This fox fairy is too inhuman

Chapter 592 I Don’t Believe It~(23)
And these eyes full of divinity... come from Ren Yidao's future.

That's him in the future.

Even if I look at my past self at this moment, it is as if I am looking at a blade of grass, without any ripples.

"So, you have forgotten all this?"

Ren Yidao felt a little emotional, and for a moment he even felt a little sad and puzzled.

"What happened in the future where 'you' are that caused 'you' to lose yourself?"

Who would have thought that my initial ridiculous feeling was actually correct.

The future self is not a being "like" the ancient god, but has truly transformed into an indescribable being without a self.

One could even say that there's a feeling of being assimilated to the rules and completely losing oneself.

The gaze he cast from the future was just instinctively chasing after the person who was spying on him...

Incarnate into the Heavenly Dao? Merge with the Dao?
Ren Yidao couldn't guess what specific state he was in. At his current level, he couldn't predict what would happen in the future.

Ren Yidao felt a little heavy.

At this moment, he simply couldn't imagine what kind of future would make him make such a choice and be willing to make such a sacrifice.

Ren Yidao is not a savior.

If there were other options, he would definitely not make this choice that is close to sacrifice.

and so……

What kind of situation and despair would make me choose to give up on myself?
What happened in that future?
Will the future really be that dark?

"..."

Ren Yidao looked with a heavy heart at the huge eyes that had appeared from the very beginning and had silently followed him all the way.

After a long time, he suddenly laughed.

“…No, maybe it’s not that dark.” After being depressed for a while, Ren Yidao quickly cheered up.

Yes.

Maybe the worst is yet to come.

All of my previous assumptions were based on the premise that "losing oneself" is irreversible.

If, if indeed, the "self" could be restored, then the situation would be completely different.

It will change from a taboo option of "I will never do it" to a possible risk of "some risks, but acceptable".

"Yes, it shouldn't be too late." The more Ren Yidao thought about it, the more he felt that this idea was very likely.

Because at this moment, this gaze from the future proves this point.

"As expected of me, I didn't give up. My tenacious instinct didn't let go of any opportunity."

Although He had lost Himself, He did not miss this opportunity and was instinctively watching His past memories.

He hasn't given up yet.

Trying to recover myself in this way!
He… No, I haven’t given up yet!
"As expected of me, I can actually assist my future self."

When he realized what his future self was doing, Ren Yidao laughed heartily.

That’s what happened!
"You are me, and I am you. If what I have can help you find yourself now, then feel free to take it."

Ren Yidao completely opened his heart, allowing his memories, emotions, and humanity to all flow into the eyes in the sky.

boom! ! !
The moment those huge eyes came into contact with those humans, they changed for the first time.

His pupils trembled slightly, and every seemingly slight tremor caused the entire pure white space to tremble violently, and huge cracks appeared.

ka ka ka-

But in just a moment, the entire space seemed to be completely collapsed and shattered.

However, Ren Yidao who was in the middle of it did not panic at all. Instead, the corners of his mouth curled up more and more obviously.

he knows.

I made the right bet.

The greatest enemy of divinity is humanity.

Looking at the radiance of humanity that was rising in those eyes like a raging wildfire, Ren Yidao smiled and winked at it.

"Future me, please wake up."

他 说:

"How do you sleep at this age?"

The huge eyes closed completely and suddenly opened in the next moment.

boom!
The entire space was torn apart, and everything including Ren Yidao was reduced to dust.

And at the end when consciousness faded away, Ren Yidao saw the brilliance contained in those eyes - it was a fiery emotion brighter than the scorching sun!

And then……

Ren Yidao woke up.

……

"you're awake?"

"Ok?"

Ren Yidao woke up from his coma, slowly opened his eyes, looked at the half of the sky above his head, blinked, thought for a while, and then suddenly said: "Oh, it's a little fish!"

It was such a dazzling sight that I thought Jing Yueqin had come.

He was about to stand up and sit up, but Yu Yu's jade fingers gently pressed on his brow and pushed him back.

The force was not that great for him, but for the little girl who was doing the work, this finger took a lot of strength.

She is getting angry.

Having figured this out, Ren Yidao did not resist. He followed the force and fell back to his original position, continuing to shake in that soft place.

"Uh...what's wrong?"

Ren Yidao blinked, spoke weakly, and then glanced around with his peripheral vision.

I found that everyone else was busy with their own things over there, some were reading, some were practicing, some were daydreaming, some were supervising. It seemed that everyone had their own things to do at the moment and no one was paying attention to this side.

What happened?
Ren Yidao felt that the atmosphere was not right, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. In the end, he could only set his eyes on the only girl who seemed to have nothing to do.

Yu Yu pursed her lips, her usually smiling eyes slightly narrowed, her pretty eyebrows were also furrowed, it seemed as if she had a lot to say.

Ren Yidao had never seen her face like this before, and he found it a little strange at first, but when he thought that the person who made her angry might be himself, he became obedient again.

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Seeing Ren Yidao's well-behaved appearance, Yu Yu's lips moved slightly, and his attitude softened a little. After a long silence, he whispered, "You scared me."

Ren Yidao blinked, but still asked quietly: "...What do you mean?"

Fox, I can accept the trial, but you have to tell me first, what exactly have I done wrong?
"……Ugh."

After spending so much time together, Yu Yu already understood what kind of personality his adoptive father and senior brother had. He said helplessly, "He ran out by himself without saying anything, and didn't come back for a long time. When he came back, he was already unconscious."

Yu Yu looked at Ren Yidao, who had an awkward expression, and said with a straight face, "Don't you think this is a bit excessive?"

Bad.

My family members, I was taught a lesson by my adopted daughter and junior sister.

"Uh……"

Ren Yidao originally wanted to make a few more excuses, but looking at the angry Yu Yu, he finally obeyed his inner will and honestly bowed his head to admit his mistake, "Master Yu is right. It is my fault. I will never dare to do it again next time. Please be magnanimous and let me go." If you make a mistake, you must admit it, correct it when you know it, and don't make it again next time.

This is definitely not cowardice.

Although Ren Yidao's words of apology were a bit inappropriate, Yu Yu still accepted his apology because of his decent attitude.

She is a very easy-going little girl and doesn't need much.

An attitude and a promise are enough.

Even when he was angry, Yu Yu did not do anything excessive, and even let the prisoner rest his head on his legs.

"Please don't do this again." Yu Yu's palm fell on Ren Yidao's cheek and stroked it gently.

Such an action was somewhat exciting for Yu Yu, as she had never done anything like this before. But perhaps because of this accident, she finally mustered up the courage.

Ren Yidao's eyes widened slightly, then quickly calmed down, allowing him to touch her, and replied, "Yeah."

"Please don't leave without permission again."

Yu Yu felt the warmth coming from her fingertips, and her attitude softened. She whispered in a voice that was almost melting, "I'm not stopping you from doing anything. I know you have more important things to do, but you have to tell us when you'll be back."

"I, none of us will stop you, but we don't want to wait like this without knowing anything... This is too painful."

She can and will wait.

But the endless waiting was still a bit too cruel for Yu Yu.

Ren Yidao raised his eyes, looked at the determination in the girl's eyes, and nodded gently.

"Ah."

"Next time, I will let you know what I will do, what risks I will encounter, and when I will be back. I will tell you all of this."

He sat up slowly, and this time he was not stopped. He gently took the girl's hand, placed it on his chest, and whispered: "I will keep my promise. I promise you."

The girl turned her head to avoid the calm yet burning gaze, revealing her neck that had turned pink due to shyness, and nodded slightly.

"Ah."

……

"I didn't expect you to be so honest this time and actually agreed. I thought you would find a way to perfunctorily appease her!" Yao Yue looked at Ren Yidao with some curiosity and teased, "With your ability, can you do it?"

"It's possible, it's very simple, they are easy to deceive... but I won't do that." Ren Yidao raised his eyes, glanced at his master who was sitting next to him, shook his head and said, "Being able to do it is one thing, and whether to do it is another. Even before, I just didn't let them know the dangers, and never chose to deliberately deceive them."

"Hmph, there is no difference between these two points." Yao Yue curled her lips, thinking that he was making a sophistry.

"There are still some. Well, although I avoid talking about it and talk about it in a vague way, the results are not much different."

Ok?
Seeing her disciple being so honest and low-aggression today, Yao Yue suddenly became curious: "What happened? Why did you suddenly change like this?"

what happened?
Can I say that I just saw my future self and then gave him some humanity?

Ren Yidao felt a little disappointed, but he didn't say anything. He shook his head and said, "Nothing. I just suddenly thought that if one day...if I really have to make you wait for a very long time, I still have to tell you in advance."

If that future is actually about to happen...

Hearing Ren Yidao's words, Yao Yue frowned. She sensed some unusual emotions and asked, "What do you mean? You want to go to a faraway place alone?"

"Very far away... maybe?"

Ren Yidao imagined the special state he would be in in the future, which was not much different from leaving this world. "But who can say for sure what will happen in the future? I am just assuming a possibility...eh?"

Ren Yidao was just trying to deal with it perfunctorily when his head was suddenly pulled to the side, forcing him to look Yao Yue directly in the eye.

"What are you afraid of?"

“…No, I’m not scared.”

Ren Yidao wanted to turn his head, but Yao Yue did not let go. She leaned over and stared straight into the depths of his eyes. She clearly saw a shadow just now.

"So tell me, what happened before you fell into a coma?"

"...I, ha!" Ren Yidao looked at the bright eyes so close to him and the worry contained in them. In the end, he was defeated and stopped resisting, and sighed.

"I am afraid that one day you will no longer be important in my eyes, that you will become just another person in my eyes... I am afraid that one day I will no longer be myself."

Ren Yidao sighed softly, telling of a huge shadow that no one could understand and could not be told to anyone.

Human nature, self.

Divinity, no self.

He didn't want to become that kind of person one day.

"..." After listening to Ren Yidao's words that sounded almost like a sigh, Yao Yue narrowed her eyes slightly and carefully felt his emotions.

"I'm fine, I just have some things I need to think about. Please leave me alone to think about it."

He did not collapse or despair.

He was just a little tired.

If he were given a little more time, he would be able to adjust his mentality, hide everything deep in his heart, and bear and digest it all by himself.

In just a little while, he would be the lawless little fox in her memory who even had ambitions towards her.

Just one more time...

"Hmph." Yao Yue snorted lightly, and a thought flashed through her mind.

Doesn't he have to bear it all by himself?
I don't!
How can I always do what you want?

No!

She has her own way!
So, Yaoyue did not release the hand that was pressing on Ren Yidao's cheek, but pressed it tighter, and then leaned forward.

boo.

"Seriously, you're just going to leave me alone right now and... ugh!?"

! ! ?

The moment everything happened, Ren Yidao didn't even react to what was happening. His brain completely froze and he was completely confused.

Then, when he reacted...

Even more confused.

what?
No, brother...ah?

"now what?"

Yao Yue was very satisfied with her disciple's reaction. She stood up with a smile, gently pinched his cheek, and said leisurely: "Do you still think that I am the same as other people? Will you regard me as an ordinary person?"

"I don't believe it~"

Ren Yidao had been in a daze for a while. He widened his eyes, looked at the cunning eyes so close to him, and then looked at the pair of moist lips.

She just...

Did you molest me?
Can I ask someone to arrest her?

While thinking this, Ren Yidao unexpectedly grabbed her wrist and pulled it gently.

“Ehhhh!? Ugh!!!”

really……

She's right.

Foxy, I can't do it.

(End of this chapter)