Crossing the Nongmen: The Space of Doctor Women is on fire!

Chapter 412 That is selfishness, not love

Looking at the "hill" gradually building up in the bowl in front of her, Qian Qinyi put down her chopsticks.

"Eat well."

These four words made the person who was about to pick up some food for her shudder, and his chopsticks froze in mid-air.

"it is good."

Feng Yiyao timidly retracted his chopsticks and put the food into his mouth.

The others had no time to watch the show, they were just praying silently for someone in their hearts, praying that he would not make Miss Qin angry and cause them to be kicked out. They hadn't eaten enough!
A New Year's Eve dinner was eaten amid the endless sound of fireworks in the capital. The dishes on the table were all gone, and several men had an unsatisfied look on their faces.

"After dinner, you can leave."

Qian Qinyi began to order them to leave, and Lu Zhu nodded in agreement, feeling a little disgusted. Have these people not eaten for several days?
Can you please pay attention to your image in front of the lady?

Feng Yiyao sat steadily, with no intention of leaving, pretending not to hear these words.

The other four secretly observed their master's expression. Not leaving?

If he doesn't leave, then they won't leave either!
The four of them also sat in their positions as if they hadn't heard anything, their backs straight as if they were sculptures.

Qian Qinyi asked Lu Zhu to bring five red envelopes to them, but they still didn't move.

Lu Zhu felt that these men were really stupid. Young Master Yao didn't leave because he obviously had something to say to the young lady. If they just stood there like an idiot, they would only waste their time together alone.

"Ahem, the wine and snacks at Zuixianju are free tonight."

The four men's eyes lit up. Zuixianju was one of Guihun Valley's businesses in the capital, and it was a very popular tavern. It had Miss Fan's original magical wine, a cup of which was worth a thousand gold coins, but it was still in short supply.

The reason is simple. This wine has a magical effect. After drinking it, not only will you not get drunk, but you will also feel refreshed, and your whole body will feel warm and smooth. It can even cure all diseases and prolong your life!

The taste is also mellow and penetrates the gums and fills the mouth, and is loved by men, women, young and old.

Without waiting for the master to give orders, Bai Rong gave Feng Yiyao an unkind look that said "May you be lucky" and left first, followed by the others. When Bai Yu left, he did not forget to invite Lu Zhu to join him.

There were only two people left in the private room, and the silence and awkwardness of their previous meeting returned.

"Aqin, Happy New Year!"

Feng Yiyao took a long time to get these words out. He wanted to apologize, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to start.

Admit that you acted on impulse?

Or do you admit that you are irresponsible and cowardly, that you are interesting but choose to be a coward?
"Well, happy new year!"

Qian Qinyi's tone was as calm as water, like a casual greeting with an ordinary friend.

This bland tone deeply hurt the softest part of Feng Yiyao's heart.

"Aqin, I'm sorry! I was too impulsive at the time. We have been together for so many years, I naturally understand your feelings for me. But I don't think I should drag you down. This road is too dangerous. I dare not gamble, I dare not gamble with our future. I... don't want you to get hurt because of this."

Feng Yiyao paused for a moment and said solemnly: "To be honest, I was the first one to be moved."

Qian Qinyi smiled, and that smile was colder than the snow in the capital. "What's the point of saying this? Since you have made your decision, I naturally have nothing to say."

Feng Yiyao became anxious and hurriedly grabbed her hand and placed it on his heart.

"How can it be useless? I like you, I like you very much!"

He was so flustered that he was somewhat incoherent. He could only use the simplest language and the most sincere tone to express his true feelings over and over again.

Qian Qinyi met his affectionate gaze, not knowing what he was going to do. She was the young master of Lanpingxuan, the fortune teller of Guihun Valley, and she also knew some medical skills. Aren't all these enough for her to protect herself?

Must I hide under his wings?

This is not worry, this is an unequal gaze.

In his eyes, I have never been considered as someone with whom he could confide or fight side by side.

If that’s the case, why say so much?

She is the person that Guihun Valley has cultivated with all its resources. In addition to love, she has a lot of things to do.

"You'd better go back soon. We are just fellow disciples with deep friendship."

Qian Qinyi withdrew her hand and stopped looking at him. Her expression was more like that of an ordinary passerby.

The trip to Ezhou really made her see the gap between the two of them. Although they had been together for many years, those were nothing compared to the family's blood feud.

There is no comparison between feelings and blood feud, she understood that, so she became even angrier. She was angry at why he firmly refused without even trying. Who was she?
Feng Yiyao understood her resistance and regretted the nonsense he had said, but time cannot be reversed and words once spoken cannot be taken back.

"I haven't come to see you since we parted in Ezhou. I also want Xiao Lang to be a passerby from now on, but I can't do it. The more I avoid it, the more your image will occupy my mind. That cannibalistic palace hides countless filth and dirt. I think it is enough for me to bear such suffering alone. The past eight years will be a nightmare that will accompany me for the rest of my life. Ah Qin, I don't want you to be imprisoned in that palace like me, and struggle in the quagmire. You and Junior Sister Ah Fan are both phoenixes soaring in the sky. If I bind you and drag you into the abyss just because of love, that is selfishness, not love."

When he heard the news that she was coming to the capital, he felt excited, timid, and worried about her.

But he waited and waited, waited until the news of her stirring up the capital was all over the place, waited until she disguised herself and went in and out of various powerful places to win over connections and show her courage, waited until she had established a firm position in the capital and even the emperor's people could not influence her in the slightest, but he never waited for her to come to see him.

He began to panic. Whenever he thought of what he had said, he would sit up in the middle of the night and slap himself in the face.

Why couldn’t I be more resolute at that time? Why couldn’t I learn from Anian’s frankness and courage?

At the palace banquet tonight, he stared at the glass of poisoned wine on the table and was absent-minded for a long time.

Since we can die at any time and anywhere, why can't we fulfill our wish and live a carefree life?
"Ah Qin, can you give me another chance? I will use my actions to prove that I am serious and determined. I am not the coward that Ah Nian said. And let's not just stop at the friendship between fellow disciples, okay?"

Qian Qinyi didn't respond, but her expression relaxed.

Feng Yiyao seemed to see hope and took out a crystal jade pendant from his arms. The pattern on it was exquisitely carved, it was a Clivia.

"Can you take this? Consider it my sincerity in trying to get a chance. This is what my grandfather left for me. You gave me the orchid mask, and I'll give you the Clivia. We are equals."

equal?

Qian Qinyi finally looked up and faced the person in front of her. His charming face was full of anticipation. It turned out that he knew!
I know what she is bothered by, so why did I push her away when I knew it clearly?