I have a city in another world

Chapter 726 Withering!

The cell fell silent for an instant, and neither of them spoke.

The female monk stared blankly at the ceiling again, it seemed that there was a staircase leading to heaven, and it was only one step away from touching it.

Tang Zhen's eyes flickered, and for the first time he carefully sized up the foreign monk in front of him.

In fact, she is not too old, she has a pretty face, a graceful figure, and is full of vitality.

Near the closed vertical pupil on her forehead, there is a red tattoo like wings, covering her smooth forehead, which looks alive.

But her eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, as if carrying a deep resentment and depression, as if there was no life in it!
Tang Zhen didn't know what she had gone through to give up on herself so much, even to the point of committing suicide?
For some unknown reason, Tang Zhen suddenly felt a sense of emotion in his heart, looked at the female monk and sighed softly: "In life, it is impossible to do whatever you want, having choices is a good thing, and not having choices is a common thing.

Whether you go with the flow or fight hard, as long as you follow your heart, at least you won't leave too many regrets and regrets.

I know that your mood is very contradictory. You want to get rid of your original life, but you are also reluctant to give up. That's why you give up on yourself and wait for me to make a choice for you.

Whether it is life or death, everything is left to fate, right? "

When Tang Zhen said this, he sneered and said in a tone without any emotion: "Don't worry, I won't stop you if you want to die, and I will give you a chance if you want to live.

Even if you want to abandon your current identity and live quietly in this world like an ordinary person, I can still satisfy you.

How to do it depends on how you choose! "

The female monk's body trembled slightly, and she slowly raised her head to look at Tang Zhen. After being silent for a while, she said to herself: "You know, since I was a child, I have never experienced a happy day.

During a battle to invade another world, my parents never returned, leaving only my elder brother and me to depend on each other.

As a result, not many years later, my elder brother also fell on the battlefield in another world, and I was the only one left in the whole family.

At that time, I was lonely and would cry secretly at night every day, and would not fall asleep with choked up until I was tired from crying.

You will never understand how desperate I felt at that time, it seemed that the whole world had abandoned me, and my life had become gloomy.

When I grew up, I confirmed that I had a talent for cultivation, so I became a Loucheng cultivator just like my parents and elder brother.

In the days that followed, I was only accompanied by cultivation, competition, blood, and death and corpses.

I feel like a machine, with no emotions, no one to greet me, repeating the days that make people crazy every day.

I know that one day, I will also set foot on the battlefield of a different world, and then, like my relatives, I will sleep forever in the ruins of a strange different world, never to return. "

When the female monk said this, tears were streaming down her face, she buried her head between her knees, and her shoulders kept shaking.

While sobbing, she said: "Those companions who have been with me since childhood, and comrades who helped me in the past, are far away from me now, and died in various battles.

When I sleep, I often wake up from a dream, and then I will find that I have already burst into tears.

Because I found that I couldn't remember their faces clearly, and even their names gradually began to be forgotten, leaving only a vague outline.

I don't know when I die, will anyone still remember me, or will I be completely forgotten by everyone? "

Having said that, the female monk suddenly raised her head, a flash of determination flashed in her eyes.

"Actually, I already have the answer to the question just now, but I just dare not admit it.

As a monk in Loucheng, he has no right to choose at all. He can only spend his life accompanied by swords and blood, and finally die quietly on the battlefield one day!

What is the meaning of such a life?What are we doing for?
Is it just to let the next generation repeat this disgusting killing and plundering like us? "

Speaking of this, the female monk's voice suddenly rose, and there seemed to be a backlog of flames in her heart, which suddenly erupted at this moment.

"Ever since I participated in the battle to invade another world for the first time, I have developed a deep aversion to this kind of life, but in it, I am completely powerless to escape and resist.

So I can only keep telling myself that this is my mission, and I must do this for Lou Cheng's strength! "

"But I also know that this is just self-deception!

So the longer the time, the more I couldn't bear this kind of life, and at the same time, the idea of ​​escaping from this kind of life came up in my heart.

But although the Loucheng world is huge, where can I escape to?

Even if they really escaped to other places, what is the difference between those places? "

When she said this, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of the female monk's mouth, and she looked at the empty wall, but her eyes did not have any focus, obviously falling into a state of memory.

"It wasn't until I came here and met the sisters in the same dormitory that I realized that life is so beautiful!

do you know?These days I am very happy, I don't have to think about things related to killing every day, and I feel very at ease when I sleep.

I am afraid of losing this kind of life, so I can only pray secretly in my heart, hoping that this kind of life will never end. "

With a miserable laugh, the female monk suddenly lay on her side on the ground, her slender body curled up like a frightened kitten, her eyes staring straight at the ground.

"Facts have proved that I have deceived myself once again, because my identity does not allow me to enjoy this kind of life. Killing and being killed is my ultimate destiny!

But this time I have no regrets, because everything I have experienced these days is completely different from my previous life.

It made me truly feel that I am not a body, and I can also spend every day with a smile.

If I had a choice, I would rather exchange everything I have for staying here for a year, and then happily do all the things I want to do.

Even if I pay the price of my life for this, I have no regrets! "

When the female monk said this, her voice became weaker and her face became pale.

A trace of blood spilled from the corner of her mouth, the color was as black as ink, compared with her fair skin and purple lips, it seemed to give people a very strange and poignant feeling.

She lay on the ground like this, smiling at Tang Zhen, like a flower that was about to wither, blooming the last trace of beauty in the frost.

Until the look in her eyes completely dissipated, the smile on the corner of her mouth was still blooming, and it was frozen forever...

(End of this chapter)