The vicious villain boy pretended to be good in front of me and begged for a kiss

Chapter 155 "Mu Xinan"'s Diary

Mu Xinan knew where Shi Yanchen had placed the medicine box. She successfully led him to find the medicine box and carefully treated his wounds.

Only then did Shi Yanchen realize that Nan Nan had been so anxious to let him open the chain just now for his sake, not to escape.

"Nannan is so kind to me." The boy murmured.

Mu Xinan twitched the corners of her lips... That's it?Is it good for you?
She followed his words and said, "Look, I treat you so well, shouldn't you treat me too?"

Shi Yanchen said: "Of course."

"Being nice to me should make me happy, right?"

"Uh-huh."

Mu Xinan said seriously: "I'm only happy if I get into a good university, so you have to let me go back to school."

Shi Yanchen was puzzled, "Why are you only happy when you get into a good university? Isn't Nan Nan usually happy?"

These words stopped Mu Xinan from asking, "That's not what he said."

Shi Yanchen asked again: "Then why does Nan Nan regard college entrance examination as so important?"

why?
Mu Xinan was a little confused.

She never really thought about it.

Why should she get into a good university? Because she never took the college entrance examination in her previous life.

However, why did she regret that she hadn't taken the college entrance examination?
Because the dean said that if you want to become a great adult, you have to study hard, get into a good university in the college entrance examination, get out of the orphanage, and leave the old and dilapidated place that has raised her for more than ten years.

When she's a great grown-up, a great celebrity, she won't have to look around for her parents.

At that time, as long as she tells her life experience in the media——

There would be an army of parents coming to her automatically.

However, Mu Xinan had long since died in that fatherless and motherless world.

Now Mu Xinan has a happy family, good health, and is loved by others.

She no longer has to go after those things desperately.

So, when Yanchen asked her why she considered getting into a good university so important, she suddenly didn't know how to answer this question.

"What makes me happy is not that I finally got into a good university, but that I was able to test my learning ability with a high score."

"If I get a high score, it proves that I have mastered most of the knowledge in high school, that I am excellent and smart. As long as I learn, there is nothing I cannot do."

"It proves that I am not a worthless person..."

"It can prove that they abandoned me because they were wrong..."

Mu Xinan spoke softer and softer, and she was almost convinced by her own reasons.

But she knew that these were fallacies.

"But you are already very good." Shi Yanchen said, touching her head.

The boy's eyes were full of pity for her. He knew that she had a bad life in her previous life, just like him.

Therefore, she urgently needs a result to prove that she is valuable and worthy of being loved.

"Where am I outstanding?" Mu Xinan asked Shi Yanchen back.

"You have a good personality, you make delicious cakes, you have concentration, and you play the piano very well..."

"Is this already excellent?" Mu Xinan raised his head and asked.

"Well, this is already excellent." Shi Yanchen said softly.

Mu Xinan thought of something and suddenly laughed out loud.

It turns out that this is already considered excellent.

However, in her previous life, she knew more things than she does now.

Can cook, wash clothes, clean, build blocks is always the fastest, always give toys to younger siblings, and help the principal sell children to other families.

She doesn't get angry or cry.

Smile at people when you see them.

but.

She is still not wanted.

"Shi Yanchen." Mu Xinan softly called Shi Yanchen's name.

"Ok?"

"When I finish the college entrance examination, you can claim me." The girl stood on tiptoes and whispered in his ear.

In this case, besides Mu Xiangqiao and Shen Daliang, there will be one more person in the world who loves her.

Shi Yanchen blinked his eyes, and after a few seconds, nodded his head slightly.

"I listen to Nan Nan."

*
Mu Xinan successfully persuaded Shi Yanchen and returned home.

After staying in the basement for several days, she almost forgot what the air above ground smelled like.

It was evening when she got home, and there was no one at home.

During the few days Mu Xinan lived in the cage, Shi Yanchen asked her to use her mobile phone to report Mu Xiangqiao's safety every day.

What Mu Xinan told Mu Xiangqiao was that he was playing at a friend's house.

After playing for a day or two, Mu Xiangqiao didn't say anything.

But she hasn't been home for five consecutive days, and Mu Xiangqiao still hasn't sent a message to urge her to go back.

When Mu Xinan got out of the cage and breathed fresh air, he expressed doubts about this matter.

Logically speaking, even if she stayed at a friend's house for so long, Mu Xiangqiao should have asked.

However, Mu Xiangqiao rarely took the initiative to send her messages these days, let alone call her.

The first thing Mu Xinan did after returning home was to look for her in Mu Xiangqiao's room.

There was no one in the room.

Today is Sunday, Mu Xiangqiao should be at home.

Mu Xinan went back to her room and sent a message to Mu Xiangqiao: [Beauty, where are you going]

After sending it, she went into her room.

However, upon entering the room, Mu Xinan noticed something strange.

The cabinet next to the desk was actually locked.

She remembered that in order to find Shi Yanchen, she hurriedly opened the cabinet under the desk, found the key given by Shi Yanchen, and went to his house to open the door.

At that time, she left in a hurry and didn't have time to re-lock it.

But looking at it now, the lock on the outside of the drawer was obviously tightly locked.

Could it be that she has been locked in the cage for so long, and she remembered it wrong?

Mu Xinan unlocked the lock with the key and opened the drawer——

The only black case code book in the drawer was moved.

It was the diary of "Mu Xinan".

It records all her gloomy psychology.

Mu Xinan frowned slightly, suspecting that Mu Xiangqiao touched it when she came in to clean the room.

She took out the code book and saw that the code lock on it had not been changed.

She opened the book and flipped through the pages.

[I am always irritable, filled with prejudice and rejection of everyone. I always distort the direction of the facts. I am a resentful person.

However, I also thought that it would be great if I could communicate with Mu Xiangqiao normally, but I couldn't control myself, every time I came into contact with her, I felt like my body was about to explode, and in the end I would only speak ill at each other. 】

【I want to fit in, but I'm always lonely.

I doubt, I ask, I want to fight, but I just think.

Because my fate has already been determined. 】

[Die, just die like this.

I'm just sorry for Mu Xiangqiao and Shen Daliang, they probably don't know that I'm crazy, I've gone crazy a long time ago, like a mental patient. 】

[If I die, it will be great if they can have a daughter again.Their daughter must be a cheerful, lively, laughing child with good grades. 】

Mu Xinan rarely reads "Mu Xinan"'s diary because she is afraid that she will show sympathy for her.

Just adjusting my emotions to the best state is already very tiring. If I experience the sadness of "Mu Xinan" again, Mu Xinan will probably sigh for her every day.

What would happen if Mu Xiangqiao saw these words?
Mu Xinan couldn't imagine it.

Because she hasn't found a good reason to explain this diary to Mu Xiangqiao.

Just when Mu Xinan was about to close the diary, Mu Xiangqiao's voice came from the door behind him.

"You're back."

(End of this chapter)