Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 43 Autumn 2015 (5)

At QHD's Beidaihe seaside, Chen Mo finally met Xie Yuqing. The two sat on the beach, watching the waves rolling. Xie Yuqing spoke first: "I'm sorry, Senior Chen Mo, for causing you a lot of unnecessary trouble."

Chen Mo smiled bitterly: "Is it still useful to say this now? Now the whole world knows that we are together."

"Then you promise me to be my boyfriend." Xie Yuqing was straightforward, what Chen Mo lacked was Xie Yuqing's dryness, like the wind blowing by the sea, refreshing and refreshing, never sloppy.

"But you know, I don't like you." Chen Mo replied truthfully: "Even if we are together, we will not last long. Breaking up is inevitable. You also know that I can't let go of that person in my heart."

"Senior Chen Mo, you can tell me about your past with that person." Xie Yuqing looked at Chen Mo, and the answer was about to be revealed.

When Chen Mo was in junior high school, he liked a girl. That girl should be counted as his first love. The girl was pure and good-looking, with white skin, big eyes, and she liked to smile. When she smiled, her two dimples were like blooming snow lotus On the cheeks, this is the young Chen Mo's definition of female beauty, so much so that in the years to come, he would like girls with such looks.When they entered Class 1 of junior high school, Chen Mo was the No.2 in the class, and the girl was No. Received many honors.

When he was young, he didn't dare to disclose it, he didn't dare to say it, because he was afraid that if he said it, the girl would reject him because the girl once said that he would not fall in love in junior high school, and his family would never allow him to fall in love early.Chen Mo just secretly liked girls, but at that time, he pinned his feelings for girls on music, and wrote many songs for girls. It was that girl who inspired Chen Mo's original music creation inspiration and motivation.

There will be many enlightenment teachers in life, and girls are regarded as Chen Mo's No.1 enlightenment in music.

When he reached high school, Chen Mo passed the high school in the city, while the girls stayed in the high schools in the county. Chen Mo often missed girls. This miss made him have many sleepless nights. He even dreamed. I have dreamed of girls, and all these thoughts were written into songs by him, so that later, there was a booklet containing dozens of songs and poems he wrote for girls.

When you like someone, you have to write poems and songs for her. Chen Mo did it when he was young.

But they were not together in the end. After graduating from high school, the girl was admitted to Chengde Medical College and became a medical student, while Chen Mo came to QHD. The two gradually lost contact. The only thing that can stay in Chen Mo's memory is That little booklet, and those poems and songs I wrote when I was young.

Looking at the vast sea, Chen Mo expressed his concerns: "If you like someone, you don't have to be together, and you don't necessarily have to be together." In fact, this sentence was said to Chen Mo in a letter by the girl later. of.

"But I want to be with you, senior Chen Mo, I really want to be with you, you don't need to do anything for me, as long as we are together, I will treat you well and wholeheartedly." Xie Yuqing looked at Chen Mo's eyes were full of longing.

"Do I have other options?" Chen Mo looked at Xie Yuqing: "I will be responsible for your innocence."

"Ah? What innocence?" Xie Yuqing thought about it for a while: "But we are innocent, haha, now that it is spread by everyone, we are not innocent anymore."

Chen Mo nodded: "The so-called maturity of a man is that he is willing to take some responsibilities."

"Then you agreed?" Xie Yuqing's heart flew into her throat.

Chen Mo nodded: "Hello, Xie Yuqing, please take care of me in the future."

Xie Yuqing danced happily, how much she wanted to stand by the sea and dance for Chen Mo, but she didn't know how to dance, so she could only twist her body randomly on the seashore, the hard work paid off, she finally Become the boyfriend of the person you love.

Since then, Chen Mo and Xie Yuqing can often be seen on campus as a couple, but it seems that Chen Mo deliberately did it for others to see. When no one is around, he still maintains a certain distance and relationship with Xie Yuqing, such as Xie Yuqing. Yuqing wanted to kiss, but he didn't agree. He wanted to hug her, but he just gave her a symbolic hug. As for Xie Yuqing, who took her ID card, she wanted to go out and have a room with Chen Mo. Chen Mo found various reasons and would rather die than do it. In this relationship, Chen Mo seems to be a little girl who doesn't know much about the world, while Xie Yuqing is like a big man who is extremely proactive and attentive.

This kind of couple relationship lasted for more than half a year. Xie Yuqing often sighed, is this the Chen Mo she wanted? Chen Mo was about to graduate, and a week before he decided to go to BJ Beipiao, the two sat by the beach again, and Chen Mo proposed to break up.

The breakup was not sudden, it was just sooner or later. Xie Yuqing knew in her heart that she was Chen Mo's girlfriend in name, but in fact, the two of them didn't have any intimacy and interaction between couples. She didn't get Chen Mo's girlfriend. Not to mention Chen Mo's heart, she fell in love with Chen Mo for three years, and after three years, she still got nothing in exchange for a bamboo basket.

"I don't agree, as long as I don't agree, we can't break up." Xie Yuqing knew that Chen Mo would leave this school soon, and go to BJ to find his music dream: "Chen Mo, you want to pursue you I support my dream of music, I support you unconditionally, I will graduate soon, I will find you, accompany you, and take care of you."

"Xie Yuqing, from the moment we were together, it was a wrong decision, so I don't want to make any more mistakes, I may not be suitable for dating, if I really like you, I may write for you A song, but so far, I have no passion and impulse to create for you, as if I have never had any unreasonable thoughts about you." Chen Mo made it very clear that everything should be over, he You have to be bold.

"I don't agree, I don't agree." Although Xie Yuqing knew that this was the inevitable result of the two, she still refused to accept this reality. She wanted to use her future behavior, future care, and companionship to slowly influence Chen Mo, but Chen Mo, why can't you wait a little longer?

"It doesn't matter if you agree or not. I hope you can find a new boyfriend, someone who really likes you and treats you well. I will bless you."

"I don't agree, I don't agree, as long as I don't agree, it doesn't count as a breakup." Xie Yuqing didn't want to hear Chen Mo's high-sounding excuses and his blessings for herself.

When one person sincerely blesses another person, the relationship is basically irreversible, and Xie Yuqing doesn't know this truth yet.

"Being together is a matter of two people, breaking up is a matter of one person, Xie Yuqing, thank you for being kind to me, but we really have to break up, I am going to BJ, to find my music dream, The road ahead may be hard, but I'm not afraid, we won't contact you any more in the future, I can't delay you." After Chen Mo finished speaking, he turned around and left, leaving Xie Yuqing sitting by the sea and crying alone.

Chen Mo went to BJ, started drifting north, and became a wandering singer on the street. Xie Yuqing called and sent him messages several times, but he chose his usual style and kept silent.

(End of this chapter)