I lost my horse after agreeing to a divorce with the crazy villain

Chapter 48 It Hurts Too Much, I Regret It
A Wu climbed over the wall from the backyard of Kunning Palace while lying on Eunuch Xi's shoulders.

A Wu personally took care of Jiang Xingzhi, who had a high fever. He wiped Jiang Xingzhi's forehead with a towel, then lowered his head and kissed him.

When she was the empress, she had never kissed Jiang Xingzhi's face or lips. As A Wu, when Jiang Xingzhi had a high fever, she kissed Jiang Xingzhi's eyebrows and lips like a dragonfly.

Even the clothes were put on by others for her. She personally took care of Jiang Xingzhi.

Father-in-law Xi looked anxious outside. He tried to help several times but was chased away by her with a look.

As an outsider, Jiang Xingzhi clearly saw the empress' struggle between love and emperor.

She was like a moth, knowing that the future was dark, but still pounced on it without hesitation.

She lingered in countless nights, touching the masks she made herself over and over again in the empty hall where there were no palace attendants.

"Go ahead." The night before the expedition, she stared at the dimly glowing candlelight and murmured: "Go ahead, I'll bet my life on you."

She bet her life to him, and he ended her life with his own hands.

When the arrow was shot, Jiang Xingzhi didn't even come close to see her rolling down the slope, and drove away without looking back.

But, as an outsider, he could see it.

He saw her looking back at him with a smile as bright as a flower, her eyes shining brightly.

He saw her opening her mouth to shout to him, but she didn't have time to say anything.

Jiang Xingzhi didn't give her a chance to say it.

The arrow arrived in an instant, interrupting what she was about to say.

He saw her fall and roll from her horse.

He wanted to reach out to hug her and hold her in his arms, but no matter how he reached out, it was in vain.

He watched her fall to the ground, spitting out a mouthful of blood.

Her leg was broken, her waist was sprained, and her internal organs were shaken.

She lay there, unable to move.

She stared blankly at the sky, at the darkness, at the stars in the sky.

She might still be waiting for the sound of footsteps approaching.

Maybe you are still looking forward to someone arriving.

But, no, not really.

The look in her eyes faded little by little, becoming dull.

She lay there like a leather puppet whose soul and essence had been extracted.

The whole body exuded a deathly silence that was so sad that it was suffocating.

Her lips opened and closed.

This time, he heard her words.

He heard her say, "It hurts so much."

It hurt so much, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

The most painful part was her chest, which was covered by her hands.

The night was so cold, and the wind made her face turn pale and her whole body tremble.

She moved with difficulty, curling herself up tightly.

Her breath became lighter and lighter.

She moved her lips and said silently, "I regret it."

She regretted it because it hurt too much.

It hurts too much!

He knelt down beside her and wanted to reach out and hug her.

But until she died, until she died without a trace of breath, he still failed to hold her in his arms.

If we say that in his first dream, he saw the world from Jiang Xingzhi's perspective.

In this second dream retrospective, he was from the perspective of the empress.

He felt the empress's struggles and entanglements, her joys and sorrows, her grief and heartbreak, as if he felt it himself.

The sound of distant wind chimes sounded faintly.

That was, Li Jin had agreed with him that when the wind chimes sounded, he would leave here.

But, I don't want to leave.

He didn't want to leave.

He couldn't let her lie alone in this cold place.

He wanted to spend this long, heart-chilling night with her.

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