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Chapter 206: Living together (New Year’s Eve Part [-])
"Jiang Yunming confessed to you?"

Yi Huawei burst into laughter: "How many times has he confessed to you? It must have been ten times. Is it because of this that you are crying like this?"

"It's not about confession...,"

Lin Luo , in his subconscious mind, I am such a woman..., a woman who is frivolous."

After crying for a while and speaking out the words that were pressing in her heart, Lin Luoxue felt a lot more relaxed.

"Is that so? Are you the kind of woman who is flirtatious?"

Without waiting for Lin Luoxue to answer, Yi Huawei smiled, looked at Lin Luoxue and said:

"According to my experience, women who cry when they have been wronged often have delicate minds and high emotional sensitivity. They lack a sense of security and often have random thoughts. They are very lacking in love, fearful of the unknown, and afraid of being abandoned. When the anxiety and sadness are uncontrollable, I will hide alone and shed tears secretly.

A woman like this longs for someone to truly understand and love her.She is kind-hearted and always considers others. The reason why many women love to cry is because they are too kind, consider others in everything, and pretend to have too many grievances in their hearts.

When something happens in life, even if it is not your fault, you always subconsciously fall into the emotions of self-blame and guilt, and it is difficult to extricate yourself.Especially when someone is wronged or wronged, I clearly don’t want to cry in my heart, but I still can’t control myself.

So, what happened to Bi Shisan made you mentally fragile like this? "

"Are you praising me or sympathizing with me?" Listening to Yi Huawei's words, Lin Luoxue couldn't help but have a trace of curvature at the corner of her mouth: "If you didn't say that last sentence, I would be very grateful to you."

"Just telling the truth," Yi Huawei shrugged: "By the way, why did you reject Lu Qiaochuan? To be honest, his few love words were quite touching, and there was a sense of sincerity from the bottom of his heart. , He is worthy of being a literary young man.”

"I don't know, at that time," Lin Luoxue shook her head: "I was in a very bad mood at that time, and..."

"Is that the inexplicable past and present you mentioned?" Yi Huawei looked at Lin Luoxue and shook his head: "You can't get over the matter of Bi Shisan, right?"

"You don't understand,..." Lin Luoxue looked up at the ceiling, lost in thought, and sighed after a long time: "You don't understand that feeling. He is like a beam of light for me in a desperate situation, and it warms my entire dark life. .”

"Have you been infected by Lu Qiaochuan?" Yi Huawei was speechless: "You are being hypocritical."

"I know," Lin Luoxue smiled bitterly: "I also feel that I am quite awkward. Psychological Committee member, what should I do if I can't get over that hurdle?"

"If you can't get over it, don't go over there." Yi Huawei said: "Wouldn't it be better to let it stay in your memory and continue to warm you? Moreover, are you sure you feel love for him? Rather than gratitude?"

Looking at Lin Luoxue in a daze, Yi Huawei continued:

"Although I don't know what you have experienced, it is ingrained in your memory. Freud believed that although a person's childhood experiences will gradually be forgotten as time goes by, or even disappear from the consciousness, they are It will be stubbornly hidden in the subconscious mind and have a lasting impact on a person's life. Therefore, people who have experienced misfortune in childhood or grew up in a repressive environment are more likely to develop a sense of inferiority.

Psychological research shows that people who grow up in violent or repressive family environments are better at perceiving people's hearts and are more sensitive and suspicious than their peers.Because of long-term repression and abuse, they "mature" prematurely. From an early age, they need to figure out other people's thoughts to protect themselves from harm.

Some people, on the one hand, are unable to love others, and on the other hand, they are unable to feel and accept the love of others.They will subconsciously reject and accept others.Even if they establish close relationships with others, they often feel anxious, fearful, and worried.

If a person was often hurt by his parents in childhood, he is likely to subconsciously build relationships with others in ways that hurt others.People with psychological shadows are often full of aggression and are very extreme and stubborn.The scary thing is that many times they may not want to hurt the people around them, but they always subconsciously cause harm to others, which makes them confused and powerless...

Self-isolated, not very social, unable to trust others, either mature or introverted, extreme in thinking, timid in doing things, with low self-esteem and autistic.

Of course, there is a possibility that in order to hide themselves, they will be arrogant and confident, pretending to be happy and cheerful, but in fact they have low self-esteem, want face, and lack a sense of security. As long as others treat them a little better, they can't wait to give everything they have to them. It is easy for others to like someone who is out of touch, gentle and considerate.

That’s why you miss Bi Shisan in your memory so much? "

"It's a pity that you are not the psychological committee member...,"

Lin Luoxue's face turned green and red. She wanted to get up and slam the door out, but she felt that there was no anger in her heart as she had imagined. She wiped the corners of her eyes and looked at Yi Huawei with complicated eyes. After hesitating for a while, she spoke slowly, her voice Somewhat coldly: "As long as I can remember, I have not been liked by my parents and grandparents. I have been... since I was a child..."

Lin Luoxue spoke in great detail, telling what happened to her when she was a child, as well as her past with Bi Shisan. The plot was similar to the one Yi Huawei had seen, but the content was more detailed.

Yi Huawei could guess what kind of treatment a girl would receive if she was born in a family that extremely favored boys over girls.

However, Lin Luoxue's treatment at home was even worse, to the point of being completely ignored, so Lin Luoxue had almost no sense of family affection since she was a child.Even though Lin Luoxue wanted to appear strong, when she said this, her tears still flowed down uncontrollably, and she choked several times.

Lucky people are healed by childhood throughout their lives, while unfortunate people are healed by childhood throughout their lives.

If I hug her now, it will probably leave a deep impression on her heart.

Yi Huawei looked at Lin Luoxue who was crying and shook his head. He did not take advantage of the situation and just handed over a few tissues: "It will be better if you cry."

"Thank you!"

"Don't tell me, okay?" Lin Luoxue stopped crying, lowered her head to take the tissue, and wiped her tears: "It seems like you saw me every time I was in such a mess. ... If you dare to tell me, I will, I will I will die with you!"

"..." Yi Huawei ignored Lin Luoxue's weak 'threat' and smiled: "I'm not that boring."

"Thank you!"

Looking at Yi Huawei, Lin Luoxue's brows widened: "Sure enough, talking is one of the best ways for people to vent their emotions. I feel much better now."

"Find something more for yourself to do and divert your attention," Yi Huawei smiled: "There are still many beautiful things in this world waiting for you to discover. Blindly immersing yourself in the past will only make you trapped in it. You can try to jump out.

Okay, you can sit there for a while, I'll go out first.

Again, get some sleep..."

"If you have a good sleep, you will be fine tomorrow, right?" Lin Luoxue couldn't help but choked: "You have nothing else to say to comfort me, right?"

"One sentence is enough," Yi Huawei stood up, looked at Lin Luoxue and said, "Time is poison, and it is also the best medicine. I hope I won't see you cry again next time.

I remember a line from a Hayao Miyazaki movie:

Childhood is a melancholy poem, sincere but not bright, beautiful but not beautiful, sometimes even embarrassing to see others, but it makes everyone linger.The sun rises in the east and sets in the west, and those shadows will always be dispersed by the sunlight. "

After saying that, Yi Huawei walked towards the door and gently closed the door when he went out.

"...Aren't you pretty good at talking?"

Looking at Yi Huawei's back, Lin Luoxue said to herself, then looked up at the ceiling and became stunned again.

...............

Time flies so fast, November passed by in the blink of an eye.

Lin Luoxue seemed to be much closer to Yi Huawei and often chatted with him intentionally or unintentionally.Of course, it was in front of Li Shuci, and the conversation was not about personal affairs between children.As if he discovered this, Lu Qiaochuan's attitude towards Yi Huawei began to become a little subtle.

Time has come to December in a flash, and there are more things going on at school. First there is the final physical exam, and then there is the English CET-[-] exam. There are also many courses that will be tested in the next period of time.

For Yi Huawei, the physical education exam is no problem, and he is already very good at physical education, so he doesn't need to hide it. With a little control, he will naturally pass with full marks, which makes several "third-class disabled people" somewhat envy, jealousy, hate.

However, Yu Hao looked like a sissy, but he was really cruel to himself. He deliberately injured himself and went to the school doctor to get a certificate, but the teacher still gave him a passing grade.

Bi Shisan's health was better than before and he barely passed the passing mark.

As the time for the English CET-[-] exam approaches, Ye Jiping, as the class teacher, repeatedly reminds him in professional classes that if he fails to pass CET-[-], his whole life will be hopeless, and he will not be able to enter the coffin even if he dies.

Yi Huawei scoffed at Ye Jiping's words. The career direction of photography seems to have nothing to do with English, right?Photography majors are inherently technical majors. Unless you want to develop abroad, English is really of little use.

However, he did not refute Ye Jiping. Everyone has their own choices in life. Passing Level [-] will not have any impact on Yi Huawei, but for others, it can be said that it provides another way to choose.

The students in the class are also crazily tutoring these days with the so-called temporary mentality that it is useless to shine.Every time he walked down the stairs of the dormitory, Yi Huawei could always hear various Chinese English mixed with dialect accents, which made Yi Huawei feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

Yi Huawei and Li Shuci still study and live step by step.Seeing Yi Huawei's demeanor, the other two students in the dormitory also relaxed a lot.Then, I started to panic...

In mid-December, the CET-[-] exam came as scheduled. It only took Yi Huawei half an hour to complete all the test questions, and then he glanced around the exam room in boredom.

Although the CET-[-] exam can be submitted in advance, it must be submitted after the specified time.I looked at the examination room boredly. Most of the students in the classroom were answering the questions seriously. Only a few people were scratching their heads and scratching their heads. Their eyes were wandering and darting around. It was obvious at a glance that their motives were impure, such as Yu Hao and Jiang Yunming.

Lu Qiaochuan was quite stubborn this time, or he felt guilty and was afraid of being caught, so he didn't dare to peek at Bi Shisan's test paper.

The CET-[-] is not difficult for most undergraduates, but even in the best schools, there are always some people who are partial to subjects, who are unwilling to learn or have no interest in English.Let alone this kind of art school, people like the original person who failed the exam four times are definitely not rare.

When the teacher announced that the paper could be handed in, Yi Huawei immediately stood up, handed in the paper and walked out of the examination room.

After Yi Huawei walked out of the examination room, he did not leave. Instead, he walked to the door of another examination room and waited for a while.

After a while, Li Shuci came out and looked at Yi Huawei with a bright smile on his face:
"How's it going? Have you felt it?"

Yi Huawei laughed: "Of course, with Teacher Li's guidance, Level [-] is not easy to grasp."

"Well, this is the result of your own efforts. Let's take the CET-[-] exam together next year."

Li Shuci naturally believed in Yi Huawei, took Yi Huawei's hand, and said with a sweet smile: "Let's go have a meal."

As soon as the two of them reached the stairs, they saw Yu Hao and Lu Qiaochuan walking towards each other.After saying hello to the two of them, the four of them walked outside the teaching building together.

"This year's questions are too difficult. Let's fight again next year." Lu Qiaochuan patted Yu Hao on the shoulder.

"Who will fight you again next year? Brother, I will definitely survive this time." Yu Hao looked confident.

"Did you answer all the questions? Do you understand the listening skills?" Why is Lu Qiaochuan so unbelieving?

"I don't understand it at all, but the most important thing in the English test is feeling." Yu Hao said proudly: "I spent 10 minutes communicating with the test paper and no matter what I answered, it was the correct answer."

"Haha~," Lu Qiaochuan glanced sideways at Yu Hao, then turned to look at Yi Huawei and said, "What about you? How do you feel?"

"It's okay." Yi Huawei didn't hit the two of them, and said calmly: "I should be able to pass."

"Oh~," Lu Qiaochuan hugged Yu Hao's shoulders and sighed, "Brother Hao, let's fight again next year!"

"Go away, I don't want you, the Sangmenxing, to touch me." Yu Hao slapped Lu Qiaochuan's hand away in disgust.

The four of them walked out of the teaching building. Zhong Bai, Bi Shisan, Lin Luoxue and Gu Yixin were already waiting at the door.

"You also handed in your papers in advance?" Lu Qiaochuan was a little surprised.

"There's nothing to do if you don't hand in the paper."

The four said in unison.

Yi Huawei smiled and said, "Let's go. To celebrate that I finally passed Level [-], I'll treat you to a treat. Let's have dinner together."

"Hmph! It's best!"

Yu Hao snorted coldly, and then stepped forward with his long legs: "I know a place that is not only expensive but also expensive. Let's go to him if we are poor!"

"It's okay. I made a small profit recently. Let's eat freely." Yi Huawei smiled meaninglessly.

"Earned from stock trading?" Bi Shisan knew a little bit.

Yi Huawei nodded: "It's enough for living expenses in the past few years."

"Is stock trading so profitable?" Gu Yixin's eyes lit up.

"A greedy woman like you will definitely lose everything." Before Yi Huawei could say anything, Bi Shisan was furious with Gu Yixin.

"Bi Shisan!" Gu Yixin gritted his teeth and looked at Bi Shisan: "You really healed your scar and forgot about the pain, right?"

"Barbaric and vulgar." Bi Shisan quickened his pace.

"Bi Shisan, you're dead!" Gu Yixin yelled and chased after him. He caught up with Bi Shisan after a while, pushed him to the ground and started rubbing him.

"Let's go, but I still remind you...,"

Lin Luoxue looked a little uncomfortable as she watched Bi Shisan and the two fighting. She turned to look at Yi Huawei and said, "The stock market is risky, so you need to be cautious when entering the market."

"Well, I just put my pocket money in, and the capital has already been withdrawn. Whether I make a profit or lose depends on my luck."

Yi Huawei smiled, looked at Li Shuci who looked worried and said, "Don't worry, I won't lose your dowry."

"I'm not worried about this..." Li Shuci shook his head hastily.

"I know, it's just a joke." Yi Huawei held Li Shuci's little hand: "Don't worry, I won't get addicted to it."

"Let's go. Brother Hao won't be able to catch up if we don't leave." Zhong Bai pointed at Yu Hao's back.

"Today is my treat. No matter how fast he leaves, he still has to come back." Yi Huawei shrugged.

"Yes,"

Zhong Bai seemed to have thought of something and started laughing again.

After dinner, Yi Huawei and Li Shuci walked around the playground for a few times before sending her back.

When Yi Huawei returned to 601, he opened the dormitory door and saw Lu Qiaochuan and three people sitting together around a small table chatting about something.

"We haven't talked enough while eating. What are you talking about?"

"There were so many people just now, it wasn't easy to talk," Lu Qiaochuan said, "We were discussing how to spend New Year's Eve. Haiyang, how are you going to spend New Year's Eve?"

Yu Hao rolled his eyes and was speechless: "Lu Qiaochuan, what you asked is not nonsense? Haiyang has a girlfriend. He must have spent New Year's Eve with sister Shu Ci. Could it be that he spent it with you two bachelors? ?”

"Damn! Brother Hao, you're talking like you're not a bachelor." Lu Qiaochuan said dissatisfied: "At least we have a companion, you are the only one here."

"Why are you talking about me?" Yu Hao said, "Isn't Bi Shisan also a person?"

"I like someone." Bi Shisan said calmly: "Lu Qiaochuan originally planned to play mahjong in the dormitory, but considering that three are missing and one is missing, and I haven't learned how to play mahjong yet, I plan to go to the park to have a look."

Yi Huawei smiled. Bi Shisan must have known that Gu Yixin also went to the park to ride the Ferris wheel.

"Zhong Bai told me about going to the park, but I don't want to go," Lu Qiaochuan said to Yi Huawei: "But Ren Yifan said that there will be a performance in the park at night, Haiyang, you can take Li Shuci with you. Go, it should be quite romantic."

"Well, Shu Ci just told me this." Yi Huawei nodded, turned to Yu Hao and said, "Will you come with me?"

"I don't want it," Yu Hao said arrogantly: "You two are a couple, and I will make a light bulb. I want to be with San'er."

"Ahem~," Yi Huawei pulled Yu Hao over and whispered a few words.

"real?!"

Yu Hao's little Bagua eyes immediately brightened up, he walked up to Bi Shisan and turned around a few times, and started to click his tongue.

"What?" Bi Shisan looked at Yu Hao inexplicably.

"I can't see it, San'er. I didn't expect you to be the one hiding the most here?" Yu Hao said to Bi Shisan in a nonchalant manner, then grabbed Yi Huawidao's arm and said, "Okay, I I’ll just give you face and let’s go with you.”

"It's okay if you don't want to go. You don't have to give me face." Yi Huawei slapped Yu Hao on the face and pushed him away.

(End of this chapter)