Hades girl is by my side

Chapter 98 Silent Sadness
Although he said he didn't care, Tang Yu still felt a little uneasy when he thought about going to Fengdu Ghost City.

While his relationship with San Geng had become familiar over time, he didn't know if he would have the chance to visit the underworld in the future, even though it was not a good place.

Fengdu Ghost Town is similar to the underworld, both are places that are difficult for living people to visit.And the mysterious smile on Yang Feng's thin face made Tang Yu feel uneasy every time he thought about it.

So after returning to the room, Tang Yu couldn't sleep peacefully all night.

Autumn has arrived and most of the year has passed.

In the next few days, Tang Yu never got any news from Yang Feng. He didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing.

In the middle of the night, she did not express her position on Yang Feng's matter. After asking Tang Yu if he was scared that night, she never mentioned the matter of Fengdu Ghost Town again, as if she and Tang Yu had mentioned the romance of going to Fengdu Ghost Town to see her parents again. The conversation was gone.

Tang Yu knew that there must be a reason for what San Geng did, so he wasn't angry because he didn't fulfill what San Geng said.But in fact, San Zeng knew this already. She always remembered to take Tang Yu to meet her parents in Fengdu Ghost Town. After all, the spatial mirroring there could reflect the background of different eras.

But once Yang Feng gets involved in this matter, it becomes troublesome.

San Geng naturally didn't know what Yang Feng wanted Tang Yu to fetch for him, but it probably wasn't an easy task.As the next King of Hell, even a low-key appearance in Fengdu Ghost City would cause a commotion among the managers of Fengdu Ghost City. Now Yang Feng has attached a special task to Tang Yu, but there is nothing she can do.

San Geng has lost any spiritual power from the moment he prepares to succeed the next King of Hell. If he wants to regain his spiritual power, he must gain human emotions and succeed as the King of Hell.

Regarding this point, San Geng once told Tang Yu, but Tang Yu didn't take it to heart.

"I don't like autumn. Autumn in the north always feels short. When the weather gets cold, winter is almost here."

"But the time is average throughout the year, isn't it?"

Tang Yu and San Geng sat side by side on the sofa in the living room, watching variety shows on TV.

Each of them has a cup of steaming milk tea in their hands, which Tang Yu made by using milk and tea leaves in the short video method.

"Although time is average, preference is preference for its own reasons."

Tang Yu held the quilt with both hands, and the warm touch spread from the mug to Tang Yu's palms.

He wanted to tell San Geng that his preference for San Geng was unique, but he knew that San Geng would not give him any response.

The emotional development between them was amazingly smooth before, but now they were beaten back to the original place by the middle of the night in the name of breaking up.

Although Yang Feng hasn't contacted Tang Yu yet, Tang Yu is already counting the days.

If he dies in Fengdu Ghost City and cannot come back, then he must at least let himself die a worthy death.

"If I die, can you help bury me in the cemetery where my parents live? I can't live with them for a long time. I hope I can accompany them for a while when I die."

"Tang Yu, they have been reincarnated. All that is left in the so-called cemetery are tombstones and urns containing ashes."

"I know, I know everything. But there are some emotions that you can't understand in the third watch. There are some things that you know the outcome of, but you always want to immerse yourself in them without hesitation. So there is always a gap between sensibility and rationality, and the third watch always remains rational."

"I don't understand what Tang Yu is talking about."

"It's very difficult to make San Geng love someone. I'm not saying San Geng has to love me. It's very difficult to love anyone around you. In fact, I've never understood it. Why are Bai Wuchang and San Geng both from the underworld? Bai Wuchang looks like an ordinary mortal girl, lively and cute, but San Geng always makes people feel cold. It’s not that I have to use the adjective cold, but San Geng is too much. It’s unapproachable.”

At the third watch, he just turned to look at Tang Yu, blinking his big watery eyes and listening to Tang Yu's seemingly complaining words.

There was a cold wind blowing outside the window, and the autumn wind was desolate. With the arrival of the beginning of autumn, Shen Cheng was enveloped in a layer of chill almost instantly.

In the variety show, the male guest was complaining about another female guest present, and started attacking her based on her unknown love life, with a smug look on his face.

"Can you understand this kind of program in the middle of the night?"

Tang Yu asked San Geng beside him, who shook his head.

"I just clicked on this channel casually, because I couldn't understand it, so I wanted to know the meaning of this program's existence."

"There is no point in gaining traffic through sensationalism. The capitalists' carnival for money is incomprehensible."

Tang Yu himself knows very little about things in the entertainment industry, but making fun of and sarcastic female guests with harsh words in public is really hard to feel good about.

Maybe the variety show was too boring, so he rested his head on Tang Yu's shoulder while watching it in the middle of the night.

Her hair was as fragrant as ever, but Tang Yu was surprisingly calm this time.

San Geng was wearing a loose black sweater, with his hands holding the cuffs, and his fingers were slender and fair.

"Third watch, you can only get closer with your boyfriend. Boyfriend is a unique existence, you know."

"What does it matter? Although Tang Yu is no longer my boyfriend, Tang Yu is a unique existence to me."

In the middle of the night, he closed his eyes and opened his mouth softly to reply to Tang Yu.

"You will only make me have more illusions about you."

"What kind of fantasy? Is it the fantasy that I am also an ordinary person and Tang Yu and I live together for a hundred years and then die together?"

"Ah."

Some words coming out of San Geng's mouth really make people feel very boring, and there is not much romantic element.

But San Geng itself is not the kind of existence that pursues romance. From the first time Tang Yu took her to Zhongyuan Street to buy clothes, Tang Yu already knew what kind of person San Geng was.

Despite this, Tang Yu still hopes in his heart that San Geng can occasionally show weakness to himself, so as to give himself the space and opportunity to show off his boyfriend power.

Tang Yu drank the last sip of the milk tea in the cup before it completely went cold, and then gently placed the mug on the coffee table.

San Geng next to her had fallen asleep at some point. Tang Yu turned off the TV, then got up and laid San Geng on the sofa, then picked up the blanket next to her and covered her up.

The sleeping girl has a peaceful expression and her skin can be broken by blows.

Tang Yu looked at San Geng who was sleeping on the sofa with complicated eyes. He gently stretched out his hand and bent his index finger to touch San Geng's cheek, but finally gave up.

San Geng is the woman Tang Yu will never get in his life.

When this idea came to his mind in an instant, Tang Yu felt sad and helpless.

"If I had known that living with you would make me so sad, I should have quickly entered the door and locked you out."

Tang Yu left this sentence and watched the third watch for a while before reluctantly leaving the living room.

Tang Yu went to a room.That room is opposite the third watch room, and the door is locked all year round.

Tang Yu took out the key and opened the door, then turned the door handle.

Tang Yu often came to clean this room before, so everything here was tidy.

This house originally had three bedrooms and one living room. Apart from the room where Tang Yu lived and the room that was converted into a study room where he lived in the middle of the night, there was another bedroom, which was the room where Tang Yu's father lived during his lifetime.

Tang Yu didn't let the third watch live here, but just tidied up the study for her as a sleeping place after the third watch arrived.

This is the master bedroom of this house, which is spacious and bright.

Nothing in this room has changed since Tang Yu's father passed away.

On the morning when he knew he was about to die, Tang Yu's father put everything in order.

Tang Yu stood in this room, looking at the period wedding photos hanging on the white walls, and he felt at a loss.

The two people in the wedding photos have left him forever.

He lowered his head silently, bearing the pain that still lingered in his heart many years after his parents passed away.

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry. I'm still in my 20s and have accomplished nothing. I can only live by collecting rent from the house my dad left behind..."

When he raised his head again, Tang Yu's eyes were already red, and there were tears in his eyes. His tone was low, but full of helplessness.

After his father passed away, Tang Yu rarely went to this room except when he was cleaning the room.

Because as soon as he entered this place and felt the atmosphere of his father's life, Tang Yu felt hesitant and lost.

He is 23 years old and an independent adult.He can take care of his own life, at least living alone without any problems.

But in essence, Tang Yu is still a child who has not grown up at heart.

His mother passed away when Tang Yu was born. Instead of blaming Tang Yu for this incident, his father tried his best to give Tang Yu double love. Therefore, before his father passed away, Tang Yu lived a more relaxed and comfortable life than a child from an ordinary family. .

There is no need to do housework, no need to finish homework before going out to play, no need to go home and worry because of poor test scores, and no need to get permission to play games.

Tang Yu still remembers that when she was in the second year of high school, the college entrance examination was still a year away. At that time, when many people from all walks of life paid attention to learning efficiency, Tang Yu could play computer games with his father every day when he went home.

The topics they discussed at the dinner table were which dungeon they passed today, which equipment dropped, and which profession had better output capabilities in this version of the game.

This is unimaginable. As the saying goes, spoiling a child is like killing a child. Many years later, when Tang Yu recalled the scene at that time, he felt that his father's approach might be a little inappropriate.

But he did have a complete and happy childhood and youth without maternal love.

"Tang Yu, your academic performance is only one aspect. As long as you can grow up safely, healthily and happily, it will be the happiest thing for your father and me. Speaking of which, I don't blame you for your poor math scores. Your mother used to My academic performance is not good. I used to get an [-] on the math test, which is a [-]-point system. Your grandma was so angry that she chased her around the yard with a feather duster, hahahahaha."

This was a joke that when Tang Yuyue failed in the exam, his father cooked a large table of dishes and told him during the meal.

It wasn't until his father passed away that his parents' former classmates came to express condolences, and Tang Yu learned from him that his mother used to be a math class representative.

"I always speak ill of your mother in front of you. I don't know if she will chase me for an explanation after I die."

"What else can I do? I have to say that I can't help it. After all, people say that one of my parents has a bad face and the other a white face. She passed away early, and she has to be a negative example. I am the only one left as a father. I I must maintain a tall, glorious and majestic image in front of you."

"Actually, I hope your mother blames me. After all, only in this way can I see her again underground."

"Tang Yu, the luckiest thing in my life is marrying your mother."

Those scattered thoughts and nagging words poured into Tang Yu's mind like a tide, breaking through the shackles of time, allowing the thoughts to spread and grow infinitely.

Tang Yu envied Huang Yuyi that she could see his father for the last time after his death.

And this was also the reason why Tang Yu chose to help Huang Yuyi without hesitation.

Don't persuade others to be kind to others without suffering.

He, Tang Yu, is neither a moral guardian nor a nun who rings the bells of Notre Dame de Paris. There are many things that he can completely avoid participating in.

Tang Yu squatted on the ground, hugged his legs with his hands, and buried his head in his knees.

He had lost count of how many times he had cried alone in this room.

He will always live in his memory. After his father passed away, Tang Yu was like a walking corpse without a thought.

So when Tang Yu learned from Midnight that he could see his parents again in Fengdu Ghost Town, Tang Yu's mood at that time was indescribable.

Even though he knew that it was an illusion and a fictional world that did not exist, Tang Yu still wanted to get in close contact with them, even if it was just to say a few words.

Tang Yu wanted to tell them how much he missed them in the days when they passed away one after another.

He doesn't want to be a lone star in the sky, he just wants to have a complete family...

In the middle of the night, he gently patted Tang Yu's back with his divine hand, comforting Tang Yu who was immersed in sadness in this way.

This is the method that Tang Yu taught San Geng, because Tang Yu felt a little uncomfortable when he learned the way a woman petted a dog's head in front of the supermarket in San Geng.

Although she asked Tang Yu how often he touched her hair at the third watch, Tang Yu just smiled and said nothing.

Tang Yu knew that the person standing behind him was San Geng, but he still did not stand up.

"I will take Tang Yu to Fengdu Ghost City, where I will accompany Tang Yu to meet Tang Yu's parents. So, don't cry."

Tang Yu finally stood up from the ground. He was much taller than San. When he turned around and lowered his head, Tang Yu looked lonely, and the tears on his face were clearly visible.

In the middle of the night, he stood on tiptoes and gently wiped away the tears on Tang Yu's face with his fingers, then opened his arms and hugged Tang Yu into his arms.

She was petite compared to Tang Yu, so she could only open her arms to hug Tang Yu's body.

Because Tang Yu had said before that the embrace of the third watch made him feel at ease.

Sadness is silent and scattered everywhere.

(End of this chapter)