Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 92 Winter 2016 (2)

The recording studio was found by Gao Hao, because it was Gao Hao’s friend, the recording studio was rented, and Chen Mo paid 500 yuan for the rental fee out of his own pocket. In the recording studio, Chen Mo was singing the song he wrote in summer passionately "Someone's Heart", this song was written by him for Xiaoxiao, the woman he loved very much before, thinking about the passage of time, at this time last year, he and Xiaoxiao just met, and after a year, the two people Already out of touch, he wrote a song for her.

A song contains too many emotions of Chen Mo.

In the summer of 2016, Chen Mo came back from Guangzhou and met Xiaoxiao unexpectedly at the subway station of Huilongguan East Street. , spent more than 300, but Chen Mo didn't feel distressed. Now he is no longer the person who cares about the cost of a meal. He just smiled and talked about how he likes to eat hot pot and who he is with during the meal. While eating hot pot, Chen Mo didn't speak, but just listening to Xiaoxiao talking to himself, he suddenly realized that Xiaoxiao seemed to be just a woman who knows how to eat, drink and have fun.

After the hot pot was over, the two walked out of the hot pot shop, Xiaoxiao walked towards his home not far away, Chen Mo looked at the back of Xiaoxiao going away, and lit a cigarette, he felt that he had relieved all his feelings for Xiaoxiao Yes, he likes women with dreams and pursuits, but Xiaoxiao, no.

Just like when he was with Li Xiaoying, he thought that he would have many common preferences and dreams with Li Xiaoying, but after they were really together, he discovered that Li Xiaoying was not as perfect as he thought, but at that time, he was in In Guangzhou, he had little contact with Li Xiaoying. He just portrayed the ideal woman in his heart and forcibly added it to Li Xiaoying. The requirements are extremely high, neither is Xiaoxiao, nor is Li Xiaoying.

That's why he didn't care about Li Xiaoying at this time, just letting him die from dysmenorrhea in bed, but he only had his ideals and pursuits in his heart, singing the songs he wrote in the recording studio.

After the song was recorded, Chen Mo and Gao Hao went to Chaoyang Joy City not far away, and the two of them had a meal together.

"What do you do now?" Chen Mo asked.

"I quit my job as a piano teacher, and now I'm in Xiaoxu Music, doing Two-dimensional music. I'm doing the arrangement work I like." Gao Hao took a sip of the Black Forest Cream Cake with a small spoon, he has a petty bourgeois sentiment And like, love to eat these western pastries.

"Xiao Xu's music, I seem to have heard of it." Chen Mo said thoughtfully, "Brother Gao, look, you're still doing what you like."

"That's right." Gao Hao smiled: "Being a piano teacher is a waste of life. Now I feel that my daily life is a bit interesting, but our company is not all as expected. The style of the arrangement, the boss will let me Two-dimensional, for a while, made me feel old-fashioned, feeling tortured by the boss every day, but the level of arrangement has also been greatly improved by trying various styles.”

"That's right, you will gain a lot of unexpected things when you suffer from all kinds of beatings at work. The unchanging life can only make people more and more comfortable. The end result of boiling frogs in warm water is that there is no power to fight back against life. " Chen Mo also took a sip of the cake with a small spoon: "Don't tell me, this cake is really delicious."

Gao Hao smiled: "How about you, how are you doing in this new media operation now? It can be regarded as realizing your ideal."

"Hey, I can't compare with you. I can only say that I am on the way to realize my ideal." Chen Mo continued: "New media operations are not easy to do. What’s more, it’s incomparable. You said that someone from a major is better than us in literary quality and professional ability. As for me, I don’t know anything, and I rack my brains every day to think about copywriting. You don’t know, I I don’t even have time to play Moments. Once, I went to work in the morning and took the subway home at night. I opened WeChat Moments on the subway and saw that a friend’s Moments were posted more than ten hours ago. You know, it turns out that I haven’t checked Moments all day.”

"Then you are amazing, and you have forgotten to eat and sleep." Gao Hao smiled: "Come on, let's replace wine with water to celebrate that we are all on the road to realize our dreams."

"Okay." Chen Mo had it, and had a pleasant conversation with Gao Hao. He completely forgot that there was still a person in the family lying on the bed, in great pain.

In the evening, Chen Mo took the subway from Qingnian Road on Line [-], then transferred to Line [-] to Tiantongyuan, and then took a bus from Tiantongyuan. On the bed, what he was like when he left, and what the house is still like when he comes back now, only then did he know that Li Xiaoying hadn't gotten out of bed all day.

"Are you feeling better?" Chen Mo asked, looking at the sleeping Li Xiaoying on the bed.

Li Xiaoying opened her eyes weakly, and slept all day, as if sleeping in the whole world: "It's okay."

"Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?" Chen Mo asked.

"I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat, please help me pour some water."

Chen Mo poured water and helped Li Xiaoying up. Li Xiaoying had been thirsty all day, in pain all day, and hungry all day. When the glass of water was handed over, she quickly drank water, which was regarded as drinking water to quench her thirst. Drink water to satisfy hunger, drink water to relieve pain.After drinking a glass of water, she let out a long sigh of relief, and lay down again with her eyes closed.

Looking at Li Xiaoying's haggard appearance, Chen Mo suddenly felt guilty.

As a boyfriend, he didn't accompany his girlfriend when she was suffering from dysmenorrhea, and left her alone at home for a whole day. Even if she wanted to drink a glass of water, no one helped her pour it. What kind of boyfriend is he? Thinking of yesterday, Li Xiaoying said to herself: "Chen Mo, I want to eat a hamburger." But she said, "What kind of hamburger to eat? There is no hamburger around here." After delivering it to the door, Li Xiaoying ate the hamburger and ignored herself.

This is Chen Mo's regret many years later. After a girl who once chose to believe in and like him was with him, when she wanted to eat a hamburger, Chen Mo didn't help her buy a hamburger. Not by his side, as a boyfriend, he is incompetent, he has never really considered other people's feelings, and later he realized that in that relationship, it was condensed into one word called no love, and he no longer loves Li Xiaoying, or maybe, He never really liked or loved Li Xiaoying at all, because he didn't love or didn't like it, so he didn't consider Li Xiaoying's emotions.

It's fair in the world of love. When you don't love someone, the other person will be keenly aware immediately. How can two people who no longer love each other still share the same bed?What followed was the outbreak of various contradictions.

(End of this chapter)