The past life is cold and the present life is warm

Chapter 225 Struggling
Although he also had speculation in his heart, he never confirmed it directly, because there was a trace of fear hidden deep in his heart.Afraid this is the truth.As long as he doesn't look into it, maybe what he sees is true.

But some time ago, he inadvertently confirmed this conjecture from his parents.For a moment, his heart was tormented.I don't know what kind of face to face my father, and what kind of face to face my concubine brother.

Some time ago, he wanted to talk to his father about the family affairs.But he didn't expect to hear his mother complaining about his father.and father's helplessness.Only then did he figure out why Bai Jinyan, a reserved, silent and stubborn younger brother, was willing to stay in welfare even though he was receiving what seemed to be the worst treatment in the Bai Mansion.

So now whenever he thinks of Bai Jinyan, he will feel guilty.In the past, although he did not bully Bai Jinyan like other brothers and sisters in the mansion.But he was also resentful.After all, my father has been away from Beijing for many years.He never came home, and even sent few letters.But not long after returning home, such a concubine brother appeared.How could he not be angry.All the paternal love he lacked for so many years was lost to this concubine brother.

So whenever he saw Bai Jinyan being bullied by other brothers and sisters, he just watched with cold eyes.There may even be a little bit of comfort in my heart.But when she heard about her father, her mother admitted it herself.It was the exchange of Bai Jinyan's mother and son for the current prosperity and wealth of the Bai Mansion.He felt ashamed and ashamed as never before.

How does he feel that this kind of behavior is different from Wei Gong's murder of the deceased's family?Duke Wei escaped with the help of his old friend.Just because of the sound of swordsmen.Just suspect that the old man is looking for himself.And the sword kills it.

Now his father was rescued by Bai Jinyan's mother to save his life.But for the sake of my own life.Using Bai Jinyan's mother to create stains and excuses for herself.He even forced Bai Jinyan's mother to death in the end.Although my father said that he didn't want to force him to death at the beginning.However, Bai Jinyan's mother died unexpectedly, which is irrefutable.This is where my father's biggest stain lies.

But even though his father knew he was wrong, he still never treated Bai Jinyan kindly.Even the mother despised Bai Jinyan, and even secretly encouraged other brothers and sisters in the house to bully Bai Jinyan.He felt that this was far from the father and mother he knew.

This time, Bai Jinyan won the election, and his father thought it was an opportunity.After all, because his father was a grand teacher in the court, and because the emperor was afraid of their Baifu, even if he passed the high school entrance examination, he could only stay at home.If you can't enter the court, you have to manage the affairs of the clan.

And my father felt that this time Chunwei Bai Jinyan would have a chance to gain a foothold in the court if he graduated from high school.Because in the eyes of the emperor, Bai Jinyan, the concubine brother, was against their Bai family. After all, the Bai family forced his mother to death.It is estimated that His Majesty will be happy to support him to fight against the White House.In this way, the Bai family can be gradually disintegrated from the inside.

But what he didn't understand was that since his father knew that the emperor might use Bai Jinyan to dismantle their White House.Why do you still think this is an opportunity?Aren't you afraid that Bai Jinyan will really trample the entire Bai Mansion under his feet?Just because he once knelt down to Bai Jinyan.Admit your mistake to Bai Jinyan.And hope to get Bai Jinyan's understanding?And did Bai Jinyan easily forgive his father because of his kneeling?Or what else did father do behind this?In the end, Bai Jinyan was willing to stay in the White Mansion, and he could still work for the White Mansion.

But no matter what, he couldn't let Bai Jinxing join King Huai Si's party. After all, the emperor had supported this King Huai Si back then to contain the prince.How could you let your own family members enter the hostile camp as the prince's mother family in their White House.

But just like the teacher said.Since he has already made a mistake in this peaceful and prosperous age, he still has to try his best to make up for it.If the mother is not reconciled to the father's love being separated.And his father had no way to say good things to Bai Jin openly.Let him do the things of caring for Bai Jinyan, helping Bai Jinyan, and making up for Bai Jinyan.

At this time, Wei Xianju was inside.Because Bai Jinxing took the lead in re-emphasizing the students, all the candidates came alive.People began to ask questions.Zhou Ziyao, who was sitting under the stage, was sweating on his palms.He felt that he should not think about the script for the time being.This is an opportunity, and I should muster up my courage.Put forward some of your own views and suggestions, and ask one or two.Maybe it can leave a little impression on King Wise.

He only focused on himself.Didn't notice.Bai Jinyan, who was sitting with him, sat there with an indifferent face.And Sun Xiaotian was watching the excitement all over his face.From time to time, make some comments on the people who ask questions.The two of them didn't look like they wanted to sincerely participate in the Juxianhui.

Bai Jinxing, who had figured it out on the second floor, looked downstairs and found that Bai Jinyan was just sitting at the table with his back straight, occasionally drinking tea or talking to Sun Xiaotian on the side from time to time.She didn't seem to want to express herself at all.On the contrary, the one sitting with him, asked his subordinates to inquire, and said that the person named Zhou Ziyao looked eager to try.I don't know what kind of person Zhou Ziyao is.It actually made Sun Xiaotian accept him.It is estimated that it is also very human.So I planned to have someone investigate him carefully.

Finally, a scholar finished talking about the problems he had encountered while reading the book, and got an answer from Mr. Guozijian, so he sat down with excitement and satisfaction.Zhou Ziyao finally gritted his teeth and mustered up the courage to stand up.

Zhou Ziyao just stood up and bowed to salute.After a nervous self-introduction.Suddenly, someone shouted: "Hey, isn't this the famous script book in our capital? Could it be that I encountered a problem when writing the script and wanted to ask the gentlemen for advice? But our gentlemen in Daji are good at learning but not good at it. The story book. Did you go to the wrong place? Shouldn’t you go to the corner alley to solve the confusion?”

After saying this, a small group of people laughed in a low voice.And Zhou Ziyao's face was as red as a pig's liver.His body trembled, not knowing whether it was anger or shame.All the gentlemen on the stage, except Mr. Wen, also looked sideways and asked the colleagues who came with them what was going on.

King Huai Si on the stage couldn't help but frown, his expression a little pale.He gestured to the steward at the side and said in a low voice, "Find out what's going on with this Zhou Ziyao. Then find out who is the person who dared to make a fuss at my Juxian meeting."

At this time, Shao Zhiqi on one side suddenly leaned forward and half-covered his body on the table.A little proudly, he whispered to King Huaisi: "You don't need to check this cousin Zhou Ziyao. I know what's going on. A few days ago, the Ruiwenzhai, which is known as the largest in the capital, recently added a new batch of scripts. Written It’s quite interesting, and I even bought a few copies to read. The most interesting thing is that the gimmicks it plays are made by this year’s newcomers. It’s Zhou Ziyao.”

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