Zhuo Hua

Chapter 191 Elegy (End)

The emperor began to count his life in detail as if he was entering old age.

"I am in my prime, so I think I am probably going to die." As he wrote this, the tip of his pen showed a little lightness. "It's strange that I, who have always been very fearful, can actually do it. I start to feel calm and even have a faint expectation?"

"A few days ago, the palace man I sent to inquire died. The death was horrific. Will it be my turn next time?"

"Recently, I always think of the way Changning looked when I first met her. She was lively, cute, and innocent. But at just one glance, I completely fell into the trap she had weaved for me. However, from the first encounter to the subsequent Falling in love is just a huge chess game, and every step is full of calculations. But even though every step she takes to get closer to me is carefully planned, I still love her."

He entered her web willingly, feeling pain but not regretting it.

"In recent days, more and more people have died, but I can't stop it. Not long ago, a Taoist priest came to the palace and said that he had a way to break it. I was very happy. After all, the suffering of the people is the incompetence of the monarch. I can't be a good person anymore but I still want to be a good emperor."

"The Taoist priest said that you should offset it with yourself."

"Even though I look forward to death, I don't want to live forever without being able to be reincarnated."

"The Taoist priest built a fire pool in the palace, and the fire inside kept burning. He said that there was still one thing left to be complete. That thing was called the ghost bead. However, the entrance to the ghost world was difficult to find and could only wait for the opportunity. He It is said that the palace is full of resentment now, and the entrance will appear sooner or later."

"He went away and he said the choice is ours."

"He said that to pay off with one's body, one must be an emperor of the same blood."

"I don't trust him very much, or maybe I still have other expectations. In short, I have searched for Taoist priests all over the world."

"Heh, they're all a bunch of trash, and they're all saying the same thing except for cheating money. In short, I slaughtered them all in a fit of anger."

"Since it's an emperor with the same bloodline, then it doesn't matter if it's not me, right?"

At the end of the book, the handwriting became more and more scribbled, probably because Qing Emperor at that time could no longer control his trembling hands.

"My hands are shaking more and more, and the wrinkles on my face are getting more and more. I know that my time has come. The pain in my body makes me suffer every day, and the troubles in the country have made me exhausted and powerless. It’s better to die.”

"Perhaps it was because I was about to die that I began to regret what I had done back then."

"Fortunately, I still have a son, and I will leave everything to him in the future."

"As for Changning, did you hate her back then? Maybe you did. But now, apart from that full of love, I can no longer detect anything else."

"If I could do it all over again, I hope to meet Changning again. I am not an emperor, and she is not a fox demon. We are just two ordinary people, without calculations or hatred. Although I know very well that all of this is impossible things."

"Recently, I always dream about her. I dream about her smiling sweetly at me, and then she holds a dagger and stabs it into my heart. When I wake up from the dream, my heart is there, but she is not there."

"But I still miss her."

"I issued an imperial decree that if an imperial daughter is born in the future, she will be named Changning. In this way, I always feel that I can still leave a trace of her mark."

"I have regrets and I am ashamed."

The handwriting stopped abruptly.

That sentence became the last words of the arrogant emperor.

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