The Life of a Fool in a Siheyuan

Chapter 168.better dead than alive
Seeing that the person involved did not deny it, Xiaoyan frowned and said: "Qin Huairu, you just came out and didn't start a new life. You actually did this kind of thing. You learned your ideological education in vain."

"In view of your special situation, we will conduct ideological education on you again. When you correct your ideological consciousness, we will release you again!"

Hearing this, Qin Huairu still didn't say a word. She didn't want to live anyway, so it didn't matter what happened.

When Xiaoyan saw this, he immediately had Qin Huairu taken away and sent to education.

Jia Zhang naturally smiled happily, looked at Xiao Yan and said: "Comrade Public Security, thank you very much. You are so kind. This is so efficient. With you here, we ordinary people don't have to worry about anything!"

Xiaoyan: "Auntie, you praise us too much. This is what we should do. Serving the people is our purpose!"

Then Xiaoyan sent away Jia Zhang who had praised him, and the farce ended there!

After Jia Zhang returned home, she naturally spread the word that Qin Huairu had beaten people as soon as she came out. Her Jia family did not have such a shameless daughter-in-law. She had already severed ties with Qin Huairu.
This matter was known to the gossip aunts in the courtyard who were very powerful in fighting, and naturally spread the word. In less than half a day, it was spread all over the surrounding area!

Time passed in the blink of an eye and two days passed. The street police bureau specializes in ideological education. In the past two days, Qin Huairu has experienced life and death. Because of various blows, the cruelty of his own son and the pain of losing his daughter,
Qin Huairu secretly committed suicide by slitting her wrists while the guards were not paying attention. Unfortunately, she did not die. She was discovered by someone who was educating her and rescued her in time. For this, Qin Huairu was naturally reprimanded a few times.
But Qin Huairu still has no hope of life. She has already lost all hope and doesn't know what the meaning of life is!
And the aunt who saved Qin Huairu's life by chance, seeing that Qin Huairu still looked hopeless, couldn't help but curiously asked Qin Huairu why she wanted to die!

Qin Huairu told her his own experience. When she learned what Qin Huairu had gone through, she couldn't help but empathize with her and persuaded Qin Huairu that it would be better to die than to live.

Aunt Lin: "Huairu, what does your experience mean? Do you know how Auntie got here all these years? When I was young, I was blind and married a man who was good at eating, drinking, ticketing and gambling."

"I worked day and night, and the little money I earned was wasted by him. Not only that, he beat me every time after drinking. If it weren't for my poor child, I wouldn't want to go with him. He passed."

"Later, when my children grew up, I felt that I was finally coming out. I wanted to divorce him, but this evil man beat me up again. That time I was severely injured by him, and my mother and son were so oppressed by him. Years ago, my son acted impulsively and took his life!"

"Since then, my only son has been sent to the hospital to be fed and housed. I regret it. I really shouldn't have given birth to him. He suffered along with me after giving birth."

"Later, my son died of exhaustion because of his reputation as a patricide. At that time, I felt like the sky was falling. I had endured so many years of grievances because of him, but my son died at a young age."

"At that time, I also wanted to die, but like you, my life was saved by some strange combination of circumstances. From then on, I understood that death cannot solve the problem, and people have to live for themselves."

"When I was young, I was quite pretty. Later, I found a man to live with. Unfortunately, my life was not good. This man was cheating on me with others. I thought I knew about it and didn't follow him. He had a conflict, and I secretly drugged him to death."

"Of course I was not at ease. I was discovered and arrested. But after I came out, I inherited all the assets of my man. From then on, I became even more convinced that we women should live for ourselves!"

"If it's not good to meet someone who doesn't live up to his destiny, we can't just be angry and wronged everywhere. Why should we wrong ourselves if we live our whole lives? Isn't it good to be happy? It's just a day to be happy, and it's a day to be unhappy. Don’t think too much about everything, just let us know how to be happy?”

"My experience in this life is probably a bit more miserable than yours, but what's the point? People should learn to look away, don't want to be tortured by the past, just live your life well, since the people around you don't care about you , then you should live a wonderful life, which is the right choice."

"If you just go quietly like this, your whole life will be gone. Who knows whether there will be a next life? Isn't it a loss to think about it for yourself? Have you enjoyed life? Have you been free? If you Do you think those people will be sad if they leave quietly?"

"So, listen to Auntie, you have to live a good life and don't think about those messy things. Since those people are not worthy when you live for others, then you just live for yourself and live the life you want. Yes, do you understand?"

After hearing what Aunt Lin said, Qin Huairu was a little shocked by what happened to Aunt Lin. She was a bit more miserable than herself. What were the things she encountered?

At the same time, Qin Huairu was also thinking about Aunt Lin's words. Yes, before she got married in her life, her mother died early. My father was also a bad person and he never had a good life when he was a child!

When she went on a blind date with Jia Dongxu, she originally thought she could live a good life for a few days after marrying in the city, but she didn't expect to be deceived. Although Jia Dongxu was nice to her, she had an evil mother-in-law above her.

Later, Jia Dongxu died short-lived. As a woman, she had no choice but to bear the burden of supporting the family. The pressure of bearing the burden of life made her breathless.

But no one understands her even though she has given so much. Isn't it because of this family that she behaves inappropriately outside? But no one understands her difficulties.

Now that I have fallen to this point again, why do I want to seek death and survive?Aunt Lin is right, she has to live for herself in the future, and those people are not worth treating with all her heart and soul!
Qin Huairu, who figured it out at this moment, felt like she was enlightened. She was really stupid. As Aunt Lin said, nothing really disappears after death. Whether there will be a next life is still unknown!She should live for herself from now on!

Qin Huairu: "Aunt Lin, thank you. After listening to your words, I realized how stupid I am. You are right, this person has to live for himself."

Aunt Lin: "As long as you can figure it out, how can you be happy in the future? When we encounter difficulties, we will just find a way. Don't go on living so honestly and step by step. As long as you can live a good life, you can do anything." ah!"

"People have to live a selfish life, otherwise you won't have a good life. What's the use of thinking about others? Others may not think about you, right?"

Hearing this, Qin Huairu nodded in agreement. Afterwards, the two of them chatted a lot and still didn't finish their discussion, so they were called to work and go to class!
During the following period, Qin Huairu actively cooperated and performed well. She stayed here for three months. The guards saw that she had a good attitude and actively cooperated with the work and let her out in advance!
On the day she came out, Qin Huairu felt like she had been reborn, no longer confused and helpless about the future. She had already planned what to do when she came out.

Didn't the old Jia Zhang family not let her go home, and her own son didn't want to see her as a mother, so she couldn't just follow their wishes. She still had to stay in the compound, wandering around in front of their eyes every day.

She is not as fierce as Aunt Lin. She just thinks of a way to send people away. It is not good for herself. If she accidentally goes in, it will be more than worth the gain. She plans to boil the frog in warm water and slowly piss Jia Zhang to death. This old thing!
You don't want me to stay at home, you are afraid that I will embarrass you at home, so let's make you even more embarrassing, let's see if I can piss you off!

Qin Huairuao walked back with his head high and his chest high. In order for the plan to be carried out smoothly, he took care of himself inside before coming out. Now he looks like he has regained some of the grace and beauty of his youth.

In addition, I have plans for my future life, and my whole spirit has changed. Naturally, I don’t look as ugly as a middle-aged old woman like I did when I first came out!
Soon, Qin Huairu returned to the compound full of hope, and the aunts sitting in the front yard saw her,

Naturally, it was inevitable to make some irresponsible remarks. Qin Huairu looked carefree and didn't care about what she heard. She even said hello to a few people with a smile, which amazed several aunts.

After Qin Huairu went to the main courtyard,
Aunt Sun: "Is this Qin Huairu out of his mind?"

Aunt Zhang: "It doesn't look normal,"

Several aunts were whispering and discussing Qin Huairu's strange behavior, but Qin Huairu had already arrived at the door of Shazhu's house and was waiting for him to come back.
She has already thought about it. She has nowhere to go now. It is naturally impossible to go back to her hometown in the countryside. Her unreliable father will never give her a good look, so why should she suffer from this?
Since he still wants to stay in the compound, the number one candidate is naturally his licking dog Shazhu. If he can get along well with Shazhu, Shazhu is the chef of the cafeteria after all, has no shortage of food and drink, and is obedient to him. Yes, you will definitely live a good life by following him, right?
Besides, after her husband died, if she hadn't tricked Sha Zhu into supporting her family, how could she have survived as a woman so easily? So it can be seen that Sha Zhu is a man worthy of being entrusted to her for life.
If it weren't for the child, Qin Huairu would have thought about living with Silly Zhu. Now that the child is no longer involved, Qin Huairu has no scruples in her heart. Since she plans to live for herself, she must choose the right person.
She made up her mind and came up with an excuse. Now that the door of Shazhu's house was closed and she went to work, she sat at the door and waited for Shazhu to get off work. She was still thinking about the days after taking down Shazhu!

——Separation line one by one
At six o'clock in the evening, Sha Zhu, who had been busy all day, carried his lunch box and walked home leisurely, humming a little tune.

These years without Qin Huairu's blood-sucking and extortion money from Yi Zhonghai, although she didn't have a girl by her side, her life was so nourishing. She brought some food from the canteen every day and had a drink alone. The wine is delicious!

Soon Sha Zhu arrived at the door of his house and saw a familiar figure sitting there, Qin Huairu?Wasn't she taken away for education?Why did you come back?
When Qin Huairu heard the footsteps, she immediately raised her head and looked at him lovingly.

"Zhuzi, long time no see!"

Hearing this, Shazhu felt a little emotional, yes, long time no see.

Silly Zhu: "Sister Qin, what are you doing?"

Qin Huairu looked at Silly Zhu and immediately started her specialty,
Looking at Silly Zhu with tears in his eyes, he said: "Zhuzi, you must have heard about me these days. My sister is homeless now. Can you help me? I really have no other choice."

"You also know that I have just come out and have no job, and my mother-in-law has also severed ties with me. After thinking about this compound, you are the best, and you are the only one who can help me. Zhuzi, please help me. If you don't even want to reach out, sister really can't work!"

Hearing this, Shazhu sighed silently in his heart, and couldn't help but recall the past. In fact, he had already let go of it over the years. He didn't know why he fell in love with this widow like a ghost. ,

A widow with three children, but if this widow likes herself, there is another question. After all, she has never liked herself at all.
She has always been using herself. Silly Zhu has long figured it out in her heart over the years. She was really stupid in those years. He paid so much for her, but she actually had a relationship with others and never got close to him. What is it if it's not a proper take advantage of?

But seeing Qin Huairu's pitiful appearance, Shazhu still felt a little sympathetic. After all, he had liked her for so many years, and he couldn't bear to see her homeless like this!

Silly Zhu thought for a while and said, "Sister Qin, let's talk in the room first."

After speaking, he opened the door and greeted Qin Huairu into the room, then went to pour a glass of water and handed it to Qin Huairu!
Then he looked at her and said: "Sister Qin, how do you want me to help you? You also know that I am only so capable. If I want to help you find a job, then you should find someone else!"

Hearing this, Qin Huairu faintly felt a little bad, she could clearly feel that Sha Zhu was different from before, maybe her plan was not as smooth as expected!
But he still said: "Zhuzi, I don't mean that. I just hope you can help me. I am penniless now and have no place to stay. Do you think you can let me stay at your house first? Wait until I find it." Can we talk about it after we finish the work?"

Hearing this, Shazhu refused without hesitation: "Sister Qin, this is not okay. This man and woman are not close to each other. I am a bachelor. You are in this situation now. You stay in my house. Isn't this obvious to others?" Just gossiping,"

(End of this chapter)