weak waist

He was even angrier, so he just smiled angrily.

Gu Shanghuai pulled him up from the ground, "Is there any more?"

See what else can blow him out of a cerebral thrombosis.

Yue Yanshu turned his head and pointed to the little Gun cub who was playing with the mastiff cub on the balcony, except for that one.

"I'm so angry, what good does it do you other than being a widow?" Gu Shanghuai said through gritted teeth, and bit the tip of her nose in disbelief, "Am I so unworthy of your trust?"

"I'll tell you the truth, I promise you won't be angry." With Yue Yanshu in his arms, it's unlikely that he wanted to run away, but Gu Shanghuai still kept his word.

"I try my best."

"You promise." Even though these words are unreliable, Yue Yanshu must ask him to promise.

Otherwise, she was afraid that there would be some flesh and blood suffering today.

Gu Shanghuai frowned, Yue Yanshu insisted.

Gu Shanghuai took a deep breath, "Okay, I promise I won't be angry."

After getting the guarantee, Yue Yanshu breathed a sigh of relief, "It's not that I don't believe you, it's my own problem. I know my own problem, but I can't overcome it. My parents treat me like that. I'm not sure if I'm real or not." It is worth what other people pay for me."

Rather than being unsure, it is better to say that she has always felt that she is not worthy of what others will do for her.

Gu Shanghuai was angry, but more of it was heartache and hatred for Lin Jiunian. If possible, he wanted to catch Lin Jiunian and beat him severely.

"In the past ten years, I have changed my name, changed my living environment, and my new parents and Yanqi have treated me very well. I also try my best to change this thinking, but whenever I feel When it’s worth it, I can always dream of her screaming crazily in my ears, calling me a disaster, calling me not supposed to exist in this world, calling me not worthy of being liked by anyone.”

The sharp sound made her ears hurt, even after so many years, it was still clear.

Gu Shanghuai couldn't care less about being angry, he could only hug him tightly in his arms and apologize in a low voice in her ear.

Yue Yanshu, who was being hugged, secretly breathed a sigh of relief, so she said, if nothing happens, she will sell it badly. Anyway, she is used to these nightmares, and she will not be afraid if she is used to them.

"So you still refuse to tell me about your mother?" Yue Yanshu's voice was slightly hoarse, with grievances that cannot be ignored.

Gu Shanghuai obviously resisted, Yue Yanshu sniffed, and immediately said: "If you don't want to, forget it."

Wronged, innocent, and pitiful.

Gu Shanghuai let go of him, and all she saw was such a face, she knew how to handle him.

Gu Shanghuai placed the person on the sofa and sat down, went to the study by himself, took a photo album when he came out, and sat next to Yue Yanshu when he came back.

Yueyanshu took over the heavy photo album, opened the first page, and there was a cut photo. In the photo, a woman was sitting on a hospital bed, holding a newborn baby tenderly in her arms, but the other side of the photo was covered with It was cut off, and even the hands on the woman's shoulders were painted over with black marker.

The cut marks were a bit rough, and even the paint was messy. At that time, Gu Shanghuai must have hated Gu Yuanqi very much.

If her nightmares were common pain, then Gu Shanghuai's childhood was a torn, bloody tragedy.

"She is a doctor and loves to laugh, but she doesn't know much about the world and speaks directly, so she always offends some people who think they are noble."

Yue Yanshu looked at Gu Shanghuai who was hugging her, and felt that he was implicating Mr. Gu, and she had evidence.

Some people with high self-esteem.

"Gu Yuanqi is a patient with acute appendicitis she met when she was on night shift. He chased after my mother, stalking her like a dog's plaster."

The corner of Yue Yanshu's mouth twitched, the father and son of the Gu family really didn't have a good thing in Gu Shanghuai's eyes.

"Your mother should marry him because she likes him." People in the photo can see that she loves the child, and also loves the child's father.

"Perhaps. He studied ancient literature. It is said that he wrote hundreds of sour love poems for my mother. Later, he set up a publishing company with the old man's money and hired a secretary."

Speaking of this, Yue Yanshu could feel the hostility gradually rising in him.

Yue Yanshu held his hand, "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

In order not to strangle her to death for a while while talking, it would be an unwarranted disaster.

Gu Shanghuai looked at the Yueyan book with a chill, and he knew exactly what she was thinking, "Now there is no hurry to regret it."

Yue Yanshu wanted to run away when he heard this, but Gu Shanghuai directly pulled him over and held him in his arms.

"Yueyanshu, if you enter my shell, you will have no possibility of getting out." Gu Shanghuai hugged her tightly, which seemed to be love words, more like a low-key curse.

Yue Yanshu's feet moved, as if he was testing whether he could go out now.

Xiao Gunzi, who was playing with Mastiff Cub, heard the commotion here, saw Daddy and Mommy hugging each other like Jenga, immediately got up and ran over, rushed into Yue Yanshu's arms like a small cannonball, He completely welded the person to Gu Shanghuai's arms.

"Baby hugs, baby hugs." Xiao Gunzi smiled and hugged Daddy in Mummy's arms.

"You can't run away." Gu Shanghuai hugged the mother and child in his arms, whispering in Yue Yanshu's ear.

Yue Yanshu's heart felt settled for a moment, as if she was really supported by someone.

But this feeling was only for a moment, and then disappeared.

Lin Jiunian is still alive, and her affairs are still a mess, so the unclear truth is like a whisper in the dark, warning her that she is not worthy.

"Okay." Yue Yanshu told himself in his heart, this time, she would definitely not run away on her own initiative.

The story of Gu Shanghuai is very long. It is as long as a woman jumped from the top of a tall building in a nursing home to a nursing home in five years.

From the happy child whose father dotes on his mother, to the ignorant child who has experienced parental disputes, cold wars, etc., to the suffocating ignorant child, to watching a strange woman frequently appear beside his mother, saying something He couldn't understand the words until his mother fell from a tall building.

Later, regardless of his objection, his loving father brought the murderer who killed his mother into the house and told him repeatedly that the murderer only appeared to take care of him.

A five-year-old child, almost completely surrounded by the darkness of hatred, watched the murderer gradually cover all traces of his mother's life.

He thought about killing people, and he did. In the end, it was his aunt who played his mother's recording and brought him back to the brink of violence.

His mother said he wanted to be a good boy.

But the price of being a good kid is too high.

How could Yue Yanshu not understand that they used to be good kids, but none of them were favored by this world.

"Gu Shanghuai, I promise to let her kneel in front of your mother's grave the day after tomorrow to pay for what she has done." Yue Yanshu tightly held Gu Shanghuai's person with his backhand, and made a serious promise.

Biu, it will be the middle of the month soon, thanks to the babies who sent the monthly pass in half a month:

①Little bean +19
②Piaolingyan+7 (To be honest, this name has successfully taught me two traditional Chinese characters!)
③LM734+3
④ How do you know that the sea of ​​people is scattered +2
⑤Book Friends 20201011**************3131+2
⑥Su Yan-aE+2
⑦Book Friends 20230523**************4124+1
⑧Peach Soda+1
⑨~YoYo~+1
⑩ "Beautiful like fire" +1
An impressive nickname +1
Xingxin-DE+1
... ring, love... +1
Egg tarts do not eat eggs +1
AngleAN+1
Quilt-Tattoo/Vote +1
shallow. -Dd +1
Amy+1
截止到7.13晚上12：00共计47票，满50票月票加更。

And for the babies who voted for Douzi, you can see every Douzi you voted for. Because of the limited number of words, there is no way to name and thank you one by one. Douzi is unified here, thank you!

ps: Douzi Classroom is now open! ! !

① Gone with the wind, traditional Chinese characters for Gone with the Wind.

② Yan, the traditional Chinese characters of Yan.

③Tattoo, read qing, is easily confused with Qian (qian).

I have to say that Chinese characters are extensive and profound! ! !