I synthesize infinite entries in troubled times

Relax your mood

As the title says, my three-year relationship is gone. I am not as strong as some people on the Internet.

The past few days have seemed peaceful, and even though life seems like nothing has happened, there are actually a lot of words hidden behind it.

I really want to ask her why, three years have ended just because of the stupid words of a best friend.

Now that things have come to this, even though I want to say a lot, I don't know where to express it, but it's stuck in my throat.

Maybe some friends understand how I feel, or maybe they don’t, but I need to lighten my mood.

Sometimes, the emotional collapse comes so suddenly. I thought I would be strong and not sad. In fact, I am still a clown. I will still be sad and sad for this three-year relationship so that I will never forget it for a long time.

In the past two days, I have been holding back my emotions to write, but today, I really can’t write anymore. Even though there is a sequel to the plot, when I started writing, a lot of clown and idiot emotions came to me. I admit, I really accept it. Can't live.

I need relief, just for today, I won’t ask for leave this month. First, I want to finish the book quickly, and second, the leave application note is not enough, and it can no longer support me to ask for a second time this month.That's fine. After I get through this difficult time, I will devote myself completely to writing, finish this book, and then write a heartwarming and exciting novel.

Finally, I wish you all can meet the right person in your life.

I, that's it, maybe I will recover soon, or maybe I will become the next scumbag.

The so-called rich Loli woman is, after all, just the dream of a desperate author.

Now, the dream is awake.

(End of this chapter)