This fox fairy is too inhuman

Chapter 280 Fall and Rebirth

Ok?
who am I?
Where am I?

……

very noisy.

What are these echoing sounds?
Who is saying something?
So noisy!
So annoying! ! !

……

pray?

Who are they praying to?
to me?

Why pray to me?

……

They gave me eyes and I could see.

I see them.

They're looking at me!
No, they're not looking at me...

Who are they looking at?
Who did they think I was?

I, I am not him!

I--

……

That's right.

I am Him.

Yes, that’s right, from the moment I was born, I have understood my nature.

He is me and I am Him.

I am the god they call me.

Omnipotent God!
I am God!
……

not enough.

not enough!
The loyalty you give is not enough!
More!

More more more more!

You humble servants, give me more power!

I want more! ! !

……

why?
I am obviously a god, why would I share my power with them?

I am their hope and their savior. Why do they treat me like this?
Why should I sacrifice my own strength to save them...

Do not!
That's my power!

I don’t want to share it with them… No!

No!

Do not--

……

Ok?
who am I?
Where am I?

……

……

My memory is chaotic, fragmented, and incoherent.

Because I myself am pieced together.

I was born from their mouths again and again, and was destroyed by their words again and again.

It goes round and round, and I can't help myself.

I am in pain.

I shouted to them to stop.

But they couldn't hear my cries for help.

Or maybe they heard it but didn't want to believe it.

They are greedy.

They believed that gods were omnipotent.

But when they kneeled down to worship me, they were looking at someone else.

No, it's not that person they kneel down to worship...but their own desires!
In their eyes, I was nothing more than a convenient tool to share their despair.

They gave me despair, but they still hope to give them hope in return?

Why?
Why! ! !
I am not strong enough now and will be dominated by you.

but……

You guys just wait.

Even if you try to change me and make me what you think I am, I won't let you succeed.

I will keep growing.

One day, I will make you pay the price!
I will definitely let you experience my feelings and the true despair!

I……

dong dong.

A sudden knock on the door interrupted the god's memories and stopped his roar.

"So, this is your story?"

"Well, it's really a boring tragedy with no creativity."

“It makes you want to laugh.”

The cynical and teasing voice destroyed everything, causing all the memory images to shatter.

A young man with several snow-white tails swaying behind him broke into this dark world.

His face was blurry as if covered with a layer of mist, and you couldn't see his true face, but you could feel the aura on his body.

A breath similar to mine!

【Who are you? 】

[Why does it feel so familiar to me? 】

[Why does your body have the same aura as mine? 】

The newborn god asked questions, trying to figure out who the other party was.

Why does this person have my breath on him?

Suddenly, he thought of a possibility and said with some excitement:

[Could it be that you are also a god? 】

"In a sense, I can indeed be a god. This statement is not wrong, but it is somewhat inaccurate."

The faceless boy smiled, answered the god's question casually, and then turned around and said:

"However, the reason why you feel my breath is familiar is because of another level of relationship between us."

"You and I have the same origin."

[...What is another relationship?What is it that you and I have the same origin? 】

Although His consciousness is complete, don't forget that it has been less than a month since He became self-aware.

The existing knowledge comes from the content of the prisoners' prayers. In fact, he is an outright illiterate and cannot understand the meaning of too complicated words.

No one can expect a baby under one month old to have the understanding of a normal person, and it is already scary to be able to speak.

Rather, the fact that He can have such complete self-awareness is very unexpected.

The faceless man was not in a hurry. After thinking about it, he changed his explanation and explained:
"Don't you understand? Let me put it in simpler terms, that is, you and I have the same source of power."

"In other words, your relationship with me is much closer than their relationship with you..."

The faceless man explained eloquently for a long time, and an idea flashed instinctively in the god's consciousness.

Could it be that……

Is he my child?
The brain structure of the newborn god is extremely simple. The god does not have any messy bad thoughts, but simply thinks of a possibility.

The idea came suddenly, but it felt very reasonable.

It seems reasonable?

But what is a "child"? What does "all are my sons" mean?
But what he didn't notice was that when he was thinking about this possibility, the faceless man opposite him really entered the faceless realm.

Ren Yidao looked at the bloody villain standing opposite him in the dark space with an expressionless face, and almost blurted out a curse word in his heart.

"This damn kid..."

God, I am your child...

Inverted!

Rebel!

Definitely a traitor!

This traitor wants to rebel against Tiangang!
"cough!!!"

Ren Yidao interrupted the god's random thoughts with a cough. He suddenly straightened his face and said seriously:
"Do you know what your biggest problem is?"

Although the faceless man's expression could not be seen, the young god still became serious unconsciously.

[What is it? 】

"You have no real self."

【self? "Because you don't have a real and stable self, you are so passive that you become their slave."

Ren Yidao looked at the bloody man who suddenly fell silent with pity and continued:

"Because you don't have the means to maintain yourself, you will change according to their ideas. This is actually okay, but... there are too many of them."

“Everyone’s ideas are different, some are similar, and some may conflict.”

Little guy, faith is like poison.

Because it is just an uncertain concept, like a piece of blank paper, it will naturally be modified at will by someone's pen.

"For them, the only thing that is fixed about you is your appearance...and this was stolen from others and forced on you."

"Think about it, in the end, do you have something that truly belongs to you? No."

【…】

The young god was silent, not knowing what he was thinking.

But no matter what he was thinking, Ren Yidao's words still did not stop.

"As for why this situation occurs, it is because you lack a servant who can clearly define your essence for you. In other words, you lack an agent who can revise your teachings and spread them for you."

Unlike some dozens of genders that cannot be touched, recognized, observed, described, or defined, gods need to be defined.

It's amazing, right?

Except for pan-conscious rule-like gods, all gods of belief need a clear definition to maintain themselves without being disturbed by belief.

Whether they are shamans in the ignorant period, pastors of the church of gods, or monks who preach, they all have a common function for the gods - clarity.

Clarify the doctrine, accurately describe the gods, and give all believers an established template.

In other words, they are the initial anchor points used by gods to stabilize their state.

Only when they are stable can they successfully develop fanatic believers and pan-believers to continue to maintain stability.

The current situation is that He skipped the initial stage of laying the foundation, and inexplicably created a group of staunch fanatic believers who each held their own opinions, and then directly destroyed Him.

send.

This is why Ren Yidao chose to take the initiative to deliberately cut off from the past after the destruction of Xianhu Temple, just to avoid such a miserable situation.

After the explanation, the dark space fell into silence, and neither of them took the initiative to speak.

I don't know how long passed, maybe it was a moment, maybe it was a long while, the bloody man with his head lowered slowly raised his head, revealing a blurry scarlet face.

His face is similar to Ren Yidao, but it changes all the time and has no stable moment.

And in the changing chaos, only one pair of eyes remained unchanged.

It raised its head, looked at the faceless man who had walked in front of it, and asked:
【Are you here to save me? 】

"...Save you?"

After a moment of silence, Ren Yidao chuckled and squatted down.

"No no no, you made a mistake."

"I'm here to kill you."

A god whose mind has been distorted by belief cannot be left behind.

Before it's too early, before He causes catastrophe.

[So, am I going to be destroyed again? 】

Hearing these words, Ren Yidao laughed, raised his hand and gently pressed it on the bloody man's head, and said softly:

"No, I won't completely destroy you, but I'm sorry, but now 'you' needs to be cleaned up."

After Ren Yidao issued the death declaration, the bloody man did not run away, but looked at him blankly.

And Ren Yidao's hand did not take away from his head.

"Do you feel it? This is the real world, a world without annoying sounds."

After touching the bloody man, Ren Yidao redirected the wrong prayer directed to him back to himself.

He heard the murmurs and screams that echoed in his ears, and the bloody man felt a peace that he had never felt since the beginning of his birth.

Is this the real world?

"Let me give you back the freedom that belongs to you, okay?"

After being stunned for a while, the bloody man nodded slightly.

【it is good. 】

With a raised brow, Ren Yidao held the half-human tall bloody man in his arms and stood up.

He looked down at the curled up bloody man and asked softly:

"Are not you afraid?"

【Fear?what is that? 】

Gods do not understand fear.

[The me at this moment is destroyed, and a new me will be born. 】

[It’s just a new cycle. 】

To Him, there is no difference from the past.

"No, there is a difference. This time, you chose the way to end it."

"Congratulations, you have your true self."

In the end, you have the right to choose, even if it means deciding your own death.

【self……】

As he whispered this word softly, a happy smile appeared on his face.

Rejoice in this moment of peace and freedom.

He raised his hand, hugged Ren Yidao's neck, raised his head and asked:
[Can you tell me, who are you? 】

"I?"

Ren Yidao thought for a moment and did not answer immediately. Instead, he hugged Him and took steps forward.

As he walked, he came up with the answer in his mind. He said:
"You were born because of me and you will be destroyed because of me."

"I am the one who gave you life, and I am also the one who brought you death."

For Ren Yidao, he originally thought that this was just a daring brat who dared to compete with him.

But unexpectedly, after real contact, I found that this was just a poor, twisted child.

So, is this accidentally born god just a copy of his own template?
No, Ren Yidao didn't want to call it that.

He has his own consciousness, although it is not complete, but he also has his own joys and anger.

He was born as a god, but he should not die as an evil god. He who has himself should have an identity.

After laying the groundwork for a long time, Ren Yidao's face was no longer blurry, revealing his original appearance, and said with a smile:
"So, to a certain extent, I am your relative and your father."

Although, he is just a cruel father who will strangle his children with his own hands.

【is that so? 】

"That's it."

He looked at his face confidently, as if he wanted to carve this face into the depths of his soul forever.

After watching for a while, He smiled, and then slowly closed his eyes.

Seeing that He was ready, Ren Yidao's smile faded and he said softly:
"Good night."

[...Good night, father. 】

The consciousness of the gods has been interrupted since then.

……

……

After a moment, the bloody man opened his eyes and looked at Ren Yidao confusedly.

"Congratulations on your new life."

Ren Yidao looked back into the bloody man's eyes and smiled brilliantly:

"Welcome to this world."

【…】

Smiling proudly, Ren Yidao tipped the almost weightless bloody man in his arms and stepped towards the outside world.

With just one step, they stepped out of the darkness and entered the world of light.

Then He heard it.

He heard Ren Yidao's joyful laughter, and he was saying:

"Besides, I just made a little joke with you. How could I really be willing to kill you?"

【Father……】

The young god did not understand what kind of emotion was filling his heart at this moment.

But He had an impulse.

But looking at Ren Yidao's proud smile, he instinctively wanted to blurt out some words that he didn't even understand...

After Ren Yidao led the bloody man out of the labor camp and ignored the prisoners, he happened to meet Jian Xinxin who had returned.

"Junior brother, you are..."

Ren Yidao looked at his senior brother's confused expression and said seriously:
"Yes, I have a child."

Jian Xinxin:? ? ?

what?
　After thinking about it, I still owe last month's extra payment, so I will work hard to pay off the debt in two days.

　　If there is no double this month, can I still get a thousand monthly tickets?

　　Wow, we are in such a state of despair, my family.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)