post middle age

Chapter 120
Ren Shuxia's heart was in turmoil, and some achievements at work seemed so insignificant at this moment. Facing this sudden emotional crisis, she was in a state of confusion for a moment, and she didn't know how to face the cruel reality.But there is one thing, she is very firm in her heart, that is, she wants to divorce Wang Lixin, but when she thinks of her daughter Keke's sad smiling face, and the scene of her crying for her father, what should she do?

Her head was getting bigger, and she was in a trance for a while. She came to the bathroom, washed up, looked at her haggard self in the mirror, and muttered:

"What should I do, what should I do?"

Thinking of the scene last night and the stupid words Wang Lixin said this morning, she was even more ashamed and powerless. She staggered to the bedroom by herself. When she saw the messy bedding on the bed and the remains on the pillow She became more and more angry with those strands of short hair, picked up the scissors, cut the quilt on the bed to pieces, then threw them all into several large garbage bags, carried them by herself, went downstairs, and threw them into the garbage can. It wasn't until this time that she let out a long sigh of relief and decided to go shopping alone!

Ren Shuxia was crazy, shopping in the mall, and bought a lot of big bags and small bags. When she was shopping for clothes aimlessly, her mother Ding Xiang called:
"Shuxia, have you arrived in Tianjin? Is Lixin okay? Keke heard that you have gone home, and every day is yelling when you will come back, and take her to play?"

"Mom, I, I, I'm shopping!" Ren Shuxia forced a smile and answered irrelevant questions.

Ding Xiang heard a hint of uneasiness from her daughter's hesitant words, and she asked worriedly:
"Shuxia, what's the matter, did you quarrel with Lixin?"

"No, Mom, I'm fine, don't think too much about it!" Ren Shuxia pretended to reply.

"You child, you just want to save face and suffer. The two of you have not been together for a long time. Now that you are together, you have to live a good life. If he says a few words about you, you should be more tolerant. As a woman, don't do anything. Arguing with your man and fighting for anger, you have to treat him better. To be honest, he has lived a difficult life for so many years. When you go to the construction site, he works alone in Tianjin, and Keke is not around. It is really difficult for him. ?” Ding Xiang didn’t finish talking.

Ren Shuxia listened to her mother patiently, and finally heard her babble:
"Okay, mom, I'm already this old, I know what to do with my own affairs, don't worry, I'll be home in a few days!"

"Why, Lixin doesn't have a holiday, he won't come back with you, but Keke keeps clamoring for his father and mother every day."

"He is also worthy of being a father!" Ren Shuxia couldn't hold back and blurted out.

Ding Xiang was startled. She felt that something must have happened to her daughter in Tianjin alone, and she became more and more worried. She continued to ask:
"What's wrong with Lixin, you must have quarreled, tell mom, what's the reason?"

"Mom, it's nothing, I can handle it, don't worry, okay, okay, I won't talk to you anymore, I'm going to take a taxi home." Ren Shuxia said and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Ren Shuxia went to a noodle restaurant by herself, ordered a portion of noodles, but for some reason, she couldn't finish a mouthful. Finally, with tears in her eyes, she picked up a spoon and swallowed a few mouthfuls of soup, a waitress next to her , Seeing this scene, I couldn't help being surprised, and asked carefully:
"Sister, is the noodles salty or bland? It's not to your liking. Tell me. I'll ask the chef to make a new bowl of noodles for you!"

"Thank you, the noodles are pretty good, but I have no appetite!" Ren Shuxia glanced at the smiling little waiter gratefully.

Ren Shuxia returned home from the shopping mall, came to the bedroom of the guest room, put the things she bought on the floor indiscriminately, did not take off her clothes, went to bed and fell asleep...

But that disgusting scene, as well as Wang Lixin's justification words to herself, lingered in her mind over and over again, and she couldn't get rid of it. She was just like this, lazy on the bed, half awake, half confused, until the end of the day. late at night……

(End of this chapter)