quadruple sleep

Chapter 398 I Can't Let Myself Go
This question made Hang Si look embarrassed.

She seemed to have nowhere to put her hands, so she gently grasped the water cup and glanced at Lu Nanshen. Seeing his burning eyes, she couldn't resist the glance for too long and quickly shifted her gaze.

His tone seemed casual, "Why did I hide? If I had hidden, would I still be able to come?"

Lu Nanshen didn't allow her to make a big move with just a little effort, "Yes, you didn't hide openly, you hid in your heart."

Hang Si licked his lips and strategically took a sip of water, "Nonsense."

"Okay then." Lu Nanshen seemed to have compromised with her emphasis and no longer worried about whether to hide or not. "Go back to the band. You can't leave without my permission. Just tell me where you want to go."

Hang Si lowered his head, pursed his lips and said nothing.

Ever since Fang Sheng got into danger, the three of them have been getting along in a state that is both bizarre and natural. They seldom contact each other, and gatherings like today are rare, but whenever one of them has something important, the other two will definitely be there.

For example, in every game of Nian Baixiao, Lu Nanshen would, needless to say, be there to protect Nian Baixiao. As for Hang Si, she would come quietly every time and never sit in the guest seats. She would just mingle with the audience, but she would pay more attention to Nian Baixiao's safety than anyone else.

Hang Si never concealed the real reason why she cared about Nian Baixiao. She spoke frankly, "Looking at you, I seem to see Fang Sheng, so you can't get into trouble again."

The atmosphere is a little solemn.

Nian Baixiao secretly blamed himself for picking this topic. He cleared his throat and decided to smooth things over. "I think she didn't delay any major performances. That's all."

He wanted to tell Lu Nanshen that he didn't have to force her like this.

Somehow, looking at Lu Nanshen now, Nian Baixiao always felt a little dazed. Lu Nanshen was showing a stronger side now, and he didn't know if it was related to the band getting on the right track.

Two years ago, the D band re-emerged.

Not only did the entire band return, they also brought back the Soul Song. Once the melody was played after many years, people inside and outside the circle were shocked.

The re-enacted Soul Hymn is richer, more majestic and full of endless compassion and desolation from heaven and earth.

In addition, the song "Ode to the Soul" itself was too tortuous and dramatic, and the topic of D Band instantly ignited the world, and the media followed suit.

Of course, the most attention-grabbing issue is the selection of the principal violinist.

The media reporters at that time described her in their reports as: an unknown little girl with no resume at all.

But after the success of the first performance, the media's tone changed: they didn't expect that the girl, at such a young age, could behave so calmly and with her own aura among the masters of the D orchestra.

People said that although she was young, she was selected to join the D Orchestra and become the principal, which showed her extraordinary ability.

What kind of background allows such a young girl to occupy an important position in the D band?

Curious viewers and even media reporters were checking, but there was very little information.

Little did people know that before Hang Si took the stage, Lu Nanshen had intentionally erased all information about her past, leaving only insignificant information.

But reporters' eyes are also poisonous.

The D band prepared for nearly half a year, spending most of the time in concentrated rehearsals.

Some rehearsal footage has been leaked.

As the conductor and head of the orchestra, Lu Nanshen is extremely strict in rehearsals, and his extremely strong hearing ability is also shocking.

During the rehearsal, many people were cueed, either they made a wrong note or entered the music late or early, or the rhythm was wrong, but to outsiders, everything sounded flawless. In his ears, he could clearly hear the problems of each instrument during the performance.

Even the smallest problem, once caught by Lu Nanshen's ears, would be a huge problem. This was the first rehearsal scene after the D band's musicians officially met after the reunion. Because of the incident between Mei Tangcun and Fang Sheng, the reunion of the band was shelved for a while, so it was normal for the first rehearsal to have many problems.

There are still old people in the orchestra. When Lu Nanshen is strict, those old people are about to cry. They say that they haven't felt this way for a long time. They used to be afraid of Lu Nanshen frowning, but now he is the same as always, which always reminds them of the old days.

The newly formed band will be full of problems, except for Hangsi.

Hang Si, who was participating in the rehearsal in the picture, had a very steady stage presence, and the violin in her hand was a sight in itself.

Everyone noticed one thing.

Lu Nanshen is such a strict person, but he couldn't find any fault with Hang Si.

The rehearsal footage is connected to the interview. This segment was strongly requested by the sponsor to promote the reunion of D Band.

There is nothing wrong with this, after all, it is also a good opportunity to promote the band members, but he made a few requests. The rehearsal footage should be limited to the specific content, the members cannot be forced to appear in interviews, and he will not appear on camera.

So once the footage was broadcast, there were many different opinions.

What kind of girl could not find fault with Lu Nanshen, who is very demanding on music?
Until a shot flashed by.

It was the scene after the rehearsal, in the lounge, where Lu Nanshen gently hugged Hang Si's shoulders.

It was very brief, just a second or two, but someone used it to make a fuss about it.

Some people say, "What can't you find fault with?" People who have a preference are always fearless.

No wonder she was able to join the D band at such a young age, a pretty face is indeed lethal.

But this argument was soon criticized.

Members of the orchestra came out to speak out, saying that although Hang Si is young, she has very strong professional abilities, and more importantly, she has great talent and is born to be a musician.

Not only did he cheer for Hangsi, he also isolated the part where Hangsi played lead during the rehearsal. After listening to the audio, even those who don't understand music can tell the level of his ability. He used the most direct way to slap the faces of those who gossiped about him.

That was the first time that Hang Si officially participated in the orchestra's rehearsal, and also the only time.

The orchestra has had many performances and rehearsals of all sizes in the past two years, but Hang Si only participated in two.

Among all the performances of the D Orchestra, big and small, she only appears as the principal violinist in large-scale performances.

It's not that she is self-righteous, but she has a strong sense of unworthiness.

She felt that all the glory she had now was earned at the cost of Fang Sheng's life, and she did not deserve more praise and honor.

This is a knot in the heart and it is difficult to untie.

Even though everyone told her that Fang Sheng's distress had nothing to do with her, what she thought in her heart was that if Fang Sheng had never known her, or had not gone to Meitang Village at that time, Fang Sheng would still be safe until now.

In the past three years, she spent all her time in the first three months looking for Fang Sheng. After finding Fang Sheng, she was in a daze for nearly half a year.

During the two years when the D Orchestra performed, she attended the necessary shows, and spent most of the rest of the time either studying, outdoors, or staying in the welfare home, or accompanying Fang Sheng's parents.

Can't let myself go.

All three are the same.