I make a thriller, it's God chasing and feeding

Chapter 295 [People always have to face it]

Looking at the girl in front of him, Lu Zhengyi saw a hint of familiar emotions in her pupils.

calm.

Although there were some other emotions mixed in her eyes, after noticing that trace of calm, other emotions suddenly became unreal.

"On my birthday, my parents are very happy."

"I was very happy before, but after I can see more things with my eyes, I gradually feel nothing."

"It's the same in exams. First place, second place... now I get praised a lot, and I gradually lose the feeling."

"Also, I tried to play the game before. Maybe I don't have the talent in this area, and I played relatively averagely. I was a little frustrated at the beginning because it was the first time I failed, but then I felt nothing at all. "

"For many, many things, whether they are good or bad, I will quickly lose my feeling and feel that it doesn't matter."

"It's normal for you to gradually become numb after repeating something many times, but I feel that the speed of numbness is a bit too fast, and it's the same this time. I hate this feeling..."

It was probably because of the sense of security Lu Zhengyi had given him since he was a child, or... he was both an 'abnormal person'. After he spoke, Liu Baoning quickly let go of some of the shackles imposed by society.

When facing elders, you should be respectful and speak in a measured manner;

Except for family members, no matter what kind of relationship you have or how good a person is, you must speak with certain reservations;

To make a living in the entertainment industry, you must clearly understand your position. You cannot trouble others just because you look familiar. In this circle, everyone maintains their own dignity on the surface. , some relationships seem to be good, but in fact they are not necessarily...

Many, many things, whether related to the job of an actor or in dealing with the world, slowly and with Lu Zhengyi's comfort, Liu Baoning temporarily forgot about them.

She started to talk about how she really felt.

Lu Zhengyi listened to her confession and asked hesitantly, "Do your parents know these things?"

Liu Baoning shook his head and replied:

"When they are happy, I will be happy too."

"When they are sad, I feel sad too."

"I know when and where to be sad and happy, and I can act like that, but I don't actually feel that way."

"In their eyes, I have not changed much from before, except for... this ability. They used to occasionally ask me what they looked like under these eyes, and the physical conditions of my grandparents and grandparents at home. So what."

"But what I can see is very limited. Only at the moment when a person is about to die can I see something, the escaping light."

"When I told them about this, they stopped letting me look at them. They occasionally looked afraid of me, but I understood that they were not afraid of me, but afraid of what my eyes would see. …”

While speaking, she kept her eyes on Lu Zhengyi, observing his expression.

To be honest, Liu Baoning could tell that he was absent-minded about Lu Zhengyi, and his mood was quite complicated.

Strictly speaking, family members are the people closest to you.

But whether it was her parents, grandparents, or grandparents, no one noticed her emotional changes.

Of course, it's not that they don't love themselves anymore.

They are very good to themselves, whether it is their father or mother, or others, they care about themselves.

They just simply didn't see it.

No one saw it, only Lu Zhengyi saw the cover-up in his behavior and demeanor.

"Uncle Lu."

Thinking of this, Liu Baoning couldn't help but ask, "Can you tell that I've been pretending because I'm not good at acting? From your perspective as a director, are there any flaws in my performance?"

She feels that as a director, Lu Zhengyi has a sharper vision and feeling than others.

"...You behaved very well, I didn't see any loopholes."

Lu Zhengyi looked at the girl in front of him with complicated eyes, "I can't read minds. I don't know what you are thinking."

"But I can feel some changes in your mood."

"I thought it was because of Assistant Director Zhang, but I didn't expect... that it would be this reason."

Judging from her verbal description, he felt that this girl was very similar to him.

He previously thought that Wang Xiaoxu should be similar to himself, able to control himself and stay awake while becoming a ghost.

But later, Lu Zhengyi felt that he and he would probably not follow the same path.

His personality is different from mine.

As a ghost, he can still trust living people. Even after just a few casual remarks, he really started to gather a group of friends from his lifetime and planned to set up a game studio to achieve goals that he had no chance to accomplish while alive. Achieved.

Unexpectedly, I could hear these words from Liu Baoning, a living person and a teenage girl.

However, although they sound similar, they are actually somewhat different.

"So, what should I do now?"

Liu Baoning asked questions, and she hoped that Lu Zhengyi, as a senior in spiritual practice, could give her some answers.

"Let's keep things as they are for now."

Lu Zhengyi thought for a moment, "You are indeed very different. From your words and behavior, you don't look like a junior high school student at all."

“Some adults may not see certain things as clearly as you do, and they may be able to make disguises that correspond to their emotions, such as smiling faces when facing work and entertainment, being hypocritical with colleagues who have a bad relationship, and many scenes and atmospheres. They may not be as good at expressing themselves as you are.”

"You are a special person, but you are not the only special person."

As he spoke, he paused and looked at Liu Baoning helplessly. He reached out and rubbed her hair, "For some children, I may be able to reason, but for an adult with an adult mind, the most I can do is Give me some advice.”

"Because most of the truths I say, everyone actually understands them, but to understand them, you still have to experience them personally, experience them personally, and understand them personally."

"You can use these eyes to see more people with special experiences like you, see how they live, and finally... give yourself the answer."

For some less mature people and some children, Lu Zhengyi will say a few more words.

From an elder's perspective, help them determine the right choice.

As long as you do it, you won't make mistakes most of the time.

But for mature people, he can only give advice.

Just like Zhang Yu, didn't he understand that his participation in the filming would aggravate his condition?

He understood, but he chose anyway.

Even when he faced death, he regretted it and began to blame others to make himself feel better.

But at the moment when he made the choice, before filming in the alien space, he once again proposed to participate, and the moment he agreed, his joy and excitement were real.

"Do adults need to come up with their own answers?"

Liu Baoning muttered something blankly. After that, she nodded gently, "I understand, I will observe and try to think of the answer myself."

But her emotions were no longer so heavy.

In fact, Uncle Lu said he could only give advice, but one sentence really made her sober up.

You are indeed special, but you are not the only special person.

That’s why I stand here now, asking questions as a senior in spiritual practice.

……

……

"Hey, Master Dao, I'm done!"

With Zhang Yu's departure, the filming of The Grudge 2 is gradually coming to an end.

After completing the final scene, the crew seemed to have been relieved of a heavy burden and began to have a relaxed atmosphere.

But compared to those outside who were celebrating the completion of filming, Wang Xiaoxu was staying in the monitoring room where Lu Zhengyi was, looking at the crooked face in front of him with excitement.

That is a face that rotates.

The layers of flesh and blood are like a split apple, and each layer rotates so that the upper part of the lip is not the nose, but the left cheek, and the upper part is not the eyebrow, but the back of the head.

The whole face looked extremely weird. It was not just that the facial features were distorted, but more like a bunch of facial features, faces, and bones taken from different people and placed on the head in irregular shapes.

"At least the head is round."

Wang Xiaoxu looked at the artwork he created with satisfaction, "This should be the most beautiful and terrifying illusion I have created. No, I must put it in the game."

Because the final scenes of The Grudge 2 are mostly background shots.

It shows scenes of deserted streets and abandoned houses after the destruction of Kayako.

So he didn't have much work to do, so he stayed in the monitoring room and asked Lu Zhengyi to give him some opinions on the illusion he created.

"It's really good. It has a little bit of the Cthulhu Mythos feeling. After reading it, I feel like my spirit and will have dropped drastically. Of course, I'm talking about ordinary people when they see someone with this face appear in front of them."

Lu Zhengyi gave his opinion.

“I found out that what I am is amazing.”

Wang Xiaoxu chuckled, lying on the swivel chair and spinning constantly, "If I can have this skill while I'm alive, maybe I can become the best designer."

"This capability is definitely the most flexible and effective modeling tool."

“I just have an image in my mind, I can create it, and I can modify it in real time.”

As he spoke, the weird-looking face in front of him began to move slowly.

The facial features rotated like a Rubik's cube, until finally, a face that looked ordinary appeared in front of him. It was not known who Wang Xiaoxu was based on, or it was a completely fictitious face.

Looking at the silly Wang Xiaoxu, Lu Zhengyi shook his head helplessly.

There is a difference between people who have changed the day after tomorrow and people who are born extraordinary.

Strictly speaking, Wang Xiaoxu should have had more self-doubt than Liu Baoning. He felt that he was different from other people, and his view of things gradually deviated from normal people's perceptions and began to become cold.

but in fact……

This guy did think about his identity as a ghost and a human, but only for a moment.

Later, Lu Zhengyi felt that there was not much difference between him and other people.

But this can be considered a good thing.

"By the way, Director Lu, when we go back this time, can you let me watch the post-processing?"

Wang Xiaoxu suddenly said, "I feel that I can often find inspiration for game creation from our shooting process."

"I found that even if there is a script as a background creation and story line, if we want to show that sense of horror in the game, we must not completely follow the text."

"We have to think about what kind of scenes and plots will appear from the player's perspective. This sounds... a bit like what you often discuss during filming, so I want to participate in the post-production to learn more."

"Okay, no problem."

Lu Zhengyi did not refuse, "And you were originally from the post-production team, remember?"

"……it seems to be like this!"

Wang Xiaoxu then remembered that when he first entered the crew, the group assigned to him was the post-production group!

"Let's call Xiaowei together then."

Lu Zhengyi continued, "He has to learn to be an assistant director, and he will definitely have to learn post-production matters as well."

Lao Zhang's current situation probably means that he will never have the chance to take Bai Wei with him again.

As for Bai Wei's recent performance, he personally feels that he is quite serious. At present, the work of the field management team and the photography team are basically familiar.

As an assistant director, it's probably enough.

Arranging the position of actors, arranging the angle of the camera... Most directors can complete a film as long as they have these factors, but if there are more pursuits, props, makeup, post-production... they must also have some skills in various aspects. Insights matter.

Lao Zhang had no time to teach, so Lu Zhengyi could only take over the responsibility and arrange some learning opportunities for him.

"He...may not have time." Wang Xiaoxu's face showed hesitation, "I have been listening to him. When the filming is completed and I return to China, I will go to Assistant Director Zhang to see if there is anything I can help with. place."

"Yes, this aspect should be considered. Although Lao Zhang didn't teach him for a long time, he still tried his best to teach him." Lu Zhengyi nodded, "Then let him wait until he is free. Come and learn together.”

But these words seemed a bit strange to Wang Xiaoxu's ears.

After another moment of hesitation, he looked at Lu Zhengyi's calm face and said, "Speaking of which, Director Lu, aren't you sad? About the situation of Assistant Director Zhang."

I am not sad because the two of them are not familiar at all.

He joined the set during the filming of the first episode. At that time, Zhang Yu had already fallen ill.

The two of them met when a group of people went to visit him at his home after filming the first episode, and he stopped by.

After that, there were more opportunities to meet each other during the filming in the alien space, but... the two of them didn't have much communication. In addition to participating in the filming, he was also busy with the production of the game.

But Lu Zhengyi is different. The two of them have known each other for a long time.

Just like Bai Wei, Ajie, Sister Wei... they all seemed a little heavy after learning about the situation during this period. That is to say, the atmosphere in the crew was better after filming was completed today.

"Birth, old age, illness and death are the normal conditions in this world."

Lu Zhengyi stared at the monitor, looked at the scene taken just now, and replied without looking back, "As a human being, we always have to face things."

(End of this chapter)