Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 155 Butterfly
"Lin Hui went out to play with Zhuo Yufan again."

Wang Xuetong looked at Zhuo Yufan's post on WeChat, and smiled slightly at Yi Katie.

"How do you know? Who told you."

Because of Zhuo Yufan and Lin Hui's matter, Yi Kaiti was in a trance and a little absent-minded.

Hearing what she said, my heart was confused again.

"You can see for yourself what Zhuo Yufan is doing."

Wang Xuetong said, and handed over his mobile phone.

During the military training, she chatted with Zhuo Yufan and became friends.

Looking at Zhuo Yufan's activity in her WeChat Moments, Yi Katie pursed her lips lightly, feeling very uncomfortable.

The accompanying picture is an exquisite western restaurant, Zhuo Yufan is dressed up brilliantly.

Lin Hui, who was sitting opposite him, showed a handsome profile.

"If it were me, I would definitely not let Huihui take me to such an expensive place to eat."

"What a waste of money."

Yi Katie sighed leisurely, and returned the phone to Wang Xuetong.

The first thing she thought of was not her grievance.

It's about how much Lin Hui will spend in this restaurant.

Yi Katie is naive and ignorant, but she is different from those girls who demand too much and treat their boyfriends like ATM machines.

Her family is not rich, far less well-off than Lin Hui's.

But when she was with him, she never thought of asking him to give her a beautiful bag and lipstick, nor did she need him to give her expensive gifts on festivals for the sake of ritual.

With Lin Hui's personality, as long as she wanted a gift, Lin Hui would buy it for her.

But she asked for nothing.

Because she wanted to marry Lin Hui.

She wants to have a small family with him and have two dolls.

And getting married costs a lot of money.

Yi Katie often even thinks that the wedding is too extravagant and it is not good to waste money.

Wedding dresses are so expensive, you don't need to buy them, just rent them.

There is no need to buy expensive rings, just buy cheap ones and just go through the motions.

Raising a child also requires careful budgeting. Milk powder and diapers are very expensive, and three meals a day, as well as water and electricity expenses, cost a lot of money.

In the future, it will be a big expense for children to go to kindergarten...

Yi Katie even calculated the accounts carefully, and recorded all the money she would spend on getting married in a small account book.

She saves a small half of the living expenses given by her family every month.

Because Lin Hui was always lavish with money, she was worried that he would suddenly run out of money.

At night, Yi Katie squatted on the bed, looked at the swaying wind and snow outside, and buried her face in her knees.

She didn't know why she was so sad.

It should be a very happy thing to like someone, why is it so sad?
In the off-campus hotel, after a hearty workout.

Lin Hui lit a cigarette and took two puffs contentedly.

Zhuo Yufan lay on his chest with a smile on his face.

Early the next morning, Lin Hui looked at the woman who was still asleep beside her pillow, got up quietly, and straightened her clothes in front of the mirror.

He always walks quietly, like a traveler passing by without leaving a trace.

On the way back to the dormitory, he saw Yi Katie downstairs.

Yi Kaiti waited quietly, holding soy milk and steamed buns in her hand.

She probably didn't wash her hair when she went out today, probably because of the cold weather.

The hair on the forehead exploded like a hedgehog.

The lips are a little chapped, and there is no makeup on the face. With plain makeup, the small blemishes on the skin are exposed.

The girl waited quietly, like a dumb doll.

Only occasionally when you blink, will there be a hint of aura.

Her nose was a little red from the cold, and her dark circles were a little heavy. It seemed that she didn't have a good rest last night.

"Katie?"

Lin Hui pinched off the cigarette, threw it into the trash can, and walked towards her.

"Huihui, I bought you breakfast."

Yi Katie looked at him with a smile on his face again.

Seeing the smile on her face, Lin Hui suddenly felt guilty for no reason.

He took the soy milk and steamed buns she bought, and started to eat them.

Sit with her on the bench in the flower bed downstairs in the dormitory.

Yi Katie didn't speak, just rested her chin, raised her face slightly to look at the sky, and blinked occasionally.

Lin Hui swallowed the steamed stuffed bun, lowered his head and said nothing.

It's not because the buns are delicious, but because he has a reason not to speak while eating.

After a long time, Yi Katie suddenly said: "Huihui, I want to marry you."

Hearing this, Lin Hui slowed down his chewing.

It wasn't the first time he heard a girl say that.

In the past, when many girls were lying on the bed with him, he would hear such a sentence.

Up to now, he has no worries.

And Yi Katie is just an ignorant child in his heart.

What do children know?

Lin Hui only thought of her as a "children's speech without restraint".

"You're still young and don't know anything."

"I was serious."

Yi Katie looked sideways at Lin Hui's eyes, her serious expression was exactly the same as those girls who said they wanted to be with him in the past.

"I know."

Lin Hui smiled faintly and reached out to stroke her hair.

He believed that when she said this, she really wanted to marry him in her heart.

But he didn't believe that Yi Katie would implement this idea until the day she actually married him.

"Huihui, don't go to sleep with others, okay?"

Yi Katie looked at Lin Hui, pouted, and her voice was aggrieved.

"I...I feel so sad."

"When you and Zhuo Yufan went out to play, I felt so sad."

It is a sin to make a girl like her sad, and Lin Hui felt the same way.

He wanted to say to her, "Okay, I won't hang out with other girls."

But reason told him that he couldn't do it.

Lin Hui knew exactly who he was.

To put it bluntly, dogs can't change eating shit.

"You know, I'm a scumbag."

He never hides the fact that he is a scumbag.

Now that you're a whore, you might as well be a little more slutty.

Standing up the archway to pretend to be affectionate will make him feel sick.

Yi Katie didn't speak any more, she drooped her head and was about to cry.

For the rest of the day, both were silent.

Or go to the classroom to attend classes together, and go to the cafeteria to eat her favorite cross bridge rice noodles.

As usual, Lin Hui put the beef in his own bowl into hers.

But no one spoke.

In the evening, in the corridor of the dormitory, she saw Zhuo Yufan dressed up very beautifully, walking towards her.

She was walking while talking on the phone.

It was Lin Hui's voice that came from the other end of the phone.

Yi Katie paused, then hurried back to the dormitory.

After closing the door, I couldn't help crying.

"what happened?"

Liu Ting closed the book, walked over and asked with concern.

"No... nothing."

Yi Katie squatted down, crying pear blossoms with rain.

Seeing her crying so sadly, Wang Xuetong, who had been making sarcastic remarks in the dormitory, felt soft in her heart, and couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic.

"Is it because of Lin Hui again?"

Wang Xuetong took out two pieces of paper and handed them over.

Yi Katie choked and didn't speak.

"Oh, why are you bothering?"

"Lin Hui always likes to play, so he either breaks up or turns a blind eye."

Sometimes Wang Xuetong also feels that she is very strange.

In her heart, she looked down on those dedicated and honest people and would laugh at them as dog lickers, and at the same time hated Lin Hui who was so sentimental.

While looking down on Yi Katie for being so silly and sweet, seeing her sad makes me feel bad.

"Katie, I don't think Lin Hui is really suitable for you."

Liu Ting thought about it, and said very seriously.

"He's too promiscuous and too playful."

"Your character is too soft to grasp."

Wang Xuetong also nodded slightly, expressing approval.

"Why do you keep this kind of scumbag? Let's break it up. Really."

"Why did you bind yourself to a scumbag?"

Yi Katie swallowed softly, and it took a while to recover.

She returned to her place and flipped through her notebook.

It lists her and Lin Hui's daily living expenses.

Lin Hui's money for cigarettes, food, clothes dry cleaning...

After crying, Yi Katie lay on the bed without sleep all night.

All night, she was thinking about the future with Lin Hui.

When Lin Hui returned to the dormitory, he ran into Yi Katie downstairs again.

She bought him breakfast as usual.

"Huihui, let's... let's divide up."

Lin Hui was eating buns when Yi Katie suddenly said this.

He froze for a moment, then looked up at Yi Katie.

In the past, Yi Katie would also get jealous because he got close to other girls, and then quarrel.

But she never said the word break up.

"we do not match."

Yi Katie thought about it all night, cried all night, and the pillow towel was wet.

Maybe, the Lin Hui she wanted was just what she imagined.

The ideal is beautiful because it cannot be realized.

And Lin Hui will never become what she imagined.

Lin Hui came back to his senses and nodded slightly.

He didn't seem so surprised by this day.

It can even be said that he has already made psychological preparations.

"it is good."

He only said such a simple word, without dragging his feet.

Seeing that he didn't hesitate at all, Yi Katie seemed to feel a big emptiness in her heart.

That nostalgia was let go.

"You're a good girl, you shouldn't be with a scum like me."

"Now I understand, why didn't I sleep with you?"

Lin Hui suddenly smiled.

"If you sleep with me, I will delay you."

None of the girls he had slept with in the past was as good as Yi Katie.

But when he really met a good girl, he couldn't bear to sleep with her.

Yi Katie took a deep breath, finally handed him a notebook, and then ran away quickly.

Lin Hui looked at her back and always thought of the way she was when she handed him the love letter for the first time.

It is also the same as now, running away quickly.

She was blushing then, but now her eyes are red.

Lin Hui stood where he was, watching her back gradually move away from his sight.

It took a long time before I came back to my senses like waking up from a big dream.

My heart was empty, as if something was missing, irritable for no reason.

He wanted to smoke again, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, lit one, and started smoking.

One is not enough, two is not enough.

In the end, there were more than a dozen cigarette butts in the groove outside the balcony of the dormitory.

Lin Hui smoked one by one until his throat started to hurt, his voice became hoarse, and he began to cough violently.

"It was the right choice for Katie to do so."

"You are a bastard, you are not worthy of such a clean person."

He muttered, trying to convince himself.

But he still felt an indescribable loss.

……

Early in the morning, the first snowfall.

When waking up from the dream, Gongsun Jin was in a daze for a long time.

He had another long dream, dreaming of his previous life.

He dreamed that he who did not come to this world started a new life and had a new life.

When he accidentally looked sideways, he saw a black swallowtail butterfly on the windowsill.

The butterfly is beautiful, and the patterns on its wings are mysterious and gorgeous.

At this time, he suddenly remembered the story of Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly.

"Did I dream of the butterfly, or did the butterfly dream of me?"

"Is it Gongsun Jin from this time and space who dreamed of me in another time and space?"

"Or am I in another time and space, dreaming of Gongsun Jin?"

Gongsun Jin watched it for a long time, until it flew up from the docked window, flapped its wings and flew away, and then regained consciousness.

Get up and wash, and then make breakfast for the two girls.

Zhuang Xiaomeng set the alarm clock and didn't wake him up again.

Ever since she found out that Gongsun Jin and Zhong Lingzi were dating yesterday, she distanced herself from Gongsun Jin.

If there is no confirmed relationship, she will compete with Zhong Lingzi without giving up anything.

But since the two have become lovers, her self-esteem does not allow her to be a third party.

After breakfast, the three of them went out together.

Zhuang Xiaomeng walked quickly, holding an umbrella alone, leaving the two of them far behind.

"Today is the day to record the trailer for "The Sound of Sheng Sheng" again."

"I don't know what the theme of this issue is."

Compared to before, Zhong Lingzi was not so nervous anymore.

Gongsun Jin didn't speak, but looked at Zhuang Xiaomeng's back with a dazed expression.

Seeing him staring at Zhuang Xiaomeng's back, he didn't reply to his words.

Zhong Lingzi pouted slightly, feeling a little unhappy, reached out and slapped his arm lightly.

"Oh, what did you just say?"

Gongsun Jin came back to his senses.

Zhong Lingzi blushed, puffed her cheeks, and said angrily: "I said you are a dog."

"Wang! Wang!"

Gongsun Jin didn't get angry, she barked twice like a dog, then reached out and rubbed her head, messing up her hair.

Zhong Lingzi rolled his eyes helplessly, and reached out to take his arm.

After the morning class, the two got into the crew's car and headed to the recording site.

There were people coming and going outside the venue, and the bustling flow of people was dizzying.

Fans of Zhong Lingzi held up banners and support signs, shouting her name.

"Now you have your fans."

Gongsun Jin looked at the cheering fans and smiled faintly.

"Yes."

Zhong Lingzi felt a little emotional, remembering that when she first came here, there wasn't even a single person who knew her.

The two walked into the venue amid the cheers of many fans, and enthusiastic fans sent bouquets of flowers.

In the lounge, the leather sofa chair is very soft, which makes people feel comfortable in winter.

When Zhong Lingzi relaxed, he felt that it was really comfortable.

In the past, I was always on pins and needles, and I couldn't understand it.

The original black glass table was wiped clean and spotless.

In a vase on the table, there are two bright red roses.

The blush of the petals is like rouge on a girl's lips.

Zhong Lingzi leaned over and sniffed lightly with her delicate little nose.

She actually likes roses very much.

Gongsun Jin took a photo with her mobile phone, thought for a while, and added the copywriting "With a tiger in my heart, I sniff the rose carefully".

His photography skills are actually mediocre, but he can't help Zhong Lingzi's good looks.

No matter how ordinary photos are taken, there is a special charm between the charming light and shadow and the blend of colors.

Seeing Gongsun Jin's copywriting, Zhong Lingzi puffed his cheeks and beat him.

"Are you saying I have a bad temper, like a tiger?"

"What do you say?"

Gongsun Jin rubbed his arm, and was punched by her, which was really painful.

After all the singers arrived, the host began to announce the theme.

"The theme of this issue is..."

As the big screen jumped, a black swallowtail butterfly appeared on the screen.

"Butterfly."

When Gongsun Jin heard this name, he was thoughtful.

When leaving the venue, he couldn't help but think of the butterfly he saw when he woke up from his dream.

"Do you have any inspiration for the theme of this issue?"

Zhong Lingzi asked.

"some."

Gongsun Jin nodded slightly.

After filming the show, there are still classes in school at night.

The two went back to school first, and Gongsun Jin returned to the dormitory, having a rare rest time.

Ever since Zhong Lingzi made his debut, he has become very busy and spends very little time in the dormitory.

After recording tonight's program, tomorrow I will go to Platinum Arranger to record songs with Lingzi.

"Gongsun, would you like to drink with me?"

Lin Hui leaned back on the chair, his eyes were a little sad.

"I only drink iced Coke."

Gongsun Jin said calmly.

"Okay, I'll treat you to an iced Coke."

Lin Hui grinned slightly when he heard this.

After evening class, at a food stand outside the school, Lin Hui opened a bottle of wine, raised his neck and poured it down his throat.

"What? Are you in trouble?"

Gongsun Jin didn't mind chatting with this beast in clothes.

"I broke up with Katie."

Lin Hui had a wine belch, his stomach was distended uncomfortably.

"Didn't you say it was a good thing?"

"Someone said before that if Katie is leaving you, she must have become a mature, sensible and intelligent woman."

"If that's the case, then why are you upset?"

Gongsun Jin drank ice-cola and looked at the half-mile long street in the twilight.

"I do not know."

Lin Hui looked confused.

(End of this chapter)