Chen Xia

The moonlight at night is soft and has a light silvery white color.

Ye Mian bit the inside of her lower lip.

But I still feel that kind of worry about gains and losses, like a heat wave, surging in my heart.

She sniffed and slowly raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her.

He has countless double images, ethereal image field hallucinations.

Between lax consciousness.

Ye Mian thought she was dreaming again.

So I choked in panic.

"me…"

"Not urgent."

Jiang Chen stretched out his other hand and gently wiped away the twinkling eyes at the end of her eyes. His fingertips rested on the hair on the back of her head, and a gentle smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"Speak slowly."

Ye Mian was so dizzy that she couldn't see anything clearly, but she could only stare blankly into his deep and light eyes.

There was silence for a while.

Ye Miancai asked hoarsely:
"Jiang Chen, you saved me twice, but what about me...how should I save you?"

"..."

The air seemed to stand still.

This sentence is spelled in a confusing way, with an extremely unclear drunkenness, and you will not understand it if you don't pay attention.

But Jiang Chen heard it.

Still heard clearly.

The curve of his mouth tightened a little, and he couldn't hold on to his smile, "What else?"

Following his inquiry, Ye Mian didn't know what he thought of.

She smiled bitterly and closed her eyes, letting the clear tears fall down her chin, and then drip from her chin to his cold white knuckles.

Jiang Chen's heart suddenly tightened.

Instinctively, I don’t want the girl to be sad.

He tried to speak again with a hoarse voice.

The girl suddenly let go of his wrist, leaned over and hugged him.

The fragrant fragrance lingered in his nose, and the girl's soft and cool body leaned next to him.

The evening breeze poured into the room from the window, leaving moonlight all over the place.

Jiang Chen paused, fearing that she would move and fall to the ground, so he reached out to catch all her weight.

Ye Mian breathed heavily, put her sharp chin on his neck, and whispered softly in the saddest nasal voice:
"I don't belong to this world, but I belong to you." "You love to be clean so much, don't leave dirty anymore."

"Really, this world is a big place, really don't leave me alone."

……

Ye Mian felt really sad. She buried her face in his shoulder, tears kept falling, and the crying came out of her throat uncontrollably until she completely lost control.

Like the hesitation and helplessness that had been suppressed and buried for many years, at this moment, I suddenly found an outlet.

Jiang Chen put his hand on her back and gently comforted her, with a gentle voice: "I won't leave you alone."

Ye Mian stopped talking and just cried.

Jiang Chen stopped asking and hugged her gently.

When she was tired of crying, her breathing was steady and even.

Then he held her waist and carried her to the bed.

He carefully covered her with a quilt, poured a glass of warm water on the bedside, and turned on the weak night light.

After doing all this, Jiang Chen picked up the gray coat that was thrown on the ground.

It was like entering another world for a moment.

The room fell silent.

It was so quiet that you could hear the wind and the chirping of insects outside the house.

Jiang Chen turned back and stared at her.

The girl was tired from crying and fell asleep, but her red eyes were still crying.

She rarely cried. The girl in her memory always only loved to laugh.

Jiang Chen walked to the balcony and lit a cigarette. As the smoke filled the air, his gentle brows were full of confusion.

There were too few things he liked in his life, and Ye Mian was the only bright color in his barren world.

When he was most poor and useless, he needed to fill his stomach, but when he met the girl, he felt that it was okay to be hungry for two meals.

He just wants her to grow up safely.

But from the drunken words of the girl today.

He realized it vaguely.

He was the source of the girl's sadness.

It seemed like the girl knew something that he didn't understand.

This was just a nonsense drunken talk, but he always felt something was wrong.

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