promise me forever

Chapter 51 Can I regret my marriage?
Ye Feifei looked at her aunt and took a sip of sake, "I don't want to get married."

"Why?" My aunt didn't rush to refute. A few days before the wedding, she was probably the only person who could remain calm after hearing this.

"I didn't think about it well." She just didn't think about it well, just because she didn't think about it well, it was just a thought in her mind. There were many reasons that she couldn't answer with "because" because she didn't know why.

My aunt was silent for a few minutes and said, "Feifei, have you decided to be single for the rest of your life?"

"Of course not, I just think we should let nature take its course, at least it won't feel like this." Ye Feifei felt that she could talk to her aunt, and she had some strange thoughts. Her aunt was the only one who didn't call her crazy.

"Now it is the result of letting nature take its course. You are just anxious before marriage." The aunt nodded and motioned for Ye Feifei to continue listening. "You have been sensitive and slender since you were a child, and have unique ideas. This also destined you to care about feelings and many emotions more than anyone else. Or the details will be magnified many times here, so what you see may be just a little inconspicuous thing, magnified in such a stall. Feifei, look at our generation, most of them are not free Love may not be as unrestrained as your generation. Going back further, look at your grandparents. They may not have met before they got married, but they can still stay together for life. Isn't this another kind of romance? Feifei, you Think about it again, if you gave up on Qi Wenxuan, without mentioning the consequences of this incident, in your current work and life circles, would you be able to find a boy who is better than him and who has more feelings for you? Feifei, human being Dopamine is a consumable product. When you are a teenager, you can secrete it indefinitely. But when you grow up and have too many things in your heart, dopamine will decrease until one day it stops. Feifei, if there is a very outstanding person in the future What a pity it would be if a boy shows up, but you mistakenly think that you don't like him because you can't secrete dopamine. I say this not to encourage you to wait for the so-called Mr. Right, but to tell you that your Mr. Right has already appeared, you just secrete less dopamine and don’t have the same urge as you did when you were a girl.”

Ye Feifei listened to her aunt's analysis. At least some of her words spoke to her heart. She was not an impulsive little girl. Putting aside her feelings, she would not be able to bear the consequences of regretting the marriage unless she could really make up her mind to go with all the people. The family severed ties with the city and moved away.

But she couldn't do it, she had too many worries in her heart.

Besides, the idea of ​​not wanting to get married suddenly came up in the past few days. Maybe it was because she was too anxious before marriage and had phobia before marriage. She had made fun of Lin Xiaojuan a few years ago. Isn't she a good person now?

She only uttered this thought to her aunt, and everyone else thought she was too anxious, and no one asked any more. Everyone was actively discussing her marriage.

She has been very busy these days. In addition to work, she also needs to consult her opinions on some wedding matters. She also has to follow the custom to buy three gold and four gold jewelry. She doesn't have many yellow, orange, and golden jewelry. She liked it, but because two elderly people requested it, she bought one set on the recommendation of the salesperson.

The most important thing was to take wedding photos. Ye Feifei and Qi Wenxuan were fiddled with in the photo studio all day, from indoors to outdoor scenes, walking in the park with the wedding dress, she felt so cold, silly, and funny...

(End of this chapter)