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When Huang Yuxuan returned home with her mother and uncle, she looked at the strange and familiar furnishings in the house and felt confused. Is this her own home?

"came back?"

Chen Siyuan was sitting on the sofa watching TV without raising his head.

"Chen Siyuan, why aren't you asleep yet?" Mother Chen asked.

"I just woke up." Chen Siyuan replied, then looked at Huang Yuxuan who walked straight in front of him and said, "What are you doing?"

"I was just thinking, are you..., are you really my brother?" Huang Yuxuan looked at Chen Siyuan carefully, as if a little unbelievable.

"Did your head get damaged? I'm your brother." Chen Siyuan glanced at her, then turned to look at Chen's mother and said, "Do you really think she doesn't need to be hospitalized? Is it okay to run out like this?"

"Chen Siyuan, what are you talking about? No big or small." Wu Wenlei said: "Your sister was injured not because of you."

"You're the one with the problem!" Huang Yuxuan held down her hand that was about to move: "You want me to stay in the hospital for the rest of my life and never come back, right?"

"I didn't say that," Chen Siyuan said lightly, then stared at Huang Yuxuan and asked suspiciously, "You seem to be different from before?"

"What, what's different? You're different!" Huang Yuxuan was stunned by Chen Siyuan's eyes. Then she remembered that she was his sister, raised her chest and said, "I'll settle the score with you after I recover!"

"Chen Siyuan...," Wu Wenlei said: "Your sister has just been discharged from the hospital and needs to have a good rest. Please don't quarrel with her, okay?"

"Who wants to quarrel with her? Boring! I went up to take a shower." Chen Siyuan got up and walked upstairs.

"Okay, okay, ignore him." Mother Chen supported Huang Yuxuan and said, "Let's go up and rest."

Huang Yuxuan shook her head and walked around the living room a few times, carefully looking at this strange yet familiar environment.

"Chen Yunru, what's wrong with you?" Chen's mother said nervously: "Don't scare me!"

"I'm fine...," Huang Yuxuan said after returning to her senses.

Mother Chen asked with concern: "Are you hungry? Mom made a pot of chicken soup in the afternoon. I'll heat it up for you to drink now."

"No, no need to bother," Huang Yuxuan called to her mother: "I'm not hungry."

"Okay, then you go upstairs to sleep and have a good rest. Mom has gone to work." Mother Chen looked at her watch and thought for a while: "If you are hungry and ask Chen Siyuan to heat you up, he still cares about you."

"work?"

Was her brother just waiting for her to come home?

A thought flashed through Huang Yuxuan's mind, and she ignored what Chen's mother said next, wondering: "It's past nine o'clock in the evening now? What class do you work in?"

Mother Chen and Wu Wenlei were stunned for a moment. Just as Wu Wenlei was about to say something, Mother Chen stopped him.

Mother Chen knew that her daughter had always been concerned about her work, so she walked up to Huang Yuxuan and said, "You want mom to accompany you, right? It doesn't matter. Mom can call and ask for leave, it doesn't matter..."

"Oh~~," Huang Yuxuan looked at her mother inexplicably, and then patted her thigh: "I remembered, I remembered what class you were working in, you don't have to worry, I can go to work without worries. I will take a good rest, you just have to promise Just don’t drink too much.”

Mother Chen blinked, wondering if her ears had heard it wrong.Was Yun Ru...caring about her just now?
Ever since she had to work in a restaurant to earn money to support the family's livelihood, Yunru had always felt that her profession was shameful, and she would even lower her head and pretend not to recognize her when she saw her outside...

Huang Yuxuan went straight upstairs and happened to see Chen Siyuan after taking a shower. Huang Yuxuan ignored him and turned around to open the door.

"What do you want to do? That's my room. Which is your room?" Chen Siyuan pointed to the room opposite.

Huang Yuxuan was a little embarrassed, and then said loudly: "I know!!"

After saying that, he opened the door to his room and walked in.

After returning to the room, she closed the door and looked around the room. The clothes in the box were neatly folded. Huang Yuxuan picked up her school uniform and gestured to the mirror. Looking at herself in the mirror seemed to awaken her long-standing memory.

There were rows of books and comics on the bookshelf. Huang Yuxuan walked over and took out one and flipped through it. She didn't know why, but it always felt strange, as if she hadn't seen this kind of thing for a long time.

Huang Yuxuan sat down, opened the drawer, saw a diary, and took it out. It read in neat and regular handwriting:

Sometimes, I feel like I am the dimmest star in the universe, shining desperately, hoping that someone will discover my tiny existence...

However, what was waiting for me in the end was falling.

The moment I died, I knew that no one in the world would remember me...

I am slowly withering in my regretful youth, and I have learned to cry in the lost wasteland.In the process of playing myself, I abandoned myself...

In the deepest part of my heart, in the room with the lights off, I sang a love song that only I could embrace...

"Oh my God! What was I like before? I was too depressed, right?"

Huang Yuxuan looked at the contents of the diary and couldn't help but frown and turned to the next page:
The sun is very dazzling, but I would rather squint my eyes... but I am also reluctant to close my eyes and not look at him...

A scene suddenly appeared in Huang Yuxuan's mind. Under the dazzling sunshine, she looked at Li Ziwei and Mo Junjie in front of her. Li Ziwei smiled happily, but she could not take her eyes away from Li Ziwei's face.

Then another almost identical scene appeared in her mind. It was Wang Quansheng. He was walking in front, stopped, and turned to look at her with a smile.

The two memory fragments overlapped, and Huang Yuxuan shook her head in confusion, not knowing which memory belonged to her now.

Huang Yuxuan closed the diary, lifted the bag on the side, and took out a gift box. It seemed to be a birthday gift from Li Ziwei and Mo Junjie?
Opening the gift box and taking out the Walkman, Huang Yuxuan looked confused. She always felt that she had seen her before, but not in this time and space... and Wu Bai's tape...
Just when Huang Yuxuan was about to put on her headphones, there was suddenly a small banging sound on the window.

Open the window, is it the boy named Li Ziwei?
Li Ziwei was standing downstairs waving to her, holding two boxes of fried noodles in his other hand.

...............

In the park, the two of them had a late-night snack.

While eating, Huang Yuxuan looked at Li Ziwei, who looked exactly like Wang Chuansheng, and felt a little weird.

"Hey~," Li Ziwei said, "You, your head still hurts?"

Huang Yuxuan nodded and said: "It's okay, it's just that there's still some swelling and pain. It won't hurt if you don't touch it."

"Then..." Li Ziwei said, "How long do you want to rest at home? Do you need me to help you ask for leave from the school?"

Huang Yuxuan suppressed the awkwardness in her heart and shook her head, "No need, my mother will handle school matters."

"Then do you need help with anything else?" Li Ziwei asked: "You should have my and Mo Junjie's phone numbers, right? You should be able to find us." "Why do I feel like you are talking in circles?" Huang Yuxuan said: "If you have anything to say, just say it, okay?"

Li Ziwei hesitated for a while and said, "Do you still remember what I said to you when I sent you home on your birthday?"

"Oh, you mean...,"

Huang Yuxuan suddenly remembered that she had confessed to him that day?

"What did you tell me you wouldn't like about me?"

Li Ziwei didn't expect 'Chen Yunru' to be so straightforward, and said with some embarrassment: "I hope you don't take that matter to your heart and avoid Mo Junjie and me. The point is, no matter what difficulties you encounter, don't act like You can feel free to come to me and ask Mo Junjie for help that day."

"Like! It's so imaginary..." Huang Yuxuan murmured to herself as she looked at Li Ziwei.

"What's your expression?" Li Ziwei looked at Huang Yuxuan's expressionless face and was a little confused.

Huang Yuxuan came back to her senses and said calmly: "What's the expression?"

"You know, if you usually hear these words," Li Ziwei said, "you should have your head lowered and your face very shy, and you wouldn't even dare to look at me..."

As he said that, Li Ziwei asked curiously: "Chen Yunru, did you hit your head and hurt your facial nerve?"

Huang Yuxuan said angrily: "You just hurt your face, you're out of your mind!"

After a pause, he said: "I just think everything is weird...,"

"What do you mean?" Li Ziwei asked confused.

Huang Yuxuan glanced at him and said confused:
"What I mean is, I know what I have done before, but the things I did are not like what I would do. For example, on my birthday, I don't know why. I want to tell you that I like You are not my style at all. ...If I like someone, I will find a way to make the other person like me, and then confess to me myself."

"Why do I always feel," Li Ziwei was also a little strange: "The words you said are very different from what you would say?"

"Yes, Wang Quansheng, you have hit the point," Huang Yuxuan nodded: "I just feel that I am very unlike myself now. Maybe it's because I hit my head. When I was reading my diary at home, I remembered Many things from the past...,"

"Wait a minute, wait a minute...,"

Looking at Huang Yuxuan, Li Ziwei was speechless and said: "Chen Yunru, I have another question to ask you, who is Wang Quansheng?"

"Wang Quansheng?" Huang Yuxuan was stunned for a moment.

"That's right," Li Ziwei said, "Didn't you notice? You have been calling me Wang Quansheng today..."

"Have it?"

"Yes! You just called me Wang Chuansheng a few seconds ago," Li Ziwei said: "And when you just woke up today, you were still hugging me, crying and calling me Wang Chuansheng, and scolding me at the same time. Why? Want to leave you alone? Can you explain?"

"This is another thing that I find very strange." Huang Yuxuan didn't know how to explain it, and said with some distress: "I don't know how to explain it to you, and I don't want to tell you about it."

"Why don't you want to tell me?" Li Ziwei said angrily: "You are the place where we exchange secrets, what is there to say? Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."

Looking at the face that looked exactly like Wang Quansheng, Huang Yuxuan hesitated for a moment before finally speaking out: "After I woke up, I always felt as if I had had a long, long dream, a very real dream. , so much so that I can’t tell which side I am on right now..."

"Dream? What dream?" Li Ziwei asked doubtfully.

"You and I seem to be living a completely different dream..."

Huang Yuxuan said quietly:

"In the dream, my name is not Chen Yunru, my name is Huang Yuxuan. Your name is not Li Ziwei, your name is Wang Quansheng. Huang Yuxuan in the dream is very different from Chen Yunru in reality.

In the dream, I never force myself to accept things I don’t like, and I am never afraid to pursue my dreams.In the dream, I met you named Wang Quansheng when I was in college.

In the dream, it was obviously the first time I met you, but it was strange. You knew what I liked, and you also knew what I didn’t like.

When I saw you in my dream for the first time, I felt as if you had known me for a long time, as if you appeared in front of me just to meet me, and then you told me that you liked me, and then we were together. .

In the dream, we were together for a long, long time... We rented a small apartment in a small alley in Taipei.I didn't like that house very much at first, but gradually it contained a lot of furniture that we bought together, a lot of photos that we took together, and a lot more... traces that we left together.

Then I fell in love with that house more and more, and when we saved a little money and wanted to upgrade to a bigger house, I couldn't bear to move out.Even if you left me later in the dream, I would still continue to live in that house alone..."

After saying that, the light in Huang Yuxuan's eyes dimmed and the smile on her face disappeared. This was obviously just a dream, but after waking up, she would still feel sad and sad, and even shed tears involuntarily.

After coming back to her senses, Huang Yuxuan turned to look at Li Ziwei with his mouth slightly open, as if he was looking at something strange and incomprehensible, and couldn't help but feel a little angry:
"What kind of face do you have? Do you think I'm making up a story? I knew you wouldn't believe it. I should have known better not to tell it."

After saying that, he stood up and left: "I won't eat anymore!"

"No, it's not..." Li Ziwei hurriedly stopped in front of Huang Yuxuan: "I don't believe what you said, I just didn't expect that you like me so much!"

"I like you?!"

Huang Yuxuan looked incredulous, wondering where Li Ziwei's conclusion came from.

Li Ziwei said angrily: "Yes, you even dream about me in your dreams. It seems you really love me!"

"Please be less narcissistic, please?" Huang Yuxuan said speechlessly:
"Now that I see you like this, I really don't know why I liked you before. To be honest, except for your face, which is quite pleasing to the eye, I don't like anything else about you.

His speech is not nutritious, he acts like a fool every day, keeps laughing and laughing, and he also likes to look cool in the mirror.Oh, and what I can’t stand the most is that electronic watch you wear on your hand. What is it?Elementary school student? !If there is any feeling of liking, then I like Wang Quansheng in the dream, not you, so it is a misunderstanding. "

As she spoke, Huang Yuxuan ignored Li Ziwei's increasingly darker face, clasped her hands together and said, "Please, do me a favor and forget that I once said that I like you. If others know, I will feel very embarrassed." ."

Li Ziwei stared at Huang Yuxuan dumbfounded. He didn't know what to say for a moment and said angrily: "It's up to you!"

"What are you doing? Are you angry?" Seeing Li Ziwei like this, Huang Yuxuan wanted to laugh.

Li Ziwei said angrily: "I don't have one!"

"Oh~, I see, maybe you actually like me a little bit, right?" Huang Yuxuan laughed.

I don't know why, but looking at the smile of 'Chen Yunru' in front of me, Li Ziwei felt a little flustered.

(End of this chapter)