Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 291 Summer 2022 (5)

Beginning in July, BJ's summer began to show unprecedented heat.Along with the hot weather, Chen Mo's heart was also hot.He used to like to run after get off work every night, and he could enjoy the relatively cool wind, which could relieve his exhaustion and depression from a day's work.But as the hot weather intensified, even at night, the whole air was still filled with a hot breath that could not fade away during the day.From day to night, the temperature in the air is like the steam in a sauna, lingering around people and disturbing people's minds.

The two hottest months in BJ are July and August. People seem to be living in a steamer room every day, sweating from being steamed.Chen Mo was able to keep running at night, but later, the air was so stuffy that he didn't even bother to ride his bike to get off work, so he simply took the subway home.When I walked out of the subway station, my body was too lazy to walk in the hot air, and I didn't even want to put on my sneakers and go out for a run.He wanted to adjust himself from running in the evening to running in the morning, but no matter whether it was night or morning, the scorching breath in the air didn't seem to change much.

In the scorching heat of midsummer, Chen Mo began to become lazy and lose his fighting spirit.

At this time, there are all kinds of displeasure and depression in my heart, although I said at the beginning that I would continue to stay in e-sign treasure and work hard here.But he didn't think so in his heart.The moment E Sign Bao proposed to demote him and lower his salary, he had already broken with this place.He is now waiting for the right time all the time, waiting for a good opportunity to retreat unscathed.And he has already known what Wang Kai said, the product is not that good, and there are still many unsatisfactory aspects of the business.There are all kinds of resistance in his heart, so all the shortcomings and deficiencies of the e-sign treasure are constantly magnified in Chen Mo's heart. If he wants to leave here, he must leave here.

But he has nowhere to say these thoughts, nor can he tell anyone.So depressed in the heart.If he can still run every day, he can make his heart feel better by evaporating these thoughts and displeasure in his heart through sweat.But the weather was too hot, so he simply gave up running every day, and these thoughts could only keep piling up in his heart.

I have listened to all the online recording and broadcasting courses of the postgraduate entrance examination, including mathematics, English, and comprehensive management.He thought that after listening to these lessons, he should have a good grasp when it comes time to practice the questions, but when he really opened the test questions and mock papers, he found that he didn't have a few test questions that he knew how to do.After finishing the pass, there were a lot of wrong questions. He felt the blow of reality again. He listened to the class for half a year, but in the end, he couldn't do a single question.

He began to fall into a vicious circle. Since he has not achieved his goals and ideals, he should just give up.

Every day after get off work, he stopped running, stopped studying, and even stopped reading and writing. When he came home from work at night, he lay on the bed and swiped his phone like a dead body. Because of this, he often suffered from insomnia and felt Every day I live in a muddle, accomplishing nothing, and my heart is full of infinite guilt and guilt.

Every night when he got off work and walked out of the Happy Valley subway station near his home, he didn't know why he wanted to go home or why he went home. He just mechanically repeated his limbs to go home. The salary of e-signature treasure is paid around 15:06 pm on the 30th of each month. At that time, he had just walked out of the Happy Valley subway station, and when he heard the text message notification on his mobile phone, he checked that the salary had reached more than 7000.Suddenly I felt, what's the point of earning this money?Even if it is [-] or [-], what's the point?He started to hate his own room and didn't want to go home after get off work.

He wanted to change the status quo, but he was unable to change the status quo. He suddenly felt that life was meaningless, with no goals, and no motivation.And he didn't want to tell anyone about this, especially Zhou Rong, he didn't want to tell his beloved one about the boredom and sorrow in his heart.

Although Zhou Rong was aware of Chen Mo's abnormality, she didn't follow up and ask. She just urged Chen Mo: "Why don't you study? Why don't you take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

Whenever Zhou Rong asked these questions, Chen Mo just remained silent.He knew that Zhou Rong was doing it for his own good, and he also knew that the reason why Zhou Rong urged him to take the postgraduate entrance examination was to improve Chen Mo's education, so that the two of them would have better and more choices and development in the future.But at this moment, he was like a stray dog, like a frost-beaten eggplant, like a drowned rat, he couldn't listen to anyone's words, and even more disgusted and resisted Zhou Rong's words.

For this reason, they also quarreled several times.

Wang Yanan was finally optimized by the company and left e-signature.Chen Mo knew that Yanan was just one step ahead of him, they were not suitable for e-signature, this was not their best place to belong.So Chen Mo has never given up looking for a job. He just rides a donkey to find a horse every day, while working in e-signature treasure, accompanying the salesman to visit customers.While looking at various opportunities from the Internet, I hid in the company's underground garage to participate in the online interview.

In the middle of the year, the North China Project Department held a dinner party at a Japanese restaurant near Shuangjing. More than a dozen members of the team drank and chatted. Li knew that he did not belong to this team, and that he would leave eventually, it was just a matter of time.When he raised his glass and collided with the crowd, he had a different feeling in his heart. He felt like a spy, doing things that were different from what he appeared to be, and even let down the red city that Wang Kai and his team had placed on him.

After the dinner, Chen Mo walked out of the restaurant with the others, and walked towards Shuangjing Subway Station along the side road of the East Third Ring Road. The neon lights of high-rise buildings.The air was filled with the smell of barbecue, and he suddenly sighed in his heart, this is life, this is the fireworks in the world.

But what about him?He used to come home after get off work every day, rejecting all social activities, running, studying, and reading, but now, he just stays at home after get off work and swipes his mobile phone. He seems to be out of tune with this world, unwilling to enjoy all the good things this world gives him.

The North China region organized an outing team building, and dozens of people went to Shidu in Fangshan, where they played for two days.They climbed mountains, they rode rafting, they wore bulletproof vests to play live CF, they held buffet barbecues at night, and they drove off-road four-wheel vehicles through the mountains.In Chen Mo's memory, he has not participated in such an interesting team building for several years.

He also knows that in the near future, he will be leaving this interesting team.

Hard work pays off. On a sweltering Saturday, Chen Mo received a call from Baidu's homework helper HR, saying that the company has now established a corporate business department, is engaged in after-school services for smart education, and is now recruiting a pre-sales manager. Ask Chen Mo if he is interested in joining.

(End of this chapter)