I can't live forever, so I have to reincarnate infinitely

Chapter 112 The demons of the heart are eliminated, and the soul is pure

Du Youqian is also a parent himself, so he can understand the emotional torment of losing a child that makes people crazy and painful.

But he couldn't do it, he couldn't recognize his parents in every life.

The self he recognized in his heart was called Du Youqian.

The 996 workers on the earth, the otaku who likes to watch dramas and play games, have three points of kindness and seven points of disappointment in the world, but still try to survive and treat Du Youqian kindly to those around him.

Every subsequent reincarnation is dominated by "I".

Otherwise, after so many reincarnations, is he Fang Zhongying or Qiu Yuanqing?Or Yu Fei?
If the cognition is disordered, I am afraid that I will be reincarnated several times, and I will go crazy before I can become a Nascent Soul.

Since the "I" I recognize is Du Youqian, who are Fang Zhongying's parents, Qiu Yuanqing's parents, and Yu Fei's parents?

But if he wants to deny them at all, Du Youqian can't deny that in each of his lives, in the 18 years before awakening the memory of his previous life, Fang Zhongying's parents, Qiu Yuanqing's parents, Yu Fei's parents, these parents have worked hard and devoted themselves deeply.

I used to be so dependent on my parents in this world, enjoying endless love.

So he can only escape and not face it, because he doesn't know how to face it.

Until this life, those phantoms that appeared when he went through the test of the real fire refining the gods.

Let him understand that he must solve this problem properly, otherwise this matter will become his demon sooner or later.

When it came time to form the alchemy, he would definitely not be able to get through it safely.

phantom.

He saw Fang Zhongying's gray-haired father looking through the genealogy, sighed sadly, and finally took up a pen to scribble.The old mother who was depressed all day long secretly wept.

He saw that although Qiu Yuanqing's parents were rich and prosperous, they were thriving and full of children and grandchildren.But in the end, when the two sat opposite each other, they sighed and wondered if they had done something wrong to let Aiko go away, and their emotions were hard to calm down.

And Yu Fei's parents...

Yu Fei's parents are a very ordinary couple in the suburbs of Beijing. They have managed the family diligently and thriftily for several generations, gradually acquired land, and saved a decent family business.

In the village, he can be regarded as a well-known local rich man.

After getting old and having a son, they put all their efforts on this son.

So after the only son secretly ran out to seek immortality, the spirits of the old couple quickly collapsed.

It's like losing your soul, and you can't get excited about doing anything.

But the people in the village, some with conscience, still sympathized with the old couple.

Some unscrupulous people, seeing that there are no young adults in this family, start to sneer at the old couple, shoot openly and covertly, extort and extort, and even some scumbags secretly plan to kill the old couple and take away their life savings to squander.

A good family is only missing one person, but it is on the verge of collapse.

The above are all what Du Youqian saw in the phantom when he practiced the real fire.

Not necessarily the truth.

But if it is reasonable to speculate, the possibility of such a situation happening in reality is indeed quite high.

The airship is still circling.

In Du Youqian's mind, distracting thoughts abounded.

Not only did many things about Yu Fei when he was a young man emerge.

He even recalled the stories of when he was a young Qiu Yuanqing and a young Fang Zhongying.

Those faded old photos were thought to have been moldy and weathered in the attic of memory, and could never be found again.

But I didn't expect that when I turned them out inadvertently, it turned out to be so clear. The smiling faces in the photo made Du Youqian moved and melancholy.

It's true to focus on "I", but even though "I" is Du Youqian, isn't Fang Zhongying, Qiu Yuanqing, and Yu Fei not me?
These are changes in the identity of "I" over time, not another person.

To deny Fang Zhongying, Qiu Yuanqing, and Yu Fei is to deny myself!

He thought of his every life, the mystery in the broken fetus, and what he announced when he awakened the memory of his previous life.

I am Yu Fei, Qiu Yuanqing, and Fang Zhongying.I am Du Youqian.

Conversely, it can actually be established: I am Du Youqian, I am also Fang Zhongying, I am also Qiu Yuanqing, and I am also Yu Fei.

From now on, families in every life can no longer be treated so ruthlessly.

Although I can't be like ordinary people, to accompany my parents and relatives, and to be happy.

But you can't just cut them ruthlessly and never contact them again.

We should find a way to deal with it properly.

At least let the parents of each life no longer be so painful and tortured.

Fang Zhongying's parents have long been turned into a handful of loess, and they can no longer make up for it.

But Qiu Yuanqing's parents should still be alive, so they can try to make up for one or two, at least let the old couple feel at ease.

Yu Fei's parents can make proper arrangements now so as not to leave any regrets.

Thinking of this, Du Youqian activated the flying boat's blinding formation, slowly descended, and landed not far from the village.

Then put away the flying boat, showing a figure.

Just as he took a step, he looked down at his attire and stopped again.

He took out an ordinary-looking robe from his treasure bag and put it on before continuing to the village.

Along the way, everyone who saw him showed astonishment.

Isn't this the child from the Yu family who had been missing for several years and finally came back?

There were also a few rascals who bullied the old couple too much. When they saw Du Youqian, their eyes looked fierce, and they didn't know what they were planning.

Du Youqian naturally didn't bother to guess, and at night, he just took care of them all, so why bother with their thoughts.

Finally, Du Youqian came to his house in this life.

An old lady, wearing half-new clothes with several holes, was tending the vegetable racks in the yard.

Her movements were shaky, obviously absent-minded, and she made several mistakes.

Du Youqian looked at it for a while, then said softly: "Mother..."

When the old woman looked up, she froze for a moment, opened her shriveled mouth, but didn't make any sound, but her breathing became heavier and faster.

After looking at Du Youqian for a while, she lowered her head and rubbed her cloudy eyes vigorously, then raised her gray-haired head, only to find that her pupils still reflected the appearance of Aiko.

Two lines of old tears finally slipped down silently along the wrinkled face.

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A few days later, when Du Youqian boarded the flying boat again and rushed towards the Holy Blood Sect, he felt as if a veil that was invisible had been erased from his heart.

The mind is more clear and pure.

Even the imperial envoy Feijian is a little more agile than before.

His thinking should be right.

If the relatives in each life can be arranged reasonably in the future, at least there will be no demons in this regard.

After staying at home for a few days, he tried his best to play the role of a filial son and talked with the elders.

Promise to take them to the fairyland after completing a small thing, that is, to the blessed land.

Of course, he would not take the two elders to the blessed land of the Holy Blood Sect.

Instead, they are planning to send them to a blessed place under the authentic jurisdiction of the Taoist sect, so that the two elders can enjoy the happiness.

Although he can't be with them all the time, he will also buy some lively maids and boys to accompany the second elder, and even find one or two kind and talkative children to be the second elder's adoptive son, so that the second elder will not be lonely.

Maybe a long time later, his realm will be higher, and he can refine an incarnation outside his body, or use puppetry to perform filial piety for himself.

But for him now, it is really difficult to have both the pursuit of the Tao and the fulfillment of filial piety.

We can only seek the Tao first, and then try to be nice to the two elders... If we can't be perfect, at least we can do what we can.

Thinking of this, Du Youqian stopped distracting thoughts.

Begin to condition yourself for the inevitable battle that follows.

(End of this chapter)