After I kissed the rough man Khan, I was busy farming in the grassland

Li Xianyun nestled in Ye Luyan's arms, looked up at him, and asked: "Husband, seeing Master today made me think of many things about my mother and concubine. You have never mentioned your mother and concubine. Can you tell me something?"

Yeluyan once told her that Guli was not his biological mother, saying that there were many things involved and that he would tell her slowly in the future, but he never told her in detail.

When Yeluyan heard this, his body stiffened slightly.

The first thought was that if Li Xianyun knew that his birth was full of sin and that he was an disliked and cursed child, would Li Xianyun dislike him and hate him?
He also found the idea ridiculous.

After all, those things were beyond his control and not his fault.

Moreover, Li Xianyun has a pure nature, so she will not be prejudiced against him because of this matter.

But who made him care too much about Li Xianyun? He was always cautious, wary of everything, and worried about gains and losses.

But looking at such a pair of clear and pure eyes, how could he bear to deceive her?

Yeluyan put his hands hard and hugged her slender waist tightly, and the two of them got closer.

He stared down at Li Xianyun, not wanting to miss any of the expressions on her face, and asked very solemnly and earnestly: "Xian'er, if you learn that my husband's life experience is full of misery, will you hate me?"

Li Xianyun saw that his eyes were full of sadness and uncertainty, which was so different from his strategizing, confident and omnipotent image that it made people feel heartbroken.
Li Xianyun's small white hands gently held his handsome cheek, looked at him tenderly, leaned over and kissed his beautiful lips, murmuring sweetly, "Silly husband, I only feel sorry for you, why?" Will I hate you?"

Ye Luyan was quite touched. Her beauty could always inadvertently touch his heartstrings, making him feel extremely comfortable both physically and mentally.

He kissed her back passionately and deeply.

But the matter is urgent, and this is not the time for me to be in love with each other.

Li Xianyun turned her head, dodged backwards, put her small hand lightly on his solid chest, and said softly: "Husband, can you tell me about your mother-in-law?"

"……it is good."

Li Xianyun said to the outside: "Park the carriage at a secluded place on the side of the road. You guys should stay away. The master and I have something to talk about."

"Yes!"

In the dim yellow light inside the car, Yeluyan's eyes were dark and his handsome face was tense.

Facing Li Xianyun's actions, Yeluyan was surprised and had already guessed something.

Feeling confused.

The "master" in Li Xianyun's mouth probably knows about his biological mother. Instead of letting others add fuel to the fire and gossip in front of her, she should tell the truth herself.

But Li Xianyun was more anxious than he thought. She grabbed his arm with both hands and shook it gently. Her voice was urgent and she said, "Husband, please keep your story short."

Yeluyan's Adam's apple rolled, and he tried his best to briefly describe the important points.

From how his father Khan met his mother, it was told that his mother disappeared after giving birth to him. It was not until he became seriously ill when he was five years old that he saw his mother again.

Those two months were his happiest days. He knew that he was not a child without a mother to want and love, but after he recovered from the illness, his mother disappeared again.

Finally, Ye Luyan said: "I am the child of her and her enemy. When she learned that she was pregnant, she tried to abort me, but she failed. She must have hated me so much that she has not come back to see me for so many years."

In addition, he looks so much like his father, Khan. How could he not hate a face that looks like his enemy?

"No," Li Xianyun said quietly, "Husband, your mother-in-law loves you, otherwise she would not risk being caught by your father Khan and go deep into the palace to take care of you without taking off your clothes."

Yeluyan smiled bitterly and didn't believe it.

Li Xianyun asked: "Husband, do you remember what your mother-in-law looks like?" Yeluyan stared at Li Xian with a scrutinizing gaze, wondering why she asked this.

But Li Xianyun couldn't wait any longer and said, "Husband, does your concubine have a small beauty mark between her eyebrows?"

Yeluyan's eyes flickered.

He was only five years old when he met his biological mother. His mother's face was already somewhat vague, but he was particularly impressed by the small mole between her eyebrows.

The master Li Xianyun met today indeed knew his mother.

Li Xianyun had confirmed her suspicion from his reaction.

It turns out that her master is Ye Luyan’s biological mother! ! !

No wonder Master has no relatives around him, no wonder Master lives in seclusion and does not make friends with others, no wonder Master never reveals his identity to her, no wonder Master disappears overnight and has no news.

Everything clicked.

The master stayed in a remote and backward village in the Later Tang Dynasty for several years, just to avoid Yelu Zheng's hard pursuit.

Li Xianyun's face flushed with excitement, and she grabbed Ye Luyan's big hand, her delicate arms trembling slightly.

"Husband, my master is your mother-in-law, who was in the inn just now."

Ye Luyan's eyes seemed to be lit up by countless stars, with bright brilliance and surprise flashing through them. However, the stars fell in just a moment, and his deep eyes became as dark as ancient wells, leaving only cold silence.

That broken heart was suffering from heartache.

His mother clearly knew that he was outside the door. Even if she didn't know, she should have seen him through the gap in the window, but she did not come out to meet him.

Hated him so much.

Even if she came out to see him, just once, he wouldn't be so sad.

The suddenly closed window was like the door of his heart that was tightly closed.

"Husband, let's go back to your mother and concubine. Let's talk to you mother and son. There is no mother in the world who doesn't love her children."

Ye Luyan smiled bitterly. His Xian'er was still well protected. Where in the world is there a lack of mothers who don't love their children?

How many mothers use their children as bargaining chips to compete for favor? How many mothers abandon their children for their own selfish desires?
"Xian'er, my husband can listen to you on everything else, but not this matter. Let's go back to the palace, shall we?"

"No, husband, you must listen to me. Master will leave tomorrow, and according to her wishes, he will never come back again." Li Xianyun said anxiously.

Yeluyan's face was calm and unruffled, but the violent rise and fall of his solid chest still revealed his ups and downs of emotions at this time.

"Since she has never wanted to meet her husband, why should the husband meet her?"

This was said very coldly.

Don't encourage others to be kind until they have suffered.

Considering Ye Luyan’s childhood experience, how could Li Xianyun not understand him?

But they clearly misunderstood each other.

"Husband, the reason why master didn't come back to you is because of your father's fault, not because of you. If she didn't love you, she wouldn't have taken such a big risk to come back to Shangjing to take care of you." ( End of this chapter)