my reality with some autobiography

Chapter 47, Today, you must give me an explanation

hiss--

Lu Keyan took a breath, and Chen Xuan really came over.

She subconsciously looked at Tang Moxi.

Tang Mo Xi's decisive face was still stained with tears, and her eyes were red.

She glared at Chen Xuan angrily, wanting to question but found that her voice was hoarse and she could not speak.

Chen Xuan felt very sad. He didn't expect that Tang Moxi also had this side.

In addition to feeling uncomfortable, he was also very tired.

Extremely exhausted.

It can be said that he swam all this way through perseverance.

After all, his attributes at the moment have not been fully added yet.

The hardships involved can hardly be summarized in a ten-thousand-word chapter.

Being scratched, stabbed, hit.

Hypothermia, cramps, choking on water.

He had already been mentally prepared for all this, and it was nothing to worry about.

The only thing that scares him is...

Halfway through, he briefly lost consciousness.

At that time, if his swimming skill hadn't been accidentally maxed out, activating his body, he might have fallen asleep completely.

But fortunately, everything is over.

in fact.

He had been outside the door for a while.

From the moment Tang Moxi started saying "there is a brother next door", he was already outside the door.

It's not a shame if you don't go in directly.

But after he confirmed from Tang Moxi's voice that Tang Moxi was not injured, his tense nerves relaxed.

So much so that it is no longer possible to resist fatigue.

Tired and paralyzed, I leaned against the door, intending to rest and regain some energy.

The result is behind.

Heard Tang Moxi's grievances and accusations.

Only then did he understand that this was what Tang Moxi thought.

I can't laugh or cry.

I can only complain about Tang Moxi with a few words.

Especially those two sentences:
Even though you bully me, I like you.

Then why do you hate me when I bully you?

While Chen Xuan's heart was blocked, he was also a little helpless.

Can bullying and bullying be the same thing?

He was bullied at that time.

It's the doting teasing, the teasing and bullying of the ignorant sister by the elder brother when there is no one else around.

When outsiders are present, he acts as a qualified older brother, protecting and taking care of Tang Moxi.

And Tang Moxi's bullying.

Whoever sees it.

No matter how you look at it, it's really bullying.

It was during his adolescence.

The most sensitive and face-saving time.

In front of teachers and classmates, he laughed at him and teased him.

True.

At this moment, it sounds like Tang Moxi has good intentions.

She laughed and teased him, but also wanted to cheer him up.

But the method must be used correctly.

Ask:

Which boy at the age of seventeen or eighteen can withstand the public ridicule or harassment of the most beautiful girl in the school?

Especially this girl.

I used to be his follower.

He also worshiped him, worshiped him very much.

He just blocked the other party, which already means he is mentally strong and nostalgic for old friendships.

If it weren't for Tang Moxi who often complained to his grandma, and as a man, it was difficult for him to complain to his grandma that girls bullied him, so he wouldn't have repeated it several times, but had no choice but to add it back.

Even upon graduation.

If Tang Moxi hadn't forced him to lend him 2000 yuan.

Then there is no longer Tang Moxi's profile picture in his address book.

But there is one thing to say.

Some feelings still need to be remembered.

Tang Moxi's bullying of Chen Xuan made Chen Xuan embarrassed.

But her attitude towards Chen Xuan was like a parent treating their unsatisfactory children.

It's okay to bully Chen Xuan yourself.

But if others bully Chen Xuan, she will hit them back severely.

This indirectly also made Chen Xuan feel a lot calmer.

When he was most anxious and depressed.

He could only bear the beating from Tang Moxi alone.

Gradually.

The classmates also thought that Tang Moxi was flirting with Chen Xuan.

Feelings towards Chen Xuan.

From the fun of watching the show at the beginning, it turned into envy, jealousy and hatred later.

Chen Xuan could also feel that Tang Moxi wanted to get close to him, but he really couldn't stand this way of getting close.

and so.

Chen Xuan's feelings towards Tang Moxi were very complicated.

Not to mention hate, at most, disgust.

But it's annoying and not a lot.

As for liking?

Reference yesterday:
After Zheng Yong was exposed by Chen Xuan, he still argued, "I just want to make things perfect for you and Tang Moxi. Since you love each other, why do you care about what Tang Moxi's mother says."

Chen Xuan replied speechlessly at that time: "When did I say I like Tang Moxi?"

Zheng Yong said: "You don't like it, then why are you so lonely when I mentioned that Tang Moxi's mother is really looking for you?"

Chen Xuan couldn't laugh or cry at the time, "What does this have to do with whether you like it or not? If it were you, and a female classmate's mother suddenly told you to stay away from her daughter, would your self-esteem be bruised and remembered for the rest of your life?"

"I just feel uncomfortable thinking about this feeling of being disrespected. I have never liked Tang Moxi from the beginning to the end. I like people who are well-behaved and obedient."

Yes, before that.

Chen Xuan never thought that he liked Tang Moxi at all.

As for not caring?

In the past, he would definitely say with disdain, who would care about this shrew.

Even before today, he felt this way.

Even after he transferred money to his aunt yesterday.

He seemed to feel that he was capable.

Or maybe he couldn't bear to see that the gap between him and Tang Moxi continued.

She told him the truth about Tang Moxi secretly paying the medical expenses behind his back.

Although he suddenly realized that Tang Moxi had silently paid so much to him, at that time, he really didn't think he cared about Tang Moxi.

But at the moment.

Sitting behind the door of Tang Moxi's dormitory.

Chen Xuancai looked back admiringly, he couldn't lie to himself.

because:

That's when I saved Nie Rou.

He had to work hard to hypnotize himself on the steps to barely overcome his psychological fear.

But in Tang Moxi's voice, he only heard an anxious tone. He didn't even hear what was specifically said, so he instinctively turned around and jumped out of the window.

I never thought about whether this jump would be dangerous.

Even after jumping out of the window, he swam a long distance before he realized what he was doing.

Instinctively, risk your life to save.

Now, how could he call it "not caring"?
Maybe, I also like it.

So, outside the door, I listened to Tang Moxi's increasingly aggrieved and angry questions.

Chen Xuan became more and more silent and confused.

He became increasingly confused about how he felt about Tang Moxi.

I even heard Tang Moxi say, Chen Xuan, I hate you.

He was still thinking about turning around and leaving silently.

After all, I'm not sure whether I like her or not.

It would be better to break it off simply.

In order to avoid being punched in the stomach from time to time and feeling angry but not knowing how to vent the anger.

But when she heard it, Tang Moxi's tone suddenly became decisive.

After making such a poisonous oath.

Inexplicable panic swept through his whole heart.

Unexpectedly, I reflexively kicked the door open.
then.

When he saw Tang Moxi's unprecedented weakness, a sudden sadness flashed through his heart, as if he was parting from life or death.

After saying "Xixi, are you okay?"

I was so choked up with emotion that I didn't know what to say further.

Then there was a burst of quiet air in the dormitory.

Fat mm Doudou.

Originally, I felt the same way, but Chen Xuan suffered a lot.

A pair of chubby hands were clenched into fists, thinking of waiting for the opportunity to blow Chen Xuan's balls to avenge Tang Moxi.

But when she saw Chen Xuan at this time, she was not only shocked but also confused.

Is he still considered a scumbag if he takes the risk to come to Tang Moxi?

Lin Xiangxiang and a group of girls.

After getting over the shock, my eyes were filled with brilliance.

What woman doesn't love heroes?

There is a difference between taking risks to save people and taking risks to save others.

They were all thinking at this moment:
When Chen Xuan rescued Nie Rou.

He had relatively strong physical strength, and Nie Rou was close to him.

Any man with courage will subconsciously save him when he sees this situation.

Therefore, this does not mean that Chen Xuan likes Nie Rou.

But after being severely exhausted, you still insist on looking for Tang Moxi?
He was also covered in blood and had obviously experienced great danger.

Are you saying you don’t love it?
It just doesn't make sense at all.

therefore.

All the girls felt that they had misunderstood Chen Xuan just now.

Chen Xuan is definitely not a scumbag.

On the contrary, he is a perfect man who can be entrusted to him for the rest of his life.

At least at this moment, they think:

The blood stains on this body are the hero's armor.

At this moment, Chen Xuan, who was dirty and smelly all over and had bare feet and even his toenails were covered in black mud, was far more handsome than Daniel Wu and Takeshi Kaneshiro.

At this moment, no matter how handsome and rich the man is.

In their eyes, they were not as attractive as the Chen Xuan in front of them.

This is a man, a real man.

Then, they were looking forward to it.

Looking forward to the next performance, a live version of you and me showing our true feelings to each other.

A charming woman in an isolated corner.

At this moment, when she looked at Chen Xuan with bright eyes, her legs rubbed together involuntarily.

Although I wanted to come forward and chat with Chen Xuan.

But she also knew that if she talked too much now, Tang Moxi would definitely beat her to death.

So I could only sit in the corner and silently swear, "When I have the opportunity, I will get to know you in depth."

Tang Moxi was originally very angry.

Especially after seeing Chen Xuan become silent, he became even more angry.

I want to say that you hate me, so why did you take the risk to come here?

But over time.

She noticed Chen Xuan's appearance, and her distress replaced her anger involuntarily.

Then, there is full of grievance and resentment.

Waiting and waiting, I got angry again.

It seems like I want to ask:

What do you mean by interrupting me and not coming over to comfort me?
He seemed angry again:

Chen Xuan, what exactly do you mean? You must give me an explanation today.

Chen Xuan instinctively turned his head away, unable to resist her terrifying gaze.

The most difficult to accept the grace of beauty.

On the surface, Chen Xuan could pretend not to see it.

However, in his heart, he couldn't pretend that nothing had happened.

After listening outside the door for so long, how could he not be touched at all?
But at this time, he really didn't know what to say.

Maybe, just go up and hug?
This thought crossed Chen Xuan's mind, and when he was about to take a step forward, a strong soreness and numbness suddenly appeared from his right leg.

My right leg is cramping again!
He couldn't help but take a sharp breath.

As soon as the cramping pain came out, it seemed to cause a chain reaction in his nerves.

Strain of right shoulder.

Cuts on left calf.

Bruise to the left rib.

Abrasions to brow bone.

Waiting for a series of pains that could be forgotten just now, they are all swept away at this moment.

For a moment, I could only hold on to the doorframe tightly, with cold sweat breaking out on my forehead and my whole body shaking.
Sudden.

A sharp-eyed senior student exclaimed: "No, something is wrong with his right leg. It seems to be cramped."

This sound.

The angry Tang Moxi woke up in an instant. She panicked and asked the seniors on her left and right for help, "Quick, please help him quickly."

The senior students studying medicine immediately swarmed over me.

Help Chen Xuan onto a bed.

Tang Moxi watched nervously as Chen Xuan limped over, and wanted to help, but was afraid of hurting Chen Xuan.

Then I saw that Chen Xuan had just laid down and lost consciousness.

She turned pale with fright, grabbed the hand of a senior sister and asked, trembling, "He, why is he not moving?"

Lin Xiangxiang stepped forward to reassure her, "Xixi, don't be nervous. Let the seniors take a look first."

"Yes, yes, seniors, look at it first, look at it first...look at it first."

Tang Moxi reflexively let go of her hand and looked at each sentence after another. .

The senior sister touched Chen Xuan's neck, took another breath, turned her head and said in relief, "He's fine, he's just too tired and fell asleep..."

Tang Moxi breathed a sigh of relief, and just when she was about to say thanks, her vision suddenly went dark, and she collapsed backwards.

"Xi Xi. Xi Xi"

Lu Keyan and Lin Xiangxiang caught her in time.

"Senior sister, what happened to Xixi?" Lin Xiangxiang asked nervously.

A senior sister sighed: "She must have been too excited just now. Please help her lie down for a while."

Outside the window, the instructors' shouts could be heard faintly.

When the girls saw that the instructors had also arrived, their nervous hearts finally relaxed.

Chen Xuan lay there unconscious.

Several senior students were rubbing his body, stopping the bleeding, or massaging him.

Tang Moxi was lying opposite him.

He frowned and closed his eyes, and kept saying, Chen Xuan, I hate you from time to time.

Soon.

"The girls inside are preparing to evacuate with us.
The instructors rushed in with the boys and were startled when they saw the dormitory with completely different order in front of them.

Feng Dongdong was following him. When he looked around, he spotted his girlfriend and immediately said, "Pepe, are you okay?"

Peipei was the girl whose alarm sounded on her phone before, and she was also Tang Moxi's little crush.

When she saw Feng Dongdong, she ran over crying, hugged Feng Dongdong and punched him on the chest, "Why did you come here? I was scared to death. Look at Chen Xuan, he swam here by himself a long time ago."

"I'm very fast, okay? I'm one of the first batch of instructors, etc. Who are you talking about?"

Feng Dongdong was speechless. Just when he was about to express his bravery, he suddenly realized and found Chen Xuan on the bed.

"I'll go. Instructor, Chen Xuan is still alive!"

Upon hearing this, the instructor and others hurriedly gathered around Chen Xuan to watch curiously.

"It's so fierce. I swam here by myself."

"Damn it, he really didn't eat for free, he's awesome."

"Hiss is full of wounds."

Suddenly, everyone started praising her.

Fortunately, the instructor responded in time, "Stop looking and take the girls out of here first."

Although the rain has lightened up now, it should still rain depending on the weather.

The flood will only get stronger and will not recede immediately.

The boys immediately turned around to greet the girls, and arranged the girls to board the lifeboat in an orderly manner according to the temporary plan.

soon.

Only the four girls Tang Moxi and Chen Xuan were left in the dormitory.

Lu Keyan and Lin Xiangxiang pushed Tang Moxi anxiously, but Tang Moxi couldn't wake up.

"You guys get out of the way, I'll take her out."

The instructor frowned slightly when he saw this, and prepared to go into battle himself.

But I don't want to be at this time.

A weak voice sounded from behind, "Instructor, leave her to me. You go and help the other girls first."

Feng Dongdong shouted: "You are acting like this. Whether you can leave by yourself is still a question. How can you protect her from leaving?"

The instructor also disagreed.

When he turned around to persuade Chen Xuan, he saw Chen Xuan wolfing down a pile of snacks.

This is a meal replacement and fat-reducing snack for fat girls.

Although they are zero sugar and zero calories, they are actually not low in calories.

Chen Xuan stuffed the last piece of ready-to-eat chicken breast into his mouth.

The whole person seemed to have returned to the light.

Jumped out of bed violently.

Under the shocked gazes of Lu Keyan, Lin Xiangxiang, Feng Dongdong and the instructors.

He easily lifted Tang Moxi up in his arms.

"What are you doing, let's go."

(End of this chapter)