people around her. The biggest contradiction between her and Huamin is that Ping Yuan wants to control Huamin, so that Huamin works and does things according to her thoughts.

But who is Huamin? He is the vice president of the branch and the king of the mountain. No matter how powerful Pingyuan is in BJ, it is difficult for a strong dragon to overwhelm the local snake. Personal conflicts are increasing day by day, and Chen Mo and others are nothing more than pawns in the power struggle between these two.

Chen Mo has always hated this kind of battle in the workplace, he has had enough, and he doesn't want to endure it anymore.He even felt that Ping Yuan's view of consumption and three views were somewhat similar to Qiao Linya's, which made Chen Mo feel that he was out of tune with Ping Yuan. He could not integrate into Ping Yuan's work style and life, nor did he want to.

He wants to live another life, a life where he can do whatever he wants, no one can control his life, and his 24 hours are to follow his own heart and live for himself.

Especially throughout December, when the smart tourism project is finished, the whole team has nothing to do.But still take some scattered projects, most of these projects have no beginning and end, but everyone still has to take these seemingly unreliable projects to waste time and energy.Chen Mo is tired, really tired. He wants to leave this company, or even leave the workplace. He has made a decision long ago. He will choose to resign in April next year. What will he do after resigning?He had already thought about going to XZ.

Why go to XZ?Chen Mo had already planned in his heart. He felt that since he graduated and came to BJ in June 2015, he has been busy with work, earning money, learning the skills of the workplace, and being busy for life.God can be regarded as taking care of him. During the five and a half years, his hard work has not been in vain. He has grown from a poor boy to a penniless rookie when he first came to BJ, let alone a novice without any professional skills. In the past five and a half years of hard work, I bought a car, a house, got some savings, and worked for two well-known listed companies, learning a lot of skills and workplace skills.He felt that enough was enough, the precipitation and accumulation of these five and a half years was worthy of his hard work in these years.

So, he doesn't want to work so hard anymore, he wants to give himself a good vacation, he has always wanted to go to XZ, since he was in college, and he hasn't gone after thinking about it for almost ten years, so let's go to XZ, go Realize your dream many years ago.People say that XZ is a place that can heal people, so let him heal himself. Since he studied psychology, he has almost cured many obsessions and depression in his heart. He thinks that if he wants to truly Letting go of his father and Wu Xiaotian requires a solo trip into Tibet.

It was his last good medicine to heal himself.

The plane landed at BJ Daxing Airport at around nine o'clock in the evening, and he just received a photo from Huamin, which was taken this afternoon.In the photo, Chen Mo has thinning hair, fat body, and wrinkles on his neck. For more than half a year, he suffered from severe hair loss due to overtime and staying up late.It is also because he eats and drinks with Ping Yuan and others every day, and his body has grown at least ten catties. He hates this photo, and he hates himself in the photo. In fact, in the final analysis, he hates his current life.

He also wants to live a step-by-step life, go to and from work on time, eat regularly, run after get off work, lose weight, and live the life he wants to live. This photo is like a shot in the arm, and he is firm again Chen Mo's plans and plans for the next year.

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