quadruple sleep

Chapter 403 Is it you?

Hang Si was stunned.

Seeing this, Lu Nanshen tilted his head slightly and smiled at her, "What's wrong? I already told you when we were having dinner yesterday."

Hang Si thought for a while, "Isn't this a temporary extra performance?"

Moreover, he did talk about a related topic during the dinner yesterday, but never mentioned it again afterwards, so she thought he had given up the idea.

The performance plans of the D band are all arranged in advance, and very far in advance. As the band is now on the rise, for example, this year they are already making arrangements for performances two years later.

But Lu Nanshen temporarily added a show in March this year, which was suddenly decided before the New Year. This kind of additional show is very rare, and because the time decision was sudden, it was indeed quite temporary.

Just in this city.

The members of the orchestra had no objection to any decision made by Lu Nanshen, it was just a matter of adding one more performance and rehearsing twice more.

In their eyes, Lu Nanshen was the one who saved the D band and Soul Song, so no one would question Lu Nanshen's ideas.

Excluding Hangsi.

Lu Nanshen is a person who plans and arranges things very well, especially when it comes to matters concerning the orchestra. He decides not to allow any unexpected situations to happen. Things like adding extra performances at the last minute are not Lu Nanshen's style.

Hang Si knew about this, but didn't take it to heart because she didn't want to attend.

Her thoughts during these three years were quite simple, and she had expressed to Lu Nanshen more than once that she wanted to quit the band.

This request was ignored by Lu Nanshen.

But she was given enough freedom and always retained the position of concertmaster of the orchestra.

But this time, when Lu Nanshen mentioned this topic again, Hang Si secretly felt that he might want to take back the freedom he gave her.

Lu Nanshen smiled after hearing this, raised his hand and turned her face, "Is improvisation not a performance?"

"You know that's not what I meant." Hang Si said softly.

She respects every performance, and because she respects it so much, she doesn't go on stage so openly.

Are you being pretentious?
It was hypocritical, she knew.

But the thoughts in her head were like uncontrollable feet, which would always come out and kick her a few times from time to time.

Lu Nanshen turned her face up and looked at her, "I will wait for you on the day of the performance until you come."

Hang Si was shocked, "Are you kidding me about the performance?"

"If I continue to let you go, I'll be making a fool of the performance." Lu Nanshen said in a serious tone. "If you are disgusted by the band and the performance and have no interest in music anymore, then I will never force you, but are you?"

Hang Si said nothing.

Lu Nanshen supported himself on the operating table with both hands, and Hang Si was surrounded by him in this way. He stared at her, "Hang Hang, I know your thoughts very well, but if you can't let yourself go and move forward, then you will be like falling into a quagmire, sinking deeper and deeper. I think Fang Sheng doesn't want you to be like this either."

Hang Si was speechless.

After a long pause, he stammered, "I'm not trying to avoid it, I just feel... I feel it's not easy for D Band to get to where it is today, and I'm afraid I'll affect the band."

Lu Nanshen, "Isn't this kind of thinking of yours an escape?"

"I……"

"Why do you think I left the chief position vacant?" Lu Nanshen asked her again, "Is it because you are my girlfriend?" Hang Si pursed her lips. She didn't think so.

Lu Nanshen sighed softly, "I kept the position of chief for you because I think you deserve it."

Hang Si looked up at him.

He looked her in the eyes and repeated word for word, "You're worth it."
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"After you left, I found that I no longer have the ability to make friends."

In the cemetery, Hang Si brought Fang Sheng's favorite flowers and told her all his words.

The tombstone was very clean. Nian Baixiao had put a lot of effort into finding a good Feng Shui location in the cemetery. The tomb was quite large, and when the burial took place, many of Fang Sheng's favorite items were placed there.

He wanted to give her all the good things in the world. If Fang Sheng hadn't been in trouble, Hang Si was thinking, how much she would be loved and cherished by Nian Baixiao now?
Hang Si sat in front of the tombstone and chatted with Fang Sheng intermittently. Sometimes he would be silent and stare at the cherry blossoms around him in a daze.

Nian Baixiao airlifted several ancient cherry trees and planted them around here, so the scenery of the four seasons can be seen here.

The falling petals are very beautiful now, and the air is filled with the warmth of spring. Even in this cemetery, everything is full of vitality.

Hang Si felt sad. How could Fang Sheng fall into eternal sleep?

"So you see, I don't know who to talk to when I have something on my mind." Hang Si sighed, "I can't just keep talking to Lu Nanshen or Nian Baixiao."

She paused, and then continued, "Actually, after so many years, I still can't accept the fact that you are gone. I always feel like you are still here, maybe in the classroom, or in the cafeteria, as if I'm just waiting for you to appear."

If you refuse to accept it, you won’t be able to let it go.

"Nan Shen wants me to let it go, but I don't want to." Hang Si reached out and gently stroked the photo on the tombstone, "I'm afraid that if I let it go, it would be a betrayal to you. We are both in Meitang Village, and we both walked out, but you are the only one who stayed. I dare not face it calmly. Once I do, you will be alone."

Hang Si calmed down when he said this.

When Fang Sheng had just left, she would cry her heart out every time she came. Later, whenever she had something upsetting to tell her, she would cry her heart out while talking.

Now Hang Si's emotions were under control. His nose felt sore and his throat was blocked. It was not that he didn't want to cry, but he was able to hold it back in the end.

"You say, should I go?"

She curled up her legs, folded her arms around her knees, looked at Fang Sheng and asked, "I don't know why Nan Shen insisted on adding a special performance, but I always felt that something would happen that day."

At this point she smiled bitterly, "I am really a contradictory person, don't you think so?"

She wants everything, and even she hates herself.

A gust of wind blew, and a large number of cherry blossoms fell. I don't know if it was because of the wind direction, but all the cherry blossoms came towards her and fell into her arms.

Hang Si lowered his head and stared at Sakura in his arms for a long time.

His eyes were red.

She asked softly, "Shengsheng, is that you?"
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Even though it was an extra show, the tickets for this performance by D Band were sold out. D Band did not raise the price due to the shortage of tickets, and of course, it did not allow scalpers to speculate on the ticket prices.

When the city’s largest concert hall learned that the D band was adding an additional performance, it immediately went to discuss the terms of the invitation with Lu Nanshen before the New Year and attached great importance to it.

You should know that the Grand Theater to which this concert hall belongs is the largest theater complex in Asia. All the arrangements are made in advance and it is not easy for the venue to be empty. But for the D Orchestra, they are also full of sincerity.

Of course, there were other theaters that also tried to negotiate with him, but Lu Nanshen did not consider any of them. He was determined to hold the performance in his own theater.

In terms of theater scale, it is indeed not the largest, but Lu Nanshen has his own considerations.

And just like that, the day of the performance arrived.