The past life is cold and the present life is warm

Chapter 6 Memories
Thinking of the pen in Su Wanqiu's hand paused here, in fact, she didn't seem to have the right to think about tourmaline like this.After all, the former self thought Tourmaline was cute, and she had a frankness and agility that I didn't have.

And he is not like a tourmaline.Always believe what others say. Before the age of 15, I lived so carefree and smooth, so that after the age of 17, there was no end to the suffering.

Thinking of her previous life, Su Wanqiu couldn't help clenching her teeth.After all, the so-called last life was just experienced by him.

When he was 15 years old, Shao Guogong's mansion sent someone to propose marriage for his second son Shao Zhiqi.At that time, my father and grandmother felt that this marriage was too strange.And how could Duke Shao's mansion be so high-ranked by a small fourth-rank official.Adding to the complicated feelings in the compound, they didn't want to agree to this marriage. .

However, the hero outside the Jialan Temple saved the beauty, the surprise in his eyes.Let yourself believe that this seemingly weak but gentle young man and himself are the gifted scholar, beautiful woman, immortal couple only in the storybook.But I never thought about whether there was any conspiracy behind it.

Under the seemingly full sincerity of Shao Guogong's mansion, coupled with Danmei's many inquiries.In his own eyes, Shao Zhiqi, the second son of Duke Shao's mansion, is a mate that is hard to find in heaven and earth; he has a good family background, good character, good looks, and quick wit.

With Danmei's help, I secretly met Shao Zhiqi privately many times, and I felt like I hated seeing each other late.

Moreover, after Shao Zhiqi got in touch with him, he didn't dislike his humble reputation, and was willing to marry him back home.Really love myself deeply.

So under their own stalking, crying, making trouble and hanging themselves, the father and grandmother finally couldn't bear it, and agreed to the marriage.And this let go of his own life in such a hurry.

At the age of 16, she hastily but gracefully married into Shao Guogong's mansion.Since then, he has become the envy of all the ladies and ladies in this huge capital city.But the days when I thought I only envied mandarin ducks but not immortals in the storybook only lasted for more than a year.

More than a year of harmony, more than a year of love, more than a year of motherly kindness and filial piety, and more than a year of harmony between sisters-in-law.After more than a year, it was gone.Before she knew it, everything was revealed, the mother-in-law questioned her childlessness, the people next to her bed gradually stayed out at night, the sister-in-law at home bullied her, and even the slaves in the house became daring to step on her.And I don't know when I was trapped in that small world to live like years.

Su Wanqiu unconsciously rubbed the pen in his hand while recalling.Maybe not unconsciously?Now that I think about it carefully, it has actually been different since the old man was ordered to pick up the sixth prince back to Beijing.

However, the old man passed away unexpectedly on his way back to Beijing, and the new man did not return due to injuries.It just made everything worse.And everything is actually traceable.And what kind of role does Danmei play in this?

Su Wanqiu at the table was thinking about it, and unconsciously, there was a faint hostility lingering around her.People who trampled on and hurt her and her family in the last life, don't even think about it in this life. She wants to protect her family and herself.Thinking of this, her hand holding the pen tightly pinched the penholder.The knuckles of the fingers turned blue and white.She exhaled lightly.In this life, she will never marry that filthy man again, and she doesn't want to step into that complicated Duke's mansion again.

So in this life, let's start by destroying their marriage.I don't know if their inexplicable relationship can continue after getting rid of Danmei.

It's just that if you don't enter the Duke's mansion again, you may never meet your Pan'er again in this life, right?My own cute, well-behaved, and sensible Pan'er.My own pink and soft Pan'er like a lotus root doll.Thinking of Pan'er Su Wanqiu's expression became infinitely gentle, but tears unconsciously filled the eye sockets, and slowly overflowed from the eye sockets.She really wanted to hug her Pan'er again and kiss her Pan'er.Little by little, her heart began to throb.She hurriedly shook her head not to let herself think about things related to Pan'er.

But Su Wanqiu's thoughts couldn't help drifting to brother Yan.On the only person in that mansion who would take care of him.

Later, Pan'er was taken away from him, only he would send someone to tell her about Pan'er's situation every once in a while.Are you tall?Fat or thin.Will you often cry to find your mother?

It's just that his care for himself made him unable to see through and understand.Is it like what he said, because he gave birth to Pan'er who is related to him by blood?But sometimes his behavior is not like this, no matter what, it is a touch of warmth in her bleak life in the last few years.She should thank him anyway.

Recalling the first time I saw brother Yan in my previous life, it was the winter of that year.At that time, she finally met the legendary eldest son of Duke Shao's mansion, the new young Duke.

At that time, she was grounded and could not go to the front and main courtyards without being summoned.At that time, Tourmaline had just died, and he felt very depressed after being grounded again, so he didn't have any idea of ​​joining in the fun.But under Suzhu and Mozhan's hard work, they were quietly dragged to the side door of the front yard with some helplessness.

She just took a long look at the man who the servants were secretly talking about.The man in his eyes has fair skin and a gentle temperament like jade, Yushu Lanzhi. It's just that he can't see his face very clearly from too far away, but it must give people a good feeling.It's just that the wheelchair under him is a bit of an eyesore.

At that time, she didn't know whether it was because she looked too recklessly, or the other party's unintentional move, she met the eyes of this young Duke for a moment.After that, he was pushed into the main hall surrounded by crowds in front and back.

Although they just looked at each other from a distance, she was sure that they were beautiful eyes.It's just that these eyes are full of indifference and a trace of imperceptible sadness.

She thought that she wouldn't have much interaction with the Duke.But she never expected that she would be entangled with him in the next three years.Although this life does not want to have any intersection with the Duke's Mansion.But let me repay in this life the kindness and favor that I didn't have time to repay in the previous life.

Thinking of this, Su Wanqiu sighed deeply.I just don't know if she still has a chance to meet him.Forget it, whether she meets her or not, she will always repay this kindness if she has a chance.

Right now, she is still thinking about how to change her image of being weak and deceitful.The idea that Xizhiqi's mother and son would marry him was easy to handle.

Looking back on the scene at that time now, the temperament of Shao Zhiqi standing beside him at that time was very similar to the overall appearance.If outsiders don't know, they will definitely regard them as brothers of the same father and mother.But the real inside is quite different.

Inside the room, Su Wanqiu's mind fluctuated.At the corner of the corridor in the courtyard outside, Wang Momo and two strong mothers quietly looked into the courtyard.Seeing a group of people kneeling quietly at the gate of the yard and the rough envoy woman guarding the front yard, she couldn't help but nodded secretly.

According to the past temperament of the young lady, this matter can be procrastinated, and it is best to let it go.That's why the old lady sent her over to supervise Yi Er.But now it seems that he is temporarily useless.

It really wasn't the old lady's illusion.After being ill for a while, the girl who woke up again was indeed different.

Judging from the current situation, it is a change in a good direction.Nanny Wang nodded with a smile, and took the two nanny back to Mu Xinzhai.

　I originally wanted to try double-ups on weekends, but I found it difficult to take the children out to play.Let's see if we can double update today.

　　Come on
　　
　
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