High cold goddess?Oh, love brain!

Chapter 25

Xu Xu was even more puzzled when he heard the girl's voice coming from the receiver of the mobile phone.

The voice was indeed familiar, but he really couldn't remember who it was for a while.

Xu Xu had no choice but to scroll up the chat history to see if there were any previous conversations between the two.

However, the more he scrolled up, the darker Xu Xu's face became.

"Damn, shame, shame!"

At this moment, Xu Xu's mood is as shameful as a 30-year-old uncle looking back at those idiots he posted on Qzone in junior high school, no, it's a hundred times more shameful than that!
Xu Xu finally understood why he couldn't remember who this woman was, because this was probably the last memory he wanted to recall in his previous life.

Strictly speaking, Zhao Jiayu was not the first girl he was attracted to in his previous life. To be precise, Zhao Jiayu was the first girl who made him long for marriage, but it was not yet his first love.

This woman's name is Cha Qingqing, and the two have known each other since the first day of junior high school. At that time, they were classmates and deskmates, studying in Liangcheng No. [-] Middle School.

This girl was dark and thin when she was young, but her eyes were big and watery. She had a cheerful and lively personality. In junior high school, Xu Qingqing, who was introverted and withdrawn, didn't have many friends in class, and Cha Qingqing was one of them.

This girl was always willing to talk and chat with Xu Xu. At that time, Xu Xu was basically alone with his comic books in his spare time, and did not communicate with anyone, but this Cha Qingqing always liked to pester Xu Xu to tell her about the contents of those comic books.

Xu Xu still remembers that he loved watching Hong Kong comics, such as "Shen Bing Xuan Qi" and "Feng Yun". At that time, he didn't have much pocket money, and there were bookstalls for renting books in Liangcheng County. He would rent a few books every week and put them in his schoolbag.

Xu Xu didn't understand why a girl like her would be so interested in this kind of martial arts fantasy Hong Kong manga, which was full of fights and killings. But he was also very happy that there was someone he could have a common topic of conversation with.

In short, the two were really good friends during the three years of junior high school.

However, this Cha Qingqing was not very good at studying. Later, in the senior high school entrance examination, she did not get admitted to No. [-] Middle School in the county, but took the route of arts and sports students, and went to another Beichen Middle School in the county.

After entering high school, Cha Qingqing seemed to have grown up suddenly. She changed from the black and thin ugly duckling in junior high school to a beautiful white swan. She is not Han, which can also be seen from her name. Her facial features have a feeling of mixed race, and her skin is much whiter than before. In junior high school, she often asked permission to help her step on the space. At that time, there were not many people commenting on her QQ space. Dynamic, every time a photo is posted, there are a lot of comments and messages below.

Xu Xu also doesn't remember when he first realized that she was beautiful. In terms of aesthetics and feelings, Xu Xu is a very late blooming boy. It can be said that before high school, he had no concept of love or anything.

It's just that after high school, during countless evening self-study, Cha Qingqing would pester him to chat on QQ on his mobile phone, complaining to him how boring the evening self-study was, and chatting with him about the trivial things that happened in Beichen Middle School every day.

Xu Xu also gradually realized that he didn’t know when he started to lose concentration in class. Whenever there was a gap, he would sneak under the desk and use the Nokia 5310 which was still a Symbian system at that time to peek at Qingqing’s QZone.

In addition to chatting on QQ, the two still meet occasionally offline. Beichen is a boarding system, and students rarely have the opportunity to go to the city, especially on weekends. Sometimes the school has to make up classes. Sometimes Cha Qingqing is greedy and misses the snacks at the gate of Yizhong. , Wait until the fried rice is cold before saying goodbye to Xu Xu.

Xu Xu's gray high school life has only two rays of light, one is his sister Jiang Yunnuo, and the other is her.

Probably at the beginning of the second semester of the third year of high school, Xu Xu still remembered that it was during a physics evening self-study.

"Permission, do you like me?"

Xu Xu only remembered that his entire brain was blank at that time, as if he had crashed, and his heart seemed to have stopped beating. He was staring blankly at the phone screen and the text on the phone screen. Every second seemed to be as long as a year.

I don't know how long it took before he stretched out his trembling fingers and replied with a "hmm".

However, after Xu Xu replied, Cha Qingqing did not speak. She remained silent for almost two days. It was not until Saturday night that she took the initiative to call Xu Xu and said a lot, thank you for liking me, and I am also very happy to have you as my company, but maybe we are destined to have nothing to do with each other.

In his previous life, Xu Xu didn't know the reason until many years later. It turned out that when he went to Beichen to look for Cha Qingqing, he happened to be seen by Cha Qingqing's parents. Cha Qingqing's family conditions were very good, and he opened two movie theaters in the county.

After learning that Xu's parents had divorced a long time ago and they were in a single-parent family, she immediately asked her daughter not to have any more contact with Xu. After the college entrance examination, she introduced Cha Qingqing to a boy whom the two families knew each other.

In fact, if things come to an abrupt end here, and everyone goes their separate ways, it will be just a small regret of adolescence.

But the subsequent development is a bit ugly.

In the previous life, Xu Xu didn't change anything. After learning that his first love was fruitless, he was very unwilling and entangled Cha Qingqing for a long time, and Cha Qingqing kept telling him that I really liked you before, but we were really not suitable, and you didn't take the initiative to confess your love to me for three years in high school.

Later, after Cha Qingqing formally dated the sports student from Beichen, the conflict between the two parties further escalated.

The sports student found that his girlfriend often talked deeply with other boys, even more than he talked with himself.

In short, the two sides had a very unpleasant quarrel later on. The reason why Xu Xu was so decadent during the four years of college in his previous life actually has a lot to do with this relationship experience.

At this moment, Zhao Jiayu was still singing into the microphone with great emotion, and there were bursts of cheers on the playground, but Xu Xu's attention was no longer on Zhao Jiayu at this time, the expression he was looking at his phone now was just like that "Subway old man looking at his phone" emoji.

"Fuck! I can't stand it anymore!"

Looking at the previous chat records with Cha Qingqing, Xu Xu couldn't bear it anymore, and directly blocked and deleted Cha Qingqing's WeChat.

At this moment, he really wanted to slap himself twice, and ask himself why he was so stupid in his previous life? !
It's not that he didn't try hard enough to completely cut off contact with Cha Qingqing in his previous life, to find his own youth, but this woman has been repeatedly emphasizing with Xu Xu that she used to like Xu Xu, and has always told Xu Xu that she cherishes the friendship with Xu Xu very much.

In fact, in human terms, although I don't fall in love with you, but I am bored and unhappy, I still want you to talk to me and relieve my worries like before.

But Xu Xu, who was 17 years old in his previous life, couldn't see this logic clearly. Cha Qingqing kept saying that she liked Xu Xu before, so she gave Xu Xu an illusion, naively thinking that she still had a chance.

Thinking about it now, this woman really caused a lot of internal friction to herself.

Unexpectedly, Xu Xu just blocked Cha Qingqing's WeChat account, and the other party immediately sent a text message.

"Okay, permission, you really want to do this, don't you?"

"Well, from now on, let's pretend that we don't know anyone, or even pretend that we have never known each other!"

At this moment, Li Ke really wants to reply:
"SB, NMSL."

But thinking of the old friendship, Xu Xu just replied:

"Study your junior college well."

Then he blocked Cha Qingqing's phone number as well.

Looking back at Zhao Jiayu on the playground, looking at Zhao Jiayu's fair and beautiful face, thinking that in his previous life, he actually got a hat that would destroy the feelings of repeating sports students for a professional fairy.
"Stupid!"

This is of course scolding yourself.

Lian's sudden confusing behavior shocked the students around him.

"Uh, Brother Xu, what's wrong with you?"

Xiong Er, who had been watching Xu Xu secretly not far away, was also frightened by Xu Xu's move, and quickly sent a message to Xu Xu on WeChat, asking him why he suddenly beat him.

"It's okay, it's just a mosquito on your face."

"Eh, it's broad daylight, where are the mosquitoes?"

"I said yes, so there is."

"Oh"

Seeing that Xu Xu was a little impatient, Xiong Er didn't dare to ask further questions.

Soon, Zhao Jiayu sang a song, and her solid singing skills immediately won applause from the playground.

She bowed slightly, then picked up the microphone, looked at Xu Xu with a wicked smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Students, I remember that there seems to be a talented person in the technical class of the software department who can compose his own songs. What's his name?"

After finishing speaking, Zhao Jiayu smiled and stretched out the arm holding the microphone towards the freshmen opposite.

"license!!!"

The boys from the software technology class took the lead to join in the fun and shouted Xu Lian's name, followed by the people in the next few square teams also started shouting.

"Permission, one! Permission, one!"

In fact, Xu Xu's true personality is that he doesn't like to show off and join in the fun. He is essentially a pretty quiet person.

But helplessly, the world is often not very friendly to introverted people.

These days, no matter what you do, whether it is entrepreneurship or creation, the first and most important thing is popularity and traffic.

As long as the enthusiasm is in place, even illiterate animal friends can become a role model for contemporary young people, bringing the beauty of innocence and wildness to society and the country.

The same is true for Xu Lian's plan to start a business in school.

No matter what kind of business you do, rather than silently printing leaflets and doing local push by yourself, it is better to take this opportunity to increase your popularity first. As the saying goes, sharpening a knife does not make a mistake in chopping firewood.

So Xu Xu stood up with a smile and walked out of the queue. Just as he was about to pick up the microphone in Zhao Jiayu's hand, Zhao Jiayu withdrew his hand.

"Student Xu, I don't know if the show you will perform next is still your original work?"

Xu Xu smiled and asked everyone on the field:
"Then do you want to listen to my original songs or to hear me sing other people's songs?"

"Of course it's original!"

"What's the point of singing other people's songs? Originality is valuable!"

"Permission! I have followed your Douban Music and Biz! I am your fan!"

"When are you allowed to debut?!"

The field immediately became lively, especially the girls, all looked at Xu Xu with expectation and admiration.

Seeing Xu Xu's calm reaction, Zhao Jiayu couldn't help opening his eyes wide, and asked in a low voice:
"Hey! You, you really still have original songs?!"

Xu smiled and didn't speak, took the microphone in Zhao Jiayu's hand, and accidentally touched Zhao Jiayu's white and tender little hand, um, it was very slippery and delicate, but a little cold.

The instructor also trotted to hand over the guitar to Xu Xu. Like last time, Xu took off the hat on his head, revealing black hair, a clean and fair face, cleared his throat, lowered his eyebrows, plucked the strings with his slender fingers, and sang aloud:

"In the alley where you live

I rented an apartment

In order to meet you unexpectedly"

What Xu Xu sang today is still Jay Chou's song, "Waiting for You After Class" released in 16.

The melodious melody and youthful lyrics quieted down the noisy playground at once.

Zhao Jiayu returned to the square team, leaned against the tree, silently looked at the boys on the playground, a little lost in thought.

"Lie on your school playground and look at the stars
The lights in the classroom are still on and you haven't left

remember the love letter i wrote to you

what age
I'm still writing now"

Xu Xu's enunciation was very clear, perhaps lacking some of Jay Chou's charm, but it allowed everyone present to hear the lyrics clearly.

Lying on the playground of your school looking at the starry sky, the lights in the classroom are still on and you haven’t left, listening to Xu Xu’s singing, Zhao Jiayu suddenly remembered the youth literature he loved to read in high school.

At that time, I was still an innocent girl who had great expectations for the beauty of love. When I was absent in class, I always fantasized that I would meet a clean and beautiful boy who only had eyes for her. Every day, I would walk hand in hand with him on the playground, eat together after school, write love letters to each other, and lie on the soft lawn of the playground to watch the stars during the break of evening self-study.

What a beautiful picture is that? !
Many years later, what happened to her best friend broke her yearning for love, but at this moment, Xu Xu's singing voice and his lyrics seemed to show her the best side of the youthful campus romance again.

After Xu Xu sang, there was no applause and cheers like Zhao Jiayu's. The playground was quiet, and I don't know if he was reminiscing. After a long time, Song Enyan's roommate and acting class leader of the folk dance class 2, Huang Xiangyun, spoke softly and asked:
"Well, Xu Xu, what name did you get for this song?"

"Wait for you to finish class."

Xu said to the girl with a smile.

Huang Xiangyun looked at Xu Xu's smile in the sun, lowered his head slightly embarrassed, and then asked:

"After that, will you... still have original works?"

Xu thought for a while, then smiled and said:

"As long as everyone likes it, every day."

As soon as these words came out, the field was quiet for a few seconds, and then it boiled all of a sudden!

(End of this chapter)