After Be, I became the black moonlight of the paper man

Chapter 117 It's Just You

Jun Zexi did not take away his hand from Wei Huaian's, and maintained this posture, quietly looking at the stone statue of the late emperor placed at the door not far away.Wei Huaian did not ask what Jun Zexi was thinking.She is now keenly aware that maybe what Jun Zeci is going to say to her next can make her realize a more comprehensive Jun Zeci.

After a while of silence, Jun Zeci didn't continue to follow what he just said, but began to recall some long-term past events inexplicably.His voice became distant, as if he was immersed in a certain memory, "I have been personally educated by Huang Kao since I was a child, and learned the art of emperors; I also heard what the Taifu said, to treat scholars with courtesy and strengthen myself. Chao Jiangshan. Taifu once said that as a wise king, he should be close to virtuous ministers and stay away from villains. As a family with many talented people, a wise king should be more courteous to the family. Therefore, when I was young and ignorant, I once thought that all wealthy families should be like Taifu. Fu Suoyan has a lot of talents."

Wei Huai'an was silent, but his heart suddenly became enlightened. The dark clouds that had been hanging over his heart finally dispersed.She thought that she might understand why Jun Zeci hated the aristocratic family so much.If he had not had beautiful fantasies about aristocratic families and had no comparisons when he was young, perhaps Jun Zeci would have easily accepted this reality and then slowly figured it out.

However, because of the unrealistic fantasies about the aristocratic family when I was young, when I see these aristocratic families that are as bright as flowers on the surface, but rotten into rotten mud in their bones, it is inevitable that there will be a sense of distortion.

"Huang Kao once told me that since the emperor has obtained the supreme power and is regarded as the emperor by the people of the whole world, he must bear all the responsibilities and risks. So, in fact, no matter how disgusting these ministers are, I will bear it. There is a clear mirror in my heart, and I am examining my behavior all the time, so that I can act in line with the king of a country. I am the king of a country, and I want to think about the people of the world."

When Jun Zeci said this, he paused for a moment.He suddenly sneered, and the sarcasm in his eyes could no longer be concealed, "But what about these people? Which one of them really serves the country and the people as the Tutor said? However, for the stability of the country and the stability of the people, I still have to Slowly remove these cancerous tumors while enduring the disgust and disgust towards these aristocratic families."

Wei Huaian sighed quietly in his heart.Can't help but think of other things.In this way, is Jun Zeci's indifference innate, or did he gradually become colder because he witnessed all the indifference in the palace and the sinister faces of the family when he was growing up?
Just as she was thinking, Wei Huai'an suddenly felt a coolness coming from her cheek.She was startled for a moment, feeling a chill rushing up from the soles of her feet.

Wei Huai'an raised his head and looked in the direction of the coolness. It turned out that Jun Zeci had withdrawn his eyes from the stone statue outside the palace gate and turned to look at her.Jun Zeci looked at her very intently, as if there was no one else in this world except Wei Huai'an.Wei Huai'an was startled when such a thought flashed through his mind.

According to what Jun Zeci just said, Jun Zeci should have the people of the country in his heart.However, the way he looked at her at this time was really too focused, and there was even a hint of frightening paranoia in it.No, when did he become what he is now?
Wei Huaian prayed in his heart that he had seen it wrong, and stared at his eyes seriously, trying to see some other expressions in them.As long as it's more anger that has been suppressed for a long time, or less paranoia from what I just saw, that's fine.

Jun Zeci naturally noticed her expression, not only did not hide, but let her observe his expression, his brows and eyes were full of joy of being only looked at by her.His hand lightly landed on Wei Huai'an's side face, and he raised the corner of his mouth and asked, "How? What did the Queen see?"

When Wei Huaian heard this, he realized that he had been staring at Jun Zeci for a long time. He withdrew his gaze and closed his eyes to hide his expression.Although her heart was already cold for the most part, she still covered up other emotions very well. She just pretended to be strange and asked indifferently: "I didn't look. I was just waiting. Just keep talking."

After all, she snorted softly as if nothing had happened, and said, "I don't know why you suddenly stopped talking, Your Majesty?"

...Probably not what I guessed.Wei Huai'an thought silently in his heart without any confidence, and only hoped that his guess would come to nothing.It shouldn't be that he realizes that the world is false, so he feels that it doesn't matter what he does now.Isn't this just bad show?Jun Zeci should not be enough...

But recalling Jun Zeci's performance during this period, Wei Huai'an suddenly became unsure. He could only wait for Jun Zeci to continue speaking and then guess from his many expressions.

Jun Zeci seemed to be aware of what she was thinking, and chuckled, looking at her with focused and meaningful eyes.Jun Zexi did not directly answer Wei Huaian's question, but bent down and looked face to face with Wei Huaian. He said, "Xiao Man, don't you already know what I am thinking?"

Obviously his throne is fake, but he still has to take responsibility for the fake throne.

It was obvious that these aristocratic families were nothing more than blood-sucking insects that only exploited the common people, but he still refused to deal with them according to his own wishes for the sake of stability.

Obviously the world is fake, but he still has to work hard for it.

Since the whole world is fake, the people he wants to protect are fake, the rights he owns are fake, and his existence is fake, so what if he does well or not?
Anyway, no matter how good he is, this world is controlled by others and may be destroyed by others at any time, so why should he bother to do it?
Only her, only the person in front of me is real, and nothing else matters.As long as you can use all false means to imprison her by your side so that she can stay by your side for one more day, what else is important?

Jun Zeci gently stroked her face, then moved his hands to her eyebrows, as if he finally got the treasure he had been asking for for a long time, he slowly smiled, and said softly: "Xiao Man, don't guess. .I said, all I want is you."

However, seeing the undisguised persistence in the eyes of the young man in front of him when he spoke and the madness brought about by the extreme calmness, Wei Huai'an only felt a kind of coolness rushing up from the soles of his feet, which made her shiver uncontrollably.

Wei Huaian clearly realized that Jun Zexi might...have gone crazy.

　I wish you all a Happy New Year!In the new year, everyone will show off their "rabbits", and the "rabbits" in front of them are like brocade!
　　New Year Notice~
　　It's a bit busy for New Year's Eve, I'll update after I retire from the third year of junior high school!
　　
　
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