This fox fairy is too inhuman

() It’s time, help.
Dear fellow citizens, Happy National Day!
Here is Bachlen who has not gone anywhere but has been put off updating until now.

Anyway, let me give you a shout-out first.

dong dong dong dong dong!

I feel really bad today and I really can’t write anything.

Today is a holiday, it’s the first day of October, and it’s a double monthly pass... Do I not want to update?

Don’t I want such a large amount of traffic?

no.

Let me explain the situation to you.

This is really not my fault! (serious face)

It's really hard for me...

It's not that I'm mentally unhealthy, it's that I'm really not feeling well physically.

I caught a cold when the weather changed before, and I almost recovered in the past two days.

But one wave of ups and downs rose again.

Just when I thought I was back to health...

A new storm has emerged!

In the past few days, I have been consuming a lot of toilet paper every day.

——Used to blow nose.

You may not understand the superimposed debuff of allergies + allergic rhinitis + allergic asthma + cold air, pollen, and dust allergies.

simply put.

I feel like I'm about to die. ()

It may be an exaggeration to say this, but I really feel bad.

Feeling listless, sneezing all the time, and having a scratchy throat.

Absolutely.

I also thought about it, and maybe part of the reason is because I stayed in Africa for two years, and I am a little uncomfortable with the cooling in the Northeast...

Really, it feels so cold.

(suction slip)
In addition, the performance of the book is actually very poor, and both the follow-up reading and regular subscriptions have been declining.

Small ups and big downs, down!fall!fall!

I'm better now than before. I don't stare at the data every day, and my mentality has relaxed... But I know the general trend well.

To be honest, I don't know how to do it.

But fortunately, my physical discomfort made me somewhat ignore the misery of the book.

These days are getting more and more painful day by day. (touching palms)

I don't know how long I can hold on.I don’t know how the income in September is compared to August. If it is much lower, the situation may not be good.

There is too much pressure from all sides.

If there is no improvement in October, I may still have to accept the reality under pressure from all aspects and go back to find a class honestly.

Maybe I will go to Africa again to serve abroad or something... It’s hard to say.

All I can say is, I really don’t want to go.

However, the current situation may not allow me to have any illusions.

……

……

"Is life always this painful? Or is it only when I was a child?"

"Always."

……

……

Negative shit.

It is impossible to bow your head!
His grandma's.

I'm taking a day off today, and tomorrow I'll start writing on top of the [-] words, plus the extra updates for last month's monthly subscription of [-] words!

Even if there is a knife coming from the sky tomorrow, I will still update.

I don’t believe I can’t write it.

It was put on the shelves in August, and it has been running for a week. In the end, 20 words were updated, with an average of [-] words per day.

In September, because I was out and sick, I only updated 15 words, an average of [-] words per day.

In October, I want to write a 20-word campaign.

Hopefully this isn't my last ripple.

Come on.

The big brother of coding——

……

Now it’s double monthly pass.

Vote for your monthly vote, my dears.

Save the child.

If you plan to keep books, those of you who are willing to subscribe automatically, please subscribe automatically and then keep books——

(End of this chapter)