I make a thriller, it's God chasing and feeding

Chapter 299 [I want a child]

The atmosphere inside the car was a little quiet.

Because they had to go back to China during the filming, and the two of them would have video calls from time to time, so it was not considered a long-lost meeting.

Lu Zhengyi could notice that there was a gaze looking over from the side from time to time.

And when he looked over, the owner of his gaze pretended to look in the rearview mirror.

"what happened?"

After a few times, Lu Zhengyi touched his face strangely and asked, "Is it because I went to Heguo this time that I got tanned or something?"

"Nothing, are you okay?"

Zhang Xueming asked hesitantly, "Lao Zhang's matter..."

She did not participate in Zhang Yu's funeral, and she didn't have much emotion in her heart.

On the one hand, she and Zhang Yu were not actually familiar with each other. It was entirely because of Lu Zhengyi that they had the opportunity to get to know each other.

On the other hand, she actually doesn't like the other person's personality and behavior.

No matter whether the other party has changed for the better after joining her husband's crew, she actually can't stand some of the other party's past, such as liking to provoke, harassing actresses, neglecting her family, and making bad movies... there are many things in her past. of.

But it's one thing to have a bad impression. As a couple, they should still maintain a semblance of respectability for each other's friends.

Moreover, my husband should think highly of Zhang Yu.

After all, we met in Weishi and have been friends along the way.

In ancient times, this was the founding father of the country.

"Although it's a bit regretful, there is nothing we can do about it."

Lu Zhengyi replied calmly, "Humans will always be born, old, sick and die."

His attitude made Zhang Xueming a little dazed.

But she was dazed, not because of his calmness.

After all, she already knew some things before.

My husband seems to be emotionally weak.

Of course, his lack of emotion does not affect his ability to fulfill his responsibilities.

"Would you do the same?"

Waiting until the car stopped at the red light intersection, Zhang Xueming asked again, "I mean, birth, old age, illness and death. Although this question is very presumptuous, I still... can't help but ask it."

Behind the car, A Yong who was sleeping on his stomach and the motionless Black Snake raised their heads one after another.

It seems that they are also very concerned about this issue.

"Nothing presumptuous. We are husband and wife. If you have any questions in your mind, don't keep it in your heart. You can ask anything." Lu Zhengyi replied softly, "Whether I can answer or cannot give an answer, I will tell you clearly.伱.”

"This question, of course, is that I am also a human being and I will definitely die."

"Didn't we discuss it before? After death, we should bury them together."

He must have died before he could be buried together.

If it doesn't die but finds a place to bury it, it won't become a zombie.

However, Zhang Xueming noticed keenly that he only answered the question of death when it came to birth, old age, illness and death.

"Then... what about the old man?"

She asked again, as for life, they had discussed it before.

If Lu Zhengyi wanted to, he would not say that because he is a practitioner and he is an ordinary person, problems such as reproductive isolation arise.

As for the disease, she felt that this was unlikely.

"Well, I didn't expect you to care about this kind of issue." Lu Zhengyi was a little surprised, "If you need me to accompany you, I will grow older, I mean in terms of appearance and body shape."

Some practitioners do not age in appearance due to their abilities.

Just like Yu Wenxiu, because she gained the ability to act, her body functions slowly returned to the state of youth and health. After the functions recovered, her appearance naturally improved.

There is also Zhenjing Zhenren. In terms of age, he must be at least a hundred years old.

But in appearance, he looked exactly like a mature man in his twenties or thirties.

Of course, there are also people like Tour Guide Wang and Dr. Xu Bingcai who will age in appearance, but their body functions are still strong.

"Of course I'm concerned about that."

The green light in front turned on, and Zhang Xueming continued to drive, "I'm several years older than you. When the decades pass, you and I will start to be grandparents, and as a result, you still look like this. , and I already have white hair and wrinkles on my face.”

"What's even worse is that it smells like an old man."

"I know that with your temperament, you will definitely not dislike me when the time comes, but I... it's a little hard to accept."

Just the sight of the two of them lying on the bed made her uncomfortable just thinking about it.

He was already extremely ugly, but the other party still looked like this.

Later, Ayong and Black Snake stopped paying attention and lay down again.

They have no interest at all in worrying about how their appearance and smell will affect their partners when they get older.

"Okay, then we will stink together then." Lu Zhengyi was amused by her serious response, "I will be old by then, my body will begin to shrink, my arms and legs will be thin, and I will be short. It’s delicious, you can’t dislike me.”

"That's for sure. I'll definitely be about the same then."

Zhang Xueming also laughed, as if he already had an image of the two of them in their seventies or eighties in his mind.

She had never thought about a question like this before.

After all, they are still young and don't even have children. How can they think about who will dislike whom when they get older?

But now, probably because of Zhang Yu's death, she discovered that 'birth, old age, illness and death' are things that are closely related to everyone. She does not need to think about it just because she is young.

Maybe I will be sick tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow I will lie in the hospital waiting for someone to take care of me, feces and urine?

Thinking of this, Zhang Xueming couldn't help but turned her head and glanced at her husband again, and thoughts of resistance had already emerged in her heart.

Impossible, even if she is sick, lying in bed and unable to take care of herself, she must never let him see her like this.

Then, without telling him, secretly find a nursing home to live in, and then find a caregiver...

All kinds of strange thoughts about the future emerged from Zhang Xueming's mind.

Until she returned home, she was thinking about the future.

"I'm finally home. Too many things besides filming have happened recently, and I'm a little tired." Lu Zhengyi got out of the car and carried his luggage from the trunk. "Let's go out to eat tonight. I'll take a shower first." , change clothes."

In the back seat, Ayong quickly stepped out of the car and came to the front of the house. He pressed the password with his tail and rushed into the house.

The black snake followed him, crawling slowly.

After entering the house, he found a place and his body became stiff again, continuing to stick like a cane.

The next person who entered the room was Lu Zhengyi, carrying luggage in one hand and a heavy stone statue in the other.

Zhang Xueming parked the car and entered the house at the end.

After entering the house, she first heard the sound of the TV being turned on, and at the same time, there was the sound of turning on the lights on the second floor.

The one watching TV is naturally Ayong.

He lay on the sofa and opened a bag of snacks comfortably, looking for any good dramas to watch while eating.

The one who went up to the second floor was my husband who was putting his luggage and taking a shower.

For several months, the house that had been quiet finally heard other sounds.

Probably because he had experienced a quiet period for several months, Zhang Xueming couldn't help but feel a little happy when the home regained a lively atmosphere.

"Ayong, he said he would go out to eat later. What do you think would be better?" She came to the sofa and sat down. "It's a bit hot in July now... Why don't we find a place with air-conditioned private rooms and open one?" How about eating spicy hot pot in sixteen-degree air conditioning?" "Meow."

Ayong replied casually.

He didn't think the other party could understand him.

"But if you think about it, barbecue is not bad. I haven't had barbecue in a long time."

Sure enough, Zhang Xueming spoke again without understanding what he said at all.

One person and one cat are just sitting on the sofa. You say something and I say something, but the meaning of talking to each other is not the same channel at all.

But as she spoke, her voice quickly became quiet.

She looked at the home that had become lively again and began to think about some future plans.

And it’s not about work or career, it’s about life.

In fact, Zhang Xueming found herself thinking more and more about her future life.

Thinking about when to have children;

Thinking about how to coordinate work and life after having a child;

Thinking about what the child will be called and what school he will go to when he grows up...

In the past, she would think deeply about things like this and face them seriously only after being reminded by Lu Zhengyi.

It's as if he was the one who proposed the marriage, but with the reminder and assistance of the other party, he completed a lot of pre-marriage and post-marriage preparations.

At that time, I just thought that marrying Lu Zhengyi would be a good thing for both of their careers.

But she doesn’t know when she started thinking about the future.

Regarding the future of the two of them, of course, there may be one more little life, or the future of two little lives.

Yes, little life.

"I want a baby."

In the end, Zhang Xueming chose to eat spicy hot pot.

In the summer, it is actually quite comfortable to eat hot pot indoors with the air conditioner on.

However, during the meal, she suddenly spoke up and mentioned a topic that made Lu Zhengyi pause in his movements.

"Are you...another temporary thought?"

Lu Zhengyi looked at Zhang Xueming across from him with a strange face, while A Yong next to him also raised his face that was engrossed in eating, and the black snake was still swallowing piece after piece of food in his mouth.

It was sudden, just like when she suddenly proposed to marry herself.

"It's not too sudden."

Zhang Xueming explained nervously, "I have been taking medicine for a long time, and my body has recovered."

"And I was almost thirty when I married you. Now a few years later, I'm already in my early thirties."

"If you think about it carefully, having a child now is actually a good choice. Otherwise, when the child goes to elementary school, which is about six or seven years old, I will be rushing to 40 by then."

"If it had been a few years later, it would have been over forty."

"When the parent-teacher meeting was held, I looked over and saw that they were all young mothers in their twenties and thirties. I was the only one in my forties."

When she spoke, her face turned a little red, and she didn't know whether it was because she was spicy or because she was shy.

Lu Zhengyi was silent.

This was a fact, but he felt that Zhang Xueming seemed... a little different from before.

"What about work?"

He raised the issue, "If you have a child now, both your job and mine may be affected."

Although Lu Zhengyi has also noticed that recently, his wife seems to be slowly starting to become a little... innocent and lively, which is probably how he describes it.

But when Zhang Xueming brought up the idea of ​​having a child now, her impression in Lu Zhengyi's heart really changed.

If it were before, she would definitely put work first.

Things like this that affect work will definitely not be considered as a priority.

But now, work seems to be no longer the first priority in her mind.

"In terms of work, I have actually tried not to work overtime in the past few months and go home early in the evening to rest. I found that... the company will continue to work without me." Zhang Xueming seemed to have been prepared, "Although I am not present, occasionally There will be some minor problems, but they can basically solve them.”

"And my father is still working. If I were to have a child now, even if I only occasionally go to the company to handle some matters, he would be watching over the rest. I would actually be quite relieved."

"On the contrary, if he retires in a few years and I have another child, I may be worried about the company."

After saying that, she paused, "As for your work, don't worry, it won't affect you."

"When the time comes, you can continue filming as usual. Our parents have nothing to do. They will definitely help take care of me."

"Many families are like this, and it's impossible to say that because we have to have a child, both of us have to stop. One of us must continue to be busy outside."

She is really thinking about this matter thoroughly.

Considering her age, it seems natural to consider having a child.

But Lu Zhengyi looked a little hesitant.

"Are you unhappy?"

Zhang Xueming's heart tightened at his silence, "We...we can discuss it again."

Lu Zhengyi noticed her emotions, quickly showed a smile on his face, and replied:

"No, I'm just...thinking about how to adjust the time."

"If you plan to have a child now, I can't focus on work."

"Actually, we considered this issue when we got married. You and I grew up in very similar environments. When we were young, our parents were too busy, so we lacked some companionship."

"Your situation got better later, but they didn't take care of me until I got to work."

"So I don't want my children to continue to grow up in this kind of environment. I can adapt to it, but they may not."

As Zhang Xueming said, she is pregnant and continues to work as usual.

Her life is taken care of by the elderly at home.

He didn't agree with this.

If a family wants to feel like home, mutual company is indispensable.

Otherwise, it would be like when I was a child, my home was just a hotel.

When you need a rest, come back and stay for a few nights, and be a son, a father, and a mother. After these few nights have passed, everyone will go their separate ways, deserted, like those stars performing in a variety show.

Maybe the friendship between those celebrities is much deeper than this kind of family, but it's not necessarily true.

"I need time."

Lu Zhengyi asked her, "Give me a few days to make a good plan, okay?"

"Of course, of course." Zhang Xueming nodded, "I just want to tell you that I already have this idea, but I don't mean... that it will happen immediately. We can still discuss it."

Between husband and wife, things like this must be spoken out so that each other can understand.

And it's like thinking and holding back in your heart, but not saying it out loud, pulling each other, waiting for the other person to speak first. It's more like a stage that only occurs when you are in love.

Testing and pulling each other, waiting for the other person to confess first.

But the two of them are married and are a family.

These things should be spoken out, and then we can discuss whether we agree or not.

(End of this chapter)