Day by day in the infinite game

Chapter 455 455. Apology
There is no article today, today is an apology letter.

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Very sincere, full of sincerity.

Due to personal reasons, the recent writing status is very bad.

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I still had a draft of the article at the beginning. In order to make it as perfect as possible, I had to read it over and over again, constantly adjust it, and find out every hidden typo before publishing it.

Later, I let myself go more and more, and I started to only write drafts, improvise, and let my imagination fly all over the place (the poor outline was desperately holding on to this shaky kite string).

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Later, maybe the performance of the essay was too low, and the friends who interacted with it also came and went. They realized that the reality was starting to be bad, but they insisted on wanting to finish it. Every day, they racked their brains to squeeze out a chapter like toothpaste. Completing the task is somewhat far away from the original intention of writing the article...

At the beginning, my heart was happy when I wrote the article, as if I had embarked on a spiritual journey, replacing myself who often couldn’t help myself in life, to go wherever I wanted to go and do whatever I wanted to do.

I once had 5000+ updates per day, and I thought about continuing to surpass myself and be on par with the best writers.

Well, unfortunately there is always a gap between dreams and reality.

I usually also love to read novels, and I am always addicted to them, and through exposure to other people's writing, I am more aware of the gap between my own writing and others.

I always have the urge to delete it and reopen it. I always feel that some parts would be better written that way. I always feel that I am too new.

I spent more and more of my time "learning" other people's writing techniques and styles, and gradually, I paid less and less attention to my own writing.

It's like a small tree that was carefully cultivated but never waited for it to grow up. Later, when I became impatient, I gradually ignored it...

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I didn't deal with my mental problems well, so the enthusiasm I once had was like an open soda bottle cap, and the "passion" inside had almost evaporated.

But even if I am no longer optimistic about this property that I originally wanted to focus on development, I still want to give it a result instead of letting it become a sad unfinished project.

According to the original outline plan, the article is about to end, and today’s part still needs to be revised. I will try to get a good night’s sleep and wake up to regroup, finish the article well, fill in the holes I dug as much as possible, and be a person who starts well and ends well.

This is my first real article, and it also carries many of my longings.

It is raw, immature, incoherent, and has many shortcomings in writing.

I still have so much to learn.

Even so, I have gained a lot of book friends, and I have had fun interacting with people, discussing some settings in the article, and editors have also offered me an olive branch, which has made me feel flattered and overjoyed.

(￣y▽￣)~* Cover your mouth and snicker~

I'm so grateful.

I am a lucky man.

Thank you for your love for this cute little reader, and thank you for your support. I wish you all the best, and everything you encounter will be smooth. May I wake up and be a happy coder again!

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Good night, everyone.

Please forgive me for any inconsideration.

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I love you guys.

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(End of this chapter)