After I kissed the rough man Khan, I was busy farming in the grassland

Li Xianyun bit her lip lightly with a complicated expression.

What's the use of saying "I'm sorry" as much as Murong Ce said?
Huan'er will never come back.

And the purpose of his "I'm sorry" was not simple, it was just to make her forgive him and to let her go with him.

What's more, what qualifications does she have to forgive Huan'er?

Huan'er died so tragically, her family will live in pain for the rest of their lives and will not be able to live a normal life.

Is this something that can be smoothed over and offset by an "I'm sorry"?

Li Xianyun's eyes were like a knife cutting into Murong Ce's heart.

Murong Ce was not angry. He had harmed her maid who was a sister. He should have suffered whatever she did.

He is a crazy critic. Only in front of Li Xianyun can he have a little conscience, become flesh and blood, and live like a normal person.

He can't live without her.

Murong Ce squatted at Li Xianyun's feet, looked up at her, and said with an extremely sincere expression and an extremely sincere tone:

"Xian'er, I really know I was wrong. For such a long time, I haven't regretted it for a day. Since I found out that I like you, I really want to change myself. I won't let those playboys bully you, let them and my family If you pay the due price, you won’t hate me so much anymore.”

At this point, a look of extreme pain appeared on his face, forcing him to slow down before continuing.

"I often think, if I hadn't heard rumors that you and Sheng Heng were in love, and got carried away with jealousy and hurt your maid, you wouldn't hate me so much. If I hadn't drank and wanted to be frivolous that day You, you won’t try to marry the Khitan and become Yeluyan’s princess.”

"I really regret it. I regret so much that my intestines are green. I regret so much that I can't sleep all day long. I have really tried my best to make up for it. I will no longer hurt the people around you. I will try my best to make up for Huan'er's family, even if it is... The people in Jishitang wanted to hurt me, but I caught them. I never thought of hurting them for your sake."

Li Xianyun's autumn eyes flashed. She was shocked that the people from Jishitang were able to escape from the Houliang Palace without any injuries. She also guessed something. How she hoped now that Murong Ce would not tell her these things, and not change, and remain as vicious and cruel as ever, so that she could hate him as before.

But now she actually has some complicated feelings about him.

She must be crazy.

This contradiction and complexity made her feel very sorry for Huan'er. How could she be soft-hearted to a villain?
He could make amends and lobby for himself, but Huan'er would never be able to speak again.

Thinking of this, all the worries in my heart disappeared.

Then Murong Ce said something that shocked her even more.

"Even if you let Xiangrong drug me, I have never hated you. I know this is the punishment I deserve."

Li Xianyun looked at him with wide eyes. He actually knew everything about Xiangrong's drugging.

No wonder she hasn't fought against him for so many years.

Every move she made seemed to be under his nose, and no matter how she writhed, it seemed to be in the palm of his hand.

Such a man is really terrible.

Murong Ce continued: "Xian'er, please forgive me. As long as you are willing to forgive me, you can take everything except this life. I will do whatever you ask me to do, and you can torture me no matter how you want."

Li Xianyun said softly: "But if you are wrong, you are wrong. It can never be changed. Huan'er will never come back. The harm you caused is still done no matter how much you make up for it. Nothing can be changed." (End of chapter)